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Ann Oct 2015
Right when she betters herself
she falls sickening with the blade of a razor clenched in her hands
Holding onto that piece of metal
As if her life depended on it.
And history repeats itself.
sad baby Oct 2015
you said i was distant
you wouldn't stop asking without persistence
i told you what was wrong
and about how it's gone on for so long
you admitted your mistakes
and told me it was going to be ok
i knew that wasn't going to be the case
Yume Blade Oct 2015
What is relapse for you ?
What do you thing you're gonna relapse for first ?

Are you relapse of your love ,
cause you're too far from your love
& you can't handle it ?
If you relapse in love you're going to hate forever after that.
Don't you want to love again somebody who deserve your love ?

Are you relapse of your fear ,
cause you're too afraid of something
& you can't face it ?
If you relapse fear you never going to know what means fear after that.
Don't you want to know fear for being happy when there is peace ?

Are you relapse of your sleep
cause you've nightmare every time
& you can't believe in dreams ?
If you relapse sleep you never know what your dream is.
Don't you want to see nightmares & let the dreams solace you **?
DREAM IS ALL I HAVE

NIGHTMARES IS ALL I FEAR

DREAM IS ALL MY HOPE

WHO SOLACE ME FROM NIGHTMARES

ALL MY HOPE IS IN MY DREAMS

ALL MY LOVE IS THERE

THAT'S WHY I'M A DREAMER

CAUSE HE'S IN ALL MY DREAMS WITH FEAR OF LOSE HIM.

CAUSE HE'S ALL I DREAM OF AND CAN SOLACE ME !

LOVE OR HATE
FEAR OR BRAVE
NIGHTMARES OR DREAMS

BOTH OF ALL THESE WORDS ARE TOGETHER.

SO DON'T LET ONE OF THEM ALONE

TAKE THEM TOGETHER.

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oni Oct 2015
these holes
are not known
for having
ends

it is more
probable
that i am
in a tunnel
that lasts
forever
oni Sep 2015
its easier
to fall back into
old habits
than to fall out off them

because who falls
out of a hole -
especially
when you arent even sure
where it begins
and where it ends?
Pastell dichter Sep 2015
sweetheart I've failed you
I'm sorry
I lost the fight
I picked up the knife again  
I broke my promise
sweetheart I've failed you
Steele Sep 2015
Times are tough. Just a puff. One moment of despair.
Just a hair on a razor's edge. Just one step off heaven's ledge;
I'll dangle, before my wings
smoke
and fall from my back.
Just a puff.
Wings are for saps.

("And it's done," he whispers. "Too late to turn back.")
One failure is unconscionable to the voice in my ear.
There's time yet for that.
There's time yet for that.
My mantra reminds me of that will that I lack.
Tomorrow is a new day. Try, try again.
Rochelle R Sep 2015
A future projected
Vividly
I see you have arrived
I know you're here to take from me
Take and take
I understand why
I danced with you, demon
I asked you to play
Now this is the debt I have to pay
Obsessed
I became possessed
Sacrificed individuality
Signed in blood
My life away
Now Demon
Wrap my bones in witches hope
**** my stomach dry
Take my vision
Take my mind
Take it all, it isn't mine
Lie to me
Break promise me
Perfect for eternity
I'll drink it up
Purge my soul
Grow dimmer
Darker
With every goal
Shrinking, shriveling, fading fast
Denying logic
Believe my eye
I am a shadow
A mortal ghost
A projection of what I ought to be
There's less of me and more of you
Filling the space where hunger grew
I faulter
Linger
Hating you
Loving you
Hating to love you
Fighting you
I always lose
And if I escape
You'll ****** me
I find the thought
Strangely comforting
See
There's not much left
Perhaps just a shimmer
Of what was old me
Bone dust, and sinners lust
I am not much worth fighting for
So when the reaper greets me
(Demon! Say adieu!)
I'll gladly take his hand
And let him lead me away from you
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