Psychologists say
writing poetry help to heal broken heart
Therefore I write

I prove them wrong

Because the more I write
the more I am reminded of you
and it breaks my heart
into dust

She assumed it was commitment
But he was up for just a musement
Oh how she held him tight
All the while he played her right
Hers is a dreamy future with him
His head in the clouds, of partying and daydrem.
To him he's just another girl
To her he is her whole world.

Because of you,
I write
And if only you knew
You're there
In every piece of the poems
I write

Remember when you found me dying, you pull me out of that hole.
You promise you will never leave me,  now I'm drowning again.
Its killing me with every breath.  
Where are you? I'm reaching out my hand.
Where have you've gone.
I feel you so far away from me, out of reach.  
I feel so far away for you  wondering when I lost you.
I feel your love near me but you are so far away.  
I don't want to live this life, remembering everything how it used to be.  
Seeing you like a memorie but not really having you here
Are you listening? Come back to me.
Only you know who I am.
I hear your voice but inside I'm lost. Can't find you
Wondering where did you go.
Why so far away?

You said I had it all and I trusted.
And you begged me support but I left you so.
You treat me right and I’ve got all I wanted.
But I left you so.

I lost a part of myself
The day you walked away from me.
The part that loved,
The part that felt.

I used to love the bay where we watched the sunset,
now it's polluted with
sickly sweet people with their hands intertwined
with people they think they love.

We used to listen to John Mayer on the stereo
every night before we sleep,
I traced endless patterns on you bare chest,
your fingers tangled in my messy curls,
now I hate his songs because they remind of you,
so and so that they make me cry.

You used to take me to long drives
in midnight,
now you made me an insomniac who
wants nothing to do with the midnight
because it's when memories of you haunt me.

You took from me
A part I'm never getting back,
A part that took more than half of my being.
Because now I realized,
once you were gone,
I was also gone.

It just doesn't feel right
I've tried this hundred times before
At first I thought it was me,but it's you  
We lost it all the love is gone
I Open I up to you
gave you myself & my heart
And you through it away.