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She writes her heart, her mind and her life. In hope that someday she finds the answer to her existence
Poems
Annamaria Gagno Nov 2012
Victim Of Confuse
Annamaria Gagno
Nov 2012
Victim
of
confuse
to why she does not understand
perhaps in her own mind
she is play
so many times like a yo yo
on a string
why do men
pretend they don't understand
emotional abuse
words they say and do
are very hurt full
to a
woman love
men don't realize
when their the person that cares for them
the most
when gone
who is the full again
a woman looking for love
in the wrong places
but for her
all it is
a game to play within her own mind
by
a
man
who feels what he does
is okay
many times over
she shakes her head
many times she will ask
why is she being punish
why is he saying this words
he express himself so deep
to how he feels
explain to her
do you still want to kiss him or not
is that a question
to answer
WoW
who do you think she is
giving him a kiss
in front of everyone
making it look like
no other woman is allow
to kiss
confuse by confuse
he leaves away
all she can do
is cry inside
even though
tears lightly show
he cannot see them
for why
she been hurt in the most ways
within the deepest touch of her
heart
and her
mind
victim of confuse
will always carry on
no matter what happens
all she can do
is carry it home with her
letting go
without no one around
hearing the sounds of her cries
knowing her
pillow is a puddle by her tears,
she keeps on going and going
why isn't she like
why is it people see
the care
the love
the understanding she has
the patience
just sitting by the person
and listen
to a sound from someone else
feelings
they aren't allow
we are all in the same boat
perhaps
like she said
we are the odds
to those who feel
they are normal and wise
to judge those who are good
make it
in a way we all are meant to be hurt and punish
victim to any abuse no matter
how hard we try
the abuse to a victim never forgets
all it is
a movie that keeps going and going
victim of confuse
of
confuse
to why she does not understand
perhaps in her own mind
she is play
so many times like a yo yo
on a string
why do men
pretend they don't understand
emotional abuse
words they say and do
are very hurt full
to a
woman love
men don't realize
when their the person that cares for them
the most
when gone
who is the full again
a woman looking for love
in the wrong places
but for her
all it is
a game to play within her own mind
by
a
man
who feels what he does
is okay
many times over
she shakes her head
many times she will ask
why is she being punish
why is he saying this words
he express himself so deep
to how he feels
explain to her
do you still want to kiss him or not
is that a question
to answer
WoW
who do you think she is
giving him a kiss
in front of everyone
making it look like
no other woman is allow
to kiss
confuse by confuse
he leaves away
all she can do
is cry inside
even though
tears lightly show
he cannot see them
for why
she been hurt in the most ways
within the deepest touch of her
heart
and her
mind
victim of confuse
will always carry on
no matter what happens
all she can do
is carry it home with her
letting go
without no one around
hearing the sounds of her cries
knowing her
pillow is a puddle by her tears,
she keeps on going and going
why isn't she like
why is it people see
the care
the love
the understanding she has
the patience
just sitting by the person
and listen
to a sound from someone else
feelings
they aren't allow
we are all in the same boat
perhaps
like she said
we are the odds
to those who feel
they are normal and wise
to judge those who are good
make it
in a way we all are meant to be hurt and punish
victim to any abuse no matter
how hard we try
the abuse to a victim never forgets
all it is
a movie that keeps going and going
victim of confuse
CatherineJennifer Jun 2011
Confused.
CatherineJennifer
Jun 2011
hate. love. envy. disgust. what do all these words have in common? me. and you. how? you ask how? these are what i feel for and about you. i love you. and i hate you. i envy you. and i am disgusted by you. baby, you confuse me.. you make me feel things ive never felt before. OFF. turn it off. but i cant. what i feel for and about you is so strong. i want to spend every moment with you. and yet i never want to see you again. baby, you confuse me.. do our actions speak louder than words? then what are we saying? when our bodies meet we're saying we love eachother. but when im covering my bruises i know i hate you. baby, you confuse me.. i envy your sense of freedom and control. but what you do with that freedom and control, it disgusts me. youre always mentally free, physically in control, and completely disgusting. baby, you confuse me.. how you punish me for my mistakes, and never notice my achievements. but im sure thats easy when youre constant achievements and no mistakes. and i know im at fault for hiding your biggest mistakes. with you, im always at fault. baby, you confuse me.. such a loving gentleman with such hate filled eyes. eyes that say youre watching. eyes that say you see my mistakes. eyes that say I WILL PAY. and then the next day, eyes that say youre sorry. eyes that say it will never happen again. baby, you confuse me.. because it always happens again. i always make some mistake. i always trip you up in some way. and im always punished accordingly. but okay, its not always the same. sometimes its your fist. sometimes its the belt. and someimes its the blade.baby, you confuse me.. because you think im coming back. you think i need you. you think youre still in control. but i got away. and i hope that i confuse you. because now im in control. i make mistakes but i am NOT always at fault for everything. my eyes say that im happy. **and it will never happen again.
jeffrey conyers Nov 2013
Don't Confuse My Love
jeffrey conyers
Nov 2013
I love you.
Do anything I can for you.
But don't confuse my love for friendship.
And don't confuse my friendship for love.
In a segment of my heart you'll always hold a special place.
One that can't be broken by others I come to commit to.
I adore you.
Go out of my way to prove it.
But don't confuse the things I do.
Don't do it.
Don't do it.?
We been through more than many truly know.
Have various secrets concerning one another that will never be told.
I guess in away I secretly care for you.
Way down deep you have this hold upon me.
A feeling I'm so afraid to ever release.
So hide behind this phase that I often say to you.
Don't confuse my friendship for love.
Then turn it around to seem like I'm double talking.
To not confuse my love for friendship.
But if you push me for the truth.
Then I will say, I don't know what I meant.
Do anything I can for you.
But don't confuse my love for friendship.
And don't confuse my friendship for love.
In a segment of my heart you'll always hold a special place.
One that can't be broken by others I come to commit to.
I adore you.
Go out of my way to prove it.
But don't confuse the things I do.
Don't do it.
Don't do it.?
We been through more than many truly know.
Have various secrets concerning one another that will never be told.
I guess in away I secretly care for you.
Way down deep you have this hold upon me.
A feeling I'm so afraid to ever release.
So hide behind this phase that I often say to you.
Don't confuse my friendship for love.
Then turn it around to seem like I'm double talking.
To not confuse my love for friendship.
But if you push me for the truth.
Then I will say, I don't know what I meant.