Your love is a drug *** with you gets me high I’m a full blown ****** Makes no sense; don’t know why
You're an ever present torment The fission laser splitting my mind A jig-saw puzzle that was completed Slowly each piece from each piece you unbind
Seductively you tear me down Like the clothing you disrobe A deer staring into headlights I am frozen on the road
The weight of the world bearing down on me As those focused beams get closer Gladly I welcome them Even though I’m not supposed to
Every rational thought I have tells me how wrong you are for me But they are drowned and muffled out No more thoughts; keep your pennies
No sensible way to explain Why I ******* love you so much You’re a psychotic crazy ***** that I don’t want anyone else to touch A blowtorch ignites a flame A fire fierce and burning bright Even though I know it will burn me With all my gathered strength and might
All it takes from you is that look You cast that Vampire’s gaze and grin Instantaneously my defenses lowered and you know you’ve ****** me in Immerse myself into the flame Intense pain you melt my skin Until pain I feel no more I’m enveloped in your sin
And like a ****** choosing dope Everyday your sin I’ll take I will gladly sell my soul The most egregious of mistakes
A preying succubus appears like a dreamy demoness A world of dreams are turned to nightmares Fills her needs for human flesh
I was threatened With tantric **** Online I refuse to be a statistic I want to be a survivor I refuse to be a survivor I need to thrive Through this I found Why I am on this planet To stop this From happening To someone else Not enlightenment I know The sad fact That I am Still a statistic. But I am much more Than that. I am a human.
Tantra is the Buddhist *** art. And **** is *** with out your permission. The predator that I meet and talk to threaten me with tantric ****. It basically **** but with Tantra involved.
The cursed clouds decide to stay Through this blacked out phase So I proceed to play During darkened days
Swirling black In a sky of flak The courage I lack To counterattack
Bombs explode Smoke blocks the sun Now that I know Dying can be fun To the finish line I run After I feel I am done
The sky gets darker By permanent markers The sun hides The dude abides
I am under a curse Of things getting worse I look for a nurse Out the back of my hearse
Love can be found And unwound No one is bound So they leave town
The days used to be bright Until I found reasons to fight And the grass died When my *** lied
I can't retrieve the light When I am blinded I'm unable to use sight So I cannot find it
Darkened days Block the sun's rays I can't see through the haze Of these darkened days
Time passes Like lightning flashes And depleting drug stashes Impeding love's crashes When I'm burnt to ashes
I don't know if I'm romantic Or in an existential crisis But as I become tantric I feel I must fight this So I wield a sword Of tears that poured For those I adored Until they brought darkness Despite my praise When they act heartless I live darkened days
Why do I go into the talklamakan desert To trace the steps of my love His gentle Buddha like face Engraved in both Mind and heart. I travel with a broken heart.
Why do I go into the talklamakan desert To see the last places That my love Went to. The memories Of our coupling Seared into my being I travel with a broken heart
Why do I go into the talklamakan desert To find the disembodied Soul of my love Memories of talking about the teachings Bookmarked in the heart. I travel with a broken heart.
Why do I go into the talklamakan Desert To be reunited with my love Into a place of souls and demons It’s night I sleep next to A watch tower Hearing: “nga kayrangla gawpo nebo, I always will!” Was this the last place he went I travel with a broken heart.
I dream of the times in Lhasa When you were still with me Coupling in the eachothers arms. Then I hear his voice “Nga kayrangla gawpo yo nebo, I always will!”
I awake in the middle of the night In the middle of the talklamakan I finally see him Still that monk I loved But he was undead
I did not care We embraced And kissed Our tounges danced We both wanted to couple But he was a zombie And I was alive.
I hold him As if he was so precious I gently kiss him And I walk into a town Crying to my self.