Some times I feel like
A villain on the power rangers
So out of control that I cannot help but feel like I am a monstrous Ramage
As I walk around I feel like a *******
Of a disaster and I seem to cause
The chaos but I could not be anything
But  a gifted mess and that is walking around.  Though this I say
Even cryptids seem to have more
Control over their ******* emotions.
I am just talking out of my emotions
Or there is water to what I say.  I
Find that I have to fond away to deal with
The green eyed monster and combat it.
Though it is ******* hard at times.
As I feel like an exploding balloon i feel nothing  but  chaos of wanting to pop.
This idea that there someone  out there for everyone obviously
Never met
Me

I am the one
Who is least in convenience

Don't judge me if I am wrong
just say my decision isn't strong

drag me out of the world of gut
which makes my words to shut

precision and think more seems myself as lost flavour
just add me sweetness of ur shore and be saver of my insite core

my every fell stay as a pending bill
unexpressiveness of sell took place of becoming more well

did not know what i
said but i sure enjoyed it

my skin burns like dry ice
being branded by the history
-of every mistake I’ve ever made
“when does it end?”
“where does it stop?”
if it’s forever
hang it around me like a noose
put me out of my agony
-this suffocation is unbearable.

For this love she said to,
"wait on me"
Despite my heavy heart,
love don't put your weight on me.

The long wait has a heavy weight

when i am silent
and say nothing
it is because, there is nothing to be said
or nothing of value worth saying,
look into my eyes
they say all i need to

and how much need be said
for things we both know
or do you just want to hear them aloud
so we can both revel in it
relishing the sorrow we both wrought

what are we
even doing?

I can't
promise you
anything

I'm leaving,
I have to
do this

I've never
been on my
own before
and I want to
see if I
can do it

I can't be what
you want
me to be

if it's meant
to be
it's meant
to be

I saw your
doppelgänger
at the bar
last night

it's not
that I don't want
to see you,
it's just that
I don't
have time

I would
say we should
grab a beer
and catch up
but
I'm only in
town for
a little bit
and my family
comes first

you could've
reached out
to me too
you know

you have
my number,
I don't
understand
why you
stopped
talking to me?