ever since
you looked at me
i have not stopped
thinking of you

i don't even know
what i want
i have no clue
what i feel

and about you?
i could not know
i don't dare
to ask around

for me this is rare
i have never felt
this level of
sincere confusion

my mind is a maze
but somehow i hope
that you are there
standing at the end

waiting
for
me

usne pucha tha meri udasi ka sabab,
mene kaha
wo aaine me tasvir ubharti he fir fanna kyu **
jati he,
usne pucha tasvir kiski dikhai deti he tumhe,
mene kaha
na uska naam he na pata fir bhi apna sa lagta
he,
usne kaha kuch guftagu bhi kar ti he tasvir
aapse,
mene kaha
ha magar alfaz nahi hote uske ankho se baat
karti he.
usne kaha kya kehti he uski ankhe mujhe bhi to
kaho
mene kaha
uski ankho me mujhe pyar nazar ata he
unkahi baato ka izhaar nazar ata he.
usne pucha kya ikrar kiya he tum ne usse
mene kaha
me to karta hu koshish-e-ikarar karne ki magar
inkar hi ajata he
usne kaha bade hi wo ** tum ikraar se darte **
mene kaha ikrar se bhala kon darta he me to bas
pyar se darta hu
me to bas pyar se darta hu
nk

If I wrote you a poem
there would be a rhyme
*but where's the reason?

The lady skeleton walked with her companions
The man of iron, the doll, the lawsuit, Al Capone, and a ninja
On a night where you can be what you want
And no one can judge you

Right now you could turn around
and walk away
you could save yourself so much of that
You could save yourself the pain
and the anger
and the resentment
and the screaming
and the lonely cold nights
of regrets
and aching sadness
missing what you had
You could save yourself the happy days
before it falls apart
You could save yourself from an experience
that strengthens you even if it turns out for the worse
the days you finally smile again
after being so isolated for so long
You could save yourself the waking up grinning
and the nights that feel like they last a beautiful forever
and the lovely memories that haunt you
save yourself the fear of risking that brokenness
and all that possible pure joy
Or...

Please repost if you are going to act on that OR... in your life
Please comment I love to read interpretations of my poetry!

Just like learning a new language,




Thy should have a good ears to listen





*For it is the best way
To understand each other's side.

The everlasting choice;
Should you taste an attack
or listen to the subtle voice
"Maybe I should fall back?"

Forgiveness and delight
often go hand in hand
Though it can quickly turn and bite
and then it's forever banned

The forever perplexity
of attack and release
Is the real complexity.