it was very fast
leaving traces
leaving lines
of memories
of moments
but eventually
it will fade away
you are the pilot
i am the passenger
it was abrupt
i was drawn and corrupt
wishing i could just jump
right off
right now
not sure if this is my ride
not sure if we are meant
to feel
to me
to you
to be
on the same sky
on the same high
on the same time
actually
all honesty
i just wish you are mine
just for awhile
or if you decide
to be forever by my side

xoxo

the card left us in fear
or did it left us in tear
it brings out something
but i feel nothing
you push over
i thought this is never
they tease
but please
i don't intend to be at ease
you glance
i hope its a chance
we know our songs
we both in sync for long
it started with a car
hope it will not end just like a bar
of chocolate
coz i don't want to be this late
i am afraid its all a bait
hey mate
i wanna create
something worth it
that will last not for a tiny bit
but for all ways
always

xoxo

for every day I miss you
every breath one too many,
every thought one too deep,
each touch further away from you,

please don't go,

I love you

patterns that repeat
lies that we beat
i'm sure you don't mind
i'm not sure we are found
is this something
are we nothing
are we being
just careless
just loveless
i want this to be clear
but i want also to be near
i am afraid it is a no
i am afraid it is a boo
but how will i know if i always linger
if i always just write like this
just thinking about you
pursing my lips
of the time spent
of the moments shared
is so precious
i hope you are remembering
love my heart is yours
the moment you said
you know that freaking song i ask

xoxo

heart beating
eyes blinking
skin chilling
the moment you call me
i am already winning
but is it just a season
is it just a reason
is it just a mission
for you to get even
for you to mend the broken
what a cold treatment
i am not an experiment
call me when needed
i don't want to be cheated
things are better
when no one is leaving
stay for good
don't be cold
love is meant to hold

xoxo

The smile disappeared, after dad passed away
Body was stuffed, after dad passed away
I still remember dad carried me in the saddle
The old memory was tormented, after dad passed away
It was such a house that would be like a paradise
Destiny burned all up, after dad passed away
In front there was always a mountain of happiness
The lightning struck and collapsed it, after dad passed away
The stone is dear today, I embrace it
It weighed down, after dad passed away !!

I define my world in terms of you.
That was your room 4 years ago.
This is the hallway where we shook hands and kissed.
This is the fountain we talked next to,
not the fountain I ****** him on.
I kicked him out,
a real person,
so I could think about you in peace.