Crushed to the core sinking like an Anker To the floor Pull me from the depths Drowning in the wreckage Of a wounded heart feel the blood from a punctured lung Tears, Screams all around Drifting in the water below Breathing in water through your nose But when you rise You rose to fill every expectation Everybody has an expiration date this time I’m not gonna fight to find a way out Cuz I’m tired of being a fighter Yeah hold up a lighter in loving memory of everything we shared They gave me more than I could bare and now there is no flare to light the skies God gave me hope, gave me strength to carry on But you can only keep going on for so long It was in the way she talked And in the way she walked That the poisonous fumes From the scent of her perfume Stunned and trapped me in your love Got tricked into a trap I’ll never escape from Take a flying leap of faith Into the ocean and rocks below See if I can overcome the pain The pain of the day she walked away Swallow all my pride learned everything from a beating heart that shined so brightly in the dark Nobody likes to be alone and apart Yeah lock my love in your mind Know that what was mine you've inherited all of the stars tonight because without you they just won’t shine That means I’ll be walking blind so light up everything we have inside I’ll be your angel wings in flight I’ll take you flying through the skies yeah baby blue eyes I called her baby blue eyes.
I fell in love twice the first time. First pinching myself assuring the initial first. The initial first I realized how silent love was. Seeing all but hearing nothing. This was my first kiss. Coming into contact with a quiver my lips have never before felt. Falling in love twice. Certain that I am uncertain of nothing. Learning to speak a new language. Lips poked out. Exposed to foreign land. Overlooking my feet. My ship never before having sailed. Day turned to night. My heart stead fast. Crashing against the ripple of tides. The experience of something new, Tides pulled by the hull of rubber soles. Our arms like anchors. Our feet hesitant, losing all feeling of finding ground. Our tongue the cargo set to provide entry into things no longer forbidden. Night reconstructs day. The initial first of two times I fell in love. Eyes closed. Our breath becoming more shallow, Passing through the canal of each others mouths. Overlooking the side of my nose against hers. An anchor dropped. Chain link after chain link, plunged deep Far from the shore of everything I knew. My shoes soaked. The pavement with every reason to worry. Forever fractured. This anchor falling faster and faster. Without worry of kink