Mark Joseph Merico Paligar: Poems

Aug 2017 · 274

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Aug 2017

I remember all those times we spent in awkwardness
All those times our hearts became mutual
All those times I snubbed you because I've been effortless
All those times I thought you never cared

It's not easy to be alone in this world if you're not an introvert
My heart had been alone throughout my life
I've been that awkward with girls I never knew
It was all because of you

Now here you are. Spending each day in the darkness
Wearing a fake smile and a fake hapiness
Of all those years you thought I will come someday
And that day you realized I've been gone

My deepest apologies for being irresponsible
These feelings you never share from being in the dark
You've been that scariest kind of girl that I can see
And it's all because of me

Sep 2016 · 500

Black and White

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Sep 2016

Black and White

Oh how I love Black, my favorite color.
It's my room color and white for the door.
Bits of greys for my windows and my floor.
Let's take it deep within what is stores.

Black and white, perfect combination.
It's what I wear, drawing people's attention.
But I don't care, this is my personality's representation.
Bullies don't give you just hate, they give reactions.

Let's go deeper, make this a whole.
My hindrances never end, just like a burning coal.
Give me a mirror, I only see my reflection of my soul.
Everything on my is broken, with a deteriorating goal.

Just wrote this one on the spot.

#broken #black #soul #color #emo #heatbreak

Sep 2016 · 537

Under The Red Sky (Bits)

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Sep 2016

Under The Red Sky (Bits)

It's all said and done
Then that's it, you're gone
Missing everything that's fun
Under the shining sun
Letting go on the past
Built for me to never last
So I guess I'll never fly
Under the red sky

This is from my recent work. I took a piece of the song and shared it here.
The song was about me getting high on nostalgia and the past. I entitled the song "Under The Red Sky" because as of right when I was writing this song, the sky on the horizon was red, thus the title Under The Red Sky.

#heartbreak #broken #past #nostalgia #emo

Oct 2015 · 458

Let's Play A Game

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Oct 2015

Let's Play A Game

On a mid-day outdoor, I played a game with my girlfriend
The game is simple. first, I pinned a paper on a tree
If she could get the paper then game will end
But first, she's wrapped around my fingers, she has to set herself free

I said "Come on, take the prize" while she's constricted
She struggles and trying her best to free herself and she did.
She takes the paper and she read it, she looked worried afterwards
She asked me why, I said "I was holding you, but you chose to be free just to take the reward"

She ripped the paper apart and came back to me
She took my hand and wraps herself for me and and cry
And said "Put my heart on your cage and break the key"
The paper says "Goodbye"

#boyfriend #goodbye #girlfriend #game #break-up

May 2015 · 678

My Desire

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar May 2015

My Desire

I get a glimpse of you everyday,
But only for an hour.
I always wanted to talk to you,
But sometimes I cower.
My day is always complete
Until it is over.
There's nothing fun anymore,
But with you, it's covered.

'til then,
I tried to be bolder.
I tried to be the outgoing person
Then make you a letter,
My heart skips a beat and gets faster,
As I get closer, it feel like my heart is on fire.
Burning inside from nervousness 'till it gets slower.
Then realize, nothing last forever.
I don't want us to suffer if we lose each other.
I'd rather stay befriends than to lose you for the better.

Love Fear Friend Friends Heart

#love #friends #fear #heart #friend

May 2015 · 553

You Kill This Heart III

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar May 2015

You **** This Heart III

I've been alone for 16 years, frozen blood from frigid heart for tears..
Still, I'm locked up with this feeling. Wasting my time for something worth waiting

#love #broken #depressed #waiting #wait #kim

Apr 2015 · 899

Still, We're Just Friends.

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Apr 2015

Still, We're Just Friends.

If I tell you that I love you,
Would we still be in touch ?
No, I wouldn't allow myself to,
My love for you is too much.
If I do it anyway,
Would you give me another chance ?
No, you'll tell me to stay,
I already know even at first glance.

