Being the only one who ask questions just reminds me of how much you don’t want to talk to me.

But I do it anyways.

I seek sibling-hood,
I pursue love.
Ghouls are choking the air that sustains,
and taking my wants just before I grasp.

A blind generation willing walking into a field roses
Beauty stares you in the face but pain lies unnoticed
How envious we are of the fake made up poses
What if we turned it off for a day and stop letting it froze us
If we turn to our loved ones who only want to hold us
Don’t take this life for granted just like the quote told us
Put it down take the load off we are the only ones who knows us

Thinking about
You
So late
But so earily
In the day
Is deadly
To my heart
And soul

Silence, it's a deadly thing.
So many words are said, but no one can hear.
People screaming for help, but no one is there.
When someone finally arrives, its too late.
You're already mentally gone. Wasted and past the hopeful thoughts.
Once they are there, they try their best to be a shoulder to cry on.
There is no longer anything to cry about.
……...

You didn't want to greet me yet,
You said it's not yet 12.
I laughed and thought,
That's so much like you.

I was alone outside our house,
Seeing those kids waiting for new year.
While, I didn't feel anything but sadness.
It was just a normal day for me not like that past where everything was so great.

I stared at my phone, it's 12 already.
I suddenly heard noises.
When I looked at those kids outside,
I suddenly got a notification.

It was you,
I smiled and thought,
You really greeted me.
You were the first one to do it that day.