A heart made of mere flesh
A heart that has feelings
A heart that makes you suffer all emotions...
One day it makes the world Eden’s garden
Devil’s playground feels nothing other day.
A switch, could’ve solved it all
Switch only you can control
Turning it on I could work all day,
Could've felt happiness,
A pure happiness that I haven’t felt in ages,
A happiness not clouded by her memories,
Surrounded by friends I wouldn’t feel alone…
The dreaded empty feeling, I’m sure
I’m sure I will feel that day…
If only I had that switch
You could stab me with that dagger called “ignoring”
I would’ve felt nothing, I would’ve had a smile on my face
A true smile…
Oh almighty, why you gave this bone-cage?
Is it enough to protect a precious heart?
A metal armor for my heart,
Not even sunlight could pass through it, let alone emotions
A heart that nobody could shatter,
That’s what I really needed…
But I what do I have?
A heart susceptible to all emotions,
That kindles both pain and happiness…
You’re my pain, you’re my cure
Can’t have only one…