Every night I am here
In this quiet darkness,
Reaching out for you.
And you move into me
Like water
Like moonlight
Like gentle things that never force
Or abuse.
How strong and beautiful
Is your love for me,
As if I have never been used,
Like fire to the wreckage
I have been through,
Steadily erasing these wounds
Like new meadows
Across decimated bones;
The scorched forests of
My soul.
We are building something lush
And beautiful,
With the strength of red woods and
The eternity of the sea,
Something as real as our children's Laughter echoing across the sands
Of this sun-soaked beach.
There is nothing but hope
As far as I can see
And your brave vulnerability;
Your unfaltering belief in me
And all that I am, and was,
And could be.
Wesley, I will love you forever and I
Will hold your heart in my hands,
And I will hold you together
In the same way
That you hold me
Like the rarest treasure.
Every day I can feel
The way that we will
Forever
Heal
Each other.
It only took me forty years to find you.
