When butterflies fall in love, do they feel humans in their stomach?

These feelings are confusing me
day by day,
And maybe that's why
I'm trying to find reasons
to stay away;

So today i cry myself to sleep again
and again i doubt my self
For the choices i have made
For the reasons i thought were right
Were they really?

i want,
so much,
you.

un sure,
how if,
no.

seems lost,
maybe understandable,
timing.

cut ties,
keep quiet,
wait.

lose patience,
blame time,
forget.

thinking
and
silence
and
hope.

it's you,
it's you,
it's you.

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Endless tears streaming down from my face
Confuse about my whereabouts
Where should I go
Left or right
Should I move forward or back
Sometimes I try to find something to ease this pain in me
How many time i have yell in agony
Leave me alone please
Don't hurt me anymore
Stop confusing me

You call me a Monster,
or Are you inflicting
your own thoughts?