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Jan 2017 · 334
The best drug
Dustin Goodman Jan 2017
My whole life has been a ******* crazy adventure. I have done some things that I will never speak of and wanted nothing more but to flirt with those demons forever.. but love has changed me, yet those shadows I have to put up with to be with this beautiful creation.. yet truly I want nothing more now but live every moment and every dying breath with her by my side. I want to give her everything.. I want a life amongst the normal world.. but I have destroyed every heart that has cared for me, trying to get out of this grave, while having to keep feeding these creatures.. trying to show her happiness, and she is facing her own abyss.. I would give anything to escape and pull her into my arms and make all these monsters go away but I am scared one might pull her back in while I am while my back is turned battling another and I wont be able to recover her.. that is why I have nothing to show for and why rainbows and butterflies aren't clouding up the world around me and that is why I am so stressed out... I love her more then anything and will either decay in torment with her or live life... either way I will be happy with her even if I am a meanie sometimes... its only because I want better for her and want her to be truly happy.. just wish she knew how much worth she really has in my eyes... Love you Miss Lacy Duncan <3 and I promise I always will!
Jan 2017 · 340
.....life
Dustin Goodman Jan 2017
Just when you believe you have been through your worst moments, when you believe your heart has been broken beyond repair, just when that glue is starting to set it is smashed apart again.. You start to see that it is your hands that has inflected this pain apon yourself.. maybe as a self-definse mechanism from letting you get your heart broke in the first place, or maybe your scared that you can't live up and be that person she dreamed of being with forever and letting her down.. you sit their humming yourself to sleep only wishing you were dreaming and would wake up.. yet it starts to set in, your realize you have ****** up.. nothing you say or do will ever make the torment go away. Even though she is still right by yourside in your  head this future event has already happened but you are the one making it by believing your visions are not changeable and so you have become ****** at the world and everybody.. letting your world slip away, letting your demons win and control your mind.. becoming pretty much a wasted piece of flesh.. and the more you start to realize the deeper you end up burying yourself because you can't believe what you have become and you hate yourself for it... ah if love was simple..
Dustin Goodman Dec 2016
Life is very interesting when you meet somebody with demons that are darker then your own.. realizing you can be destroyed in the worse way possible.. your heart tends to change more colors then just grey.. wanting nothing more but to please the other demons so you can have full control over your possessed victim again.. yet demons don't like to give up or come to terms.. the war amongst them can destory both host who still have a part of them bleed through trying to find happiness coming from nothing but a wrecked tormented life.. things tend to become pretty crazy, yet somewhere within my mind I believe even the darkest creatures have a heart somewhere and deserve to feel love.. yet it will be hell for all till the calm finally arrives.. yet once it does the energy of both sides will be so unbelievable that even I can't begin to put it into any form of human words.. you just have to hang in there for the ride..
Dustin Goodman Dec 2016
Just when you believed you have reached way passed death, to where you understand all the details in life and all your demons love you, after that calm is over, the storm has just started I have found out. Now you believed you had every ****** tide mapped out, you could pause time and study situations as if you had a god's view of everything.. be able to see past, present, and future.. Life just started to seem so ******* simple.. and humans just seemed so boring.. You would annoy the hell out of the spirit world to just find something that would maybe feed your mind so you could learn something new or even for entertainment.. yet even that was starting to have dead-ends and the picture was so plain.. there had to be more to it.. now to make you happy your tossed in such a complex puzzle that everything is not 1+1.. and you start to believe that it has no meaning and that your just truly in hell.. a never ending void.. of simple problems which normally would be so easy to fix.. but the answers just won't ******* add up.. you do everything like normal, but your feeling so weak, too weak to ever be able to do it.. and you find your true love through all the haze.. but you are so stuck on all this **** you can't seem to figure out anymore.. which seems to be backwards with this world your in now.. and it makes no sense.. yet you haven't come this far despite your issues and the drama to let her slip away.. but now she is starting to not like a single piece of what she fell in-love with.. every moment of all you do is just to make her happy.. yet this world just has its fangs dug deep into your soul that no matter what the drama and stress circles you.. as if it doesn't want you to be happy.. that evil creature wants to take you down and make you look so horrible while doing it that you even start to believe you deserve it for not being strong enough to be yourself.. and with all these cloudy memories you don't even remember who you were.. It is funny as that has always been your goal to be who you once was, striving for your younger godlike self... but now you just wish to have peace and rest, wishing it would end sometimes.. but somehow my heart survived all this and seems so pointless to even have sometimes.. but I still care and love hoping that some of this backwards karma shines a little light on me sometimes.. but **** even if I am in this horrible place lost as **** I still get to make moments with this wonderful girl and her two beautiful daughters..
