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I am...

Funny word that
So perfect, so fitting
"******" -"
relating to the mind." "A psychopath"
"Somatic " - "
relating to the body, especially as distinct from the mind."

Its great knowing the pain I feel...
All of its in my head.
I'm crazy for inflicting it on myself
But im ******, i cant help it
Psychosomatic is what I am

Mind over matter...right?
I experience chest pains and shortness of breath
My head hurts like hell and im dizzy
My stomach twists and turns and I feel really sick

All of it...factor of the mind
It's ******* terrifying
Like one half of your brain is tearing away from the other
Nothing is in your control anymore
Scream, cry, ******* kick a wall
It's always the same
Not knowing which way you're gonna fall
When you can't make up your mind
And its one or the other but you can't pick
YOU WONT
Because it's not something you can do
The most BASIC decisions you will make in a day
Are the hardest decisions you'll ever overthink
Everything.... Is too much
We're all psychos
We are all beyond help
Because we are an anxiety, depression trodden society
And it all comes down to the unknown
And that's ******* terrifying
I invited the kids from school
To join me for a treat
I hung them from the basement ceiling
And cut off all their feet
I cooked the rest into a broth
And laughed at their defeat
I just wanted to be like everyone else
They say you are what you eat
I like to watch you eat
While I grab my crotch and beat
To the thought of your feet
Bound to the seat
I lie awake at night
And watch you get a fright
When I slip my **** in dry
It's the most satisfying sight
You're lovely in the shower
When I turn off all the power
And ******* for an hour
Like the toughest little flower
You say you want to leave
And be some kind of free
That it's not okay for me
To treat you like a sheep
I slam close the door
And treat you like a *****
It's time to even the score
As you fall down on the floor
Honey you know I said
"You're the one for me, don't dread
The life we would've spent,
But you're safer if your dead"
Her skin was cold and blue
Like the things I felt for you
That left me so unglued
It's funny what love will do
Eve Jun 2015
-I just love with profundity  
I swear i'm not ******-*

-fir.m
.-.
Kale May 2015
We fight each day
Crying out to nature
Like the psychos
We all are,
We want redemption
From the evil that
Lay in the closet
But we do not accept the
Fact that the darkness
That is formed deep within
Our soul,
Is eating away at the Goodness
The peace
The happiness
That consumes our mind.
We are humans after all
We are the two sides to
Every story.
It's not enough to say that I'd like you for dinner
You're far too pretty for that
Look at your hair so silky and the colour of goat fat
You're too pure for my taste
Too sweet for this sinner
But against my knife you feel so great
Will you moan for me when I make incisions
I am one hell of a skinner
For tonight you are one of my best decisions
And your head will make a grand hat
There's a party round the corner can you please, please come
Bring your own ****** weapons and fully loaded gun
You call yourselves friends well lets have some fun
Lets play tag,
I'm it, you better run
The underdog is the birthday girl, she's gonna make you come undone
Randy Johnson Apr 2015
I killed a man just to get in the newspapers and on the Six O'Clock news.
I wanted to get noticed even though my freedom was something I'd lose.
I did it just for the publicity.
I wanted people to notice me.
Because of what I did, millions of people are outraged.
It sure did feel good to see my face on the front page.
Now I'm being tried and I'm facing jail.
That idiotic judge actually let me out on bail.
Killing that man was wrong but I'm not one bit sorry for what I've done.
But I am sorry because the victim's dad is going to **** me with his gun.
This is a fictional poem.
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