#love #friends #friendship #bestfriend #justfriends #truefriend

Apr 2015 · 754

Disdain

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Apr 2015

Disdain

Three years, I've waited for you.
I thought your love was that true.
If you suffer like I do,
You'll know how it feels like too

a short... a verse taken from one of my poems.

#love #sad #depression #pain #suffer #wait #disdain

Apr 2015 · 1.2k

Weapons...

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Apr 2015

Weapons...

If there were no bad beings in this world,
There will be no need for weapons...

short

#truth #true #weapons

Apr 2015 · 354

You Kill This Heart 2

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Apr 2015

You **** This Heart 2

I never wish you never existed,
The time you took away from me were wasted.
Like unwattered flowers, my heart is withered,
From my dream-girl that I've long-waited.

#broken #sad #depression #depressed

Apr 2015 · 508

You Kill This Heart

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Apr 2015

You **** This Heart

You were once a burden of my life,
'till you've told me what you feel.
Cuts in my wrist and blood I don't wipe,
You'll be the wound that never heal...

#love #sad #depression #pain #hurt

Apr 2015 · 358

You're not alone

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Apr 2015

You're not alone

Cutting your wrist ? What good would happen ?
When will you die ? You'll never know when...
You are God's creation, he'll give you a hand,
Don't you remember that when you were 10 ?

Sixteen years have passed
Remember the past ?
God told you your tasks
His love never last

Consider your choice
Choices ain't toys
Listen to his voice
He'll give you good poise

They say that you are smart,
But do you have God in your heart ?
But you're breaking his apart,
You should return back to the start.

Hell's not good, everyone saw.
So don't be caught by the devil's claw.
Like scratched diamond, we're all flawed.
Just say your prayers through God.

Mixed up christian and emo ? Well, God's powerful for all I know...

#christian #christianity #inspirational #emo

Apr 2015 · 473

Pain and Disdain

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Apr 2015

Pain and Disdain

Three years, 'phew'
I hate you
Like I do.
I'll tell you,

It's crazy why
You make me cry.
You're not nearby,
'Cause you're a lie.

I'm sick of your lies,
Hello and Goodbyes,
Your sweet lullabies
Is now our demise.

Inside my heart, I die.
In a blink of an eye,
I see you leave me by.
We're broken, you and I.

Three years, I've waited for you.
I thought your love was that true.
If you suffer like I do,
You'll know how it feels like too

I can't let that happen again.
I'll guard my heart from now and then.
Nothing can stop me, even sin.
Goodbye and goodnight ! don't explain.

Hi ! I pretty much write emotional poems as my passion. I wrote the verses from three syllables to eight syllables. I hope you like it :)

#heartbreak #pain #goodbye #heartache #emotional #emo

Apr 2015 · 760

Broken Down

Mark Joseph Merico Paligar Apr 2015

Broken Down

If you were a kryptonite, here I'll stand
I'll be superman, dying to hold your hand
I feel the pain, I don't feel sane
I can't make it, my heart is slain

You know I can't wait forever
You know I never lied
You know I want us to be together
But I know what you're trying to hide

I never wish you never existed
I only wish I shouldn't have met you
I didn't even listened to the words you've said
Because you're a lie, get out of my head

Pictures inside my head are killing me
They're just imaginations that I never wanted to see
Your wedding gown, we're broken down
In a world of heartaches, I have the crown

It's why we're broken down this summer
Blocking my pathways for a newcomer
Just to protect this stupid heart
From being broken apart

You know why ?
I look up in the sky
Then all I'll do is cry
I close my eyes and whisper *goodbye

Hi. This poem was taken directly from one of my own songs. I wrote this poem by myself, and is my first published poem in the site. Hope you like it :)

~ShyEmoTioNaL

#broken #brokenhearted #song #heartache #emotional #emo #waitedfornothing #wastedmytime

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