I keep finding myself
in the same circle of regrets
stuck in a loop of what ifs
and if things were different
what would’ve happened
and if we were different people
what would’ve happened
and if I hadn’t left
what would’ve happened
and if you hadn’t stayed
what would’ve happened
and if we tried to skip the past, pain and hurt
would we have made it?

In a place where there are no souls,
I wander and wander like a stranger.
i know not where my grave is,
but i do know where my heart is.

i follow my heart and search for the light,
the light that used to guide me when i was alive,
but all i see is darkness,
and i wonder whether i will ever be more alive?

is this reality or is it a dream?
i am stuck in this loop for a long time.
please, someone help me get away,
because i am scared,
i am scared,
i am scared.

You are the
First and last
thought of mine
When I enter and leave
this realm of time
I'm
Hoping my dream comes to life
To how it appears within my mind
Simply
You and I
within a lucid thought
that continues to fast forward and rewind
Re-playing the highs and lows
Where eventually we find that our home
Is being at each other's side
...
We pause
Look at each other direct
To reflect
On the time spent as we
and
All the events that made us believe
That true love was actually something
That could be achieved
When two individuals have
A true understanding
of
one another
Never in wonder
Just in awe
That we're lucky enough to have created such a bond

im stuck in
this never ending
loop. this cycle
of go to work,
come home, go
to bed, repeat.
i can’t live the
rest of my life
like this.
life is like a
bad song stuck
on repeat.

I drew loops in my mind
And followed them in to the inevitable