How I wish
for you to go
away now
into nothingness
back into darkness
where is the light?
Nothing!
I am blind and deaf and
I die!
What is left inside me,
if you take away the heart?
Sleepless,
mumbling your name
all night in my cries.
I wish I could say you good bye.
Bloodless,
as I see it drop on the floor,
take it all, I need it no more.
Meaningless,
you come and go as you want.
I like my knife sharp, you have won.
After 10 years still alive and kicking, but depression is a *****.