"Suddenly you're 21 and you're screaming along in the car to all the songs you listened to when you were sad in middle school and everything is different and everything has changed
but everything is good
everything is moving on"

Mons getting better *** I spoke of you....
she didnt shed a tear like she would ususally do.

I told her about a happy memory...
and I smiled really big at the end....
and she did she.

She was more alone then ever
No one would talk to her
A little girl at the age of nine
She had never felt pain like that
She sat in a field at recess
To cry and forget
Then they came and picked her up
Not physically but emotionally
She never let them go after that
They don't realize
How much they mean to her
Would you believe
That little girl was me?

I’m not sure if I’m fixable. i feel hollow and ill fall over crumble into ruble. while the picture isn’t perfect its a start of a piece art. sometimes the world ***** and **** when its bad and it makes you mad and you’ve had too much **** thrown your way pen and paper come to play. the pen may write the words but remember excalibur is only a sword and without a grip on the handle it can fight no foe and win no war. i feel down and i want to tag out in the last round or take a dive in round five but **** it pain is on my brain and with this much i can take a little more. I’m not sure if I’m fixable but then again nobody else in the discount section is whole anyways right?

The sad truth is
that help comes too late
Now that I’m cold
now that I’m ok

Waterproof my eyes
and wax my smile,
Coated in plastic
and frozen for a while

For what you don’t know
Is you see what I show.

I face you now
so my heart can be seen
Because I’m stronger now
than I ever have been

But my strength that I know
makes me look to you weak
My exposed flaws and worries
look to you at their peak.

My best friends
are half empty bottles
and kitchen floors.

Where you are now is ok
Explore it further and you will see it could be worse
Ponder on it even more so and you will realise it's where you are supposed to be for now
and when the time shall come you will be in another place wondering why you were ever uncertain and over analysed it all

By Arcassin Burnham



one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?

well..........is it ?