i swear that im just a mistake

but apparently i was born to

make this world a better place?

ha, i think not

im just a waste

of precious space



im just a

dead soul

who has no role

in this play

but
  no.

you're wrong darling.
  you need to stay.

just you wait one day.
you just wait and see.

you'll mean the universe
  to someone.

you'll save a life
  with your bright smile
     or precious words.
  
you'll help a may flower bloom
  with the air you breathe out.

so, go ahead and doubt
  but please believe me when i say

that you really do matter.
  you really do matter.
    you really do matter.

I want you to text me I love you when we haven't talked all day
I want an I love you in the halls at random times
I crave the syllables that bounce out of your mouth when you call me 'your girl'
But I don't want
Ily, why bother is what you're saying I can't type the extra 7 characters
Well if you can't type those extra 7 characters maybe I can't text you anymore after all too many letters
I don't want
Love ya, what are we 5? Tell me you love me or say nothing it's not that hard
If you ever dare text me I (heart emoji) u, I will delete your number, i deserve more than an emoji and two 2 letters

I deserve paragraphs of you proclaiming your love for me or even a sentence asking to talk for a little bit

I don't deserve three letter texts but after all maybe you dont deserve these two letters

Me

You tell me on facebook "ily, bby"
Not even taking the time to type it out...

You ask me constantly if I am going to leave
I lay in bed crying at night because you forget me

So many guys want to be in my life that it hurts...
It hurts that I have to break their trusting gaze

Because I'm looking towards you...
Looking, hoping praying that your love is true

When I met you I told you to call me Kitty or Blue
But instead you call me by my real name, something few people do

When we first got together we were hotter then fire and gasoline
Now we're barely a half empty lighter on a chain smoker

When did things fade away? When did things start to change?
When did you finally get sick of being with me?

You still tell me you love me... But I have to say it first...
Am I just a nuisance? Do I actually annoy you?

Tears fill my eyes as my feelings I compromise...
You are getting away with my ******

The ****** of my heart and soul, the flash in my eyes
I become the meekest child under your gaze

And I just no longer know what to do...
Because I fear I no longer love you...

IM SO OVER PEOPLE LIKE… REAL ***** ****…. CAUSE KITS ALWAYZ SOMETHING FOR REAL….. LOST MY BESTFRIEND OVER SOME ****…..SO BOOO OVER SOME ****…..NOW I JUST DON’T GIVE A **** ANYMORE…. REAL N TRULY PEOPLE CAN DO THEM CAUSE IM OUT… END OF THE STORY…..

IM DONE CRYING OVER PEOPLE N FEELING BAD FOR ANYBODY SHIDDDD IM DOIN ME FOR LIFE… MA ALWAYS SAID DON’T EVER CRY OVER NO ***** OR NO ***** SO

FAMILY ALWAYZ MATTER

it takes time but it'll be okay one day

once you had
    a taste of sadness,
          do your best to warn
          other people not to eat it

    *—L.m.

I love you dearly
You were made especially for me
I love watching you run, laugh, and play
Not to mention the cute things you say
and that's what makes my everyday

My heart is smarter than my brain.
It knows who is the right person,
And who is the wrong person.

If my heart doesn't choose you,
Then you are the wrong person.
However, my heart makes mistakes like my brain.

You can trick my heart
Not my brain.
They work together to know who is wrong or right.