Today the demons are alive and well,
And I'm trapped in my personal Hell -
Pounding on the prison gates,
But no one answers and I fear it's too late.
If I couldn't save myself,
How are they supposed to?
Stuck here in this empty cell
That I sentenced myself to -
Locked my soul away so nobody could steal it,
But a soulless life broke my heart,
And now nobody could heal it.
No, didn't need a boy to break my ***** of a heart,
I did that myself when I locked up my soul
And threw away the key.
And now I'm crying for release,
Screaming, "Someone help me!"
When you lock away your mind
Trying to hide from the lies,
It's the truth you're sure to find.
But sometimes reality is just too **** real,
And sometimes you break your own heart.
You just gotta keep searching
For a way back out.
Prison break,
Break the gates
And embrace your fate.
And all the while please just know
For there to be a Hell on Earth,
There must also be a Heaven.
For Heaven's sake, let's rush those gates,
Escape the land of relentless self hate.
So sick of being a powerless inmate,
But it's what I get for pushing you away.
There I go again pushing myself back into the cell
That I know too well.
If this is Hell, dear Lord,
Where is my Heaven?
I can't find it -
I've been searching for years,
Yet hiding behind my fears,
And drowning in my countless tears.
Maybe I can cry my way out of this.
My soulless life, so lifeless
Even the guards have disappeared!
So why the **** am I still here?!
It's time for a prison break,
Break the gates
And embrace my fate.
And the whole time I'll remember
For there to be a Hell on Earth,
There must also be a Heaven.
Feeling like I don't deserve it -
Laying my dreams to rest
In a brutal death,
Won't pass this test.
I'm testing myself to see if I've grown comfortable
In my cell I know far too well -
Maybe this isn't Hell,
Maybe this was Heaven all along.
For I once told myself
The greatest joy in life is crying.
Well then why aren't I happy by now?
It's been so long that happiness is just a myth to me -
A bedtime story you tell yourself
While the monsters in the closet
And under the bed
And in your head
And your heart
Start to creep out to tear you apart.
But somehow I've made it out alive,
I'll hold onto my soul this time.
For I've broken the gates, and before it's too late
I'm on my way to find my heaven.