Dustin Goodman Mar 2016
Habits **** friendships no matter even if you are close enough to be brothers, it is sad. Almost makes me feel like a horrible person, as maybe I should not partake and have a fun time as well.. And try to force them to do right, maybe I am not a true friend because of that.. I have the souls of the dead and the lights of the stars reflecting off the moon.. My energy's heart is at peace, that is all I need.. Your demons have nothing on me humans.. I am protected and loved by many more creations then your limited minds of this place.. There is so much more, many more doors then you could ever open, yet people are still stuck on learning simple things.. Maybe I should just end this flesh and hide behind those doors your so scared to open, you wouldn't miss me anyways I am not a needle.. You are not going to harm me anymore people and toss me into questioning who I am or if I am not being a friend to my fullest.. If you are a true friend yourself then you will always be able to find me behind one of those doors, until then blessed be to all people and sorry to all I have done wrong, yet if everything is for a reason and happens for you to learn something from.. Then should I be sorry? <3
Mar 2016 · 769
Random Thoughts (2016)
Dustin Goodman Mar 2016
Without death there would be no such thing as life.. they need eachother like night and day.. why fear anything? Fear is only a limit you place upon yourself.. open your mind and let everything in, you will not be harmed.. good and evil is like a relationship of two who make something completely different when they are a whole.. it is the start to the key to opening the door to the understanding of everything.. yet is made to scare those who are too dumb founded to let go and dance on that edge..
Mar 2016 · 475
Decaying Heart (2016)
Dustin Goodman Mar 2016
Still here lost and unsure. Veins have rotted cant seem to find the cure. My soul is no longer mine, trust me I am far from fine! Looking for you to stop this nightmare, but I feel you gave up on me and dont care. The darkness has finally drowned out my light but I cant seem to die and give up the fight. Thy demons have grown past my control, where my thoughts used to be is just a black hole. Memories feel taken, I'm so cold, cant stop shaking. My walls are falling down, cant be a god forever I have found. Hell has nothing on this, it is greater then Satan could of ever wished. It is not of anything I have witnessed before, the end of everything? I am truly not sure. Am I dead? Is it all in my head? Should I give in and paint this town red? I dance with death, you swim down my trail of tears. Until I am gone and life cease, I disappear. Floating in space on this spear, trapped in time that I fear. Your moment has come! A race to the grave, trying to find the answers to a ridle that can't be solved. Give me your flesh so I can evolve into something that is dead.. and can leave this hell that your God ******* bled.. My mind is clear and I give in, go ahead and judge me for my sins..
Mar 2015 · 1.3k
Black Sun (Oathbreaker)
Dustin Goodman Mar 2015
Wait for me dead when light hits me
Void black sun
The reach doesn’t reach me
Beating drums in the mouth of abyss
Void black
Dust swarm
Lost in the burning sun
Fire raining on our souls
Burning roots
Flood is coming down
Wash away the doubt
Bone of my bones
Wait for me dead
Void black sun
Lost doesn’t find me
Flesh of my flesh
Bearing blank curse
Void black
Dust swarm
Running through fire raining on our souls
Burning roots
Flood is coming down
Wash away the doubt and take away the pain
I came to realize
Void black sun
Bearing blank curse
Void black sun
Fire raining on our souls
Burning roots
Flood is coming down
Wash away the doubt
I’ll reap what I sowed
Void black sun
Void
Mar 2015 · 831
Agartha (Oathbreaker)
Dustin Goodman Mar 2015
end me
I seek beyond the limits of fate
veins
I am long gone from paradise
getting everywhere but nowhere
I need to dig two graves
carve one stone the air to share
fear is the tongue of human
freedom becomes my sin
I seek beyond the limits of fate

I am my own anxiety
our thoughts turned out
twisted minds
find a way to get along
get away to find amongst

I am long gone from paradise
getting everywhere but nowhere
gaps and cracks I couldn't see
in the wild endless ocean ahead of me
I'd let the sun breathe me in
shelter my true fear
Burnt enslaves in my own frame
I'm bursting out of my seams

I seek beyond the limits of fate veins

I am my own anxiety
our thoughts turned out
twisted minds
find a way to get along
get away to find amongst

hollow earth
the core i seek
the end of me

how could there be nobody
to help me at the end of me
Mar 2015 · 454
Reborn (2013)
Dustin Goodman Mar 2015
I want to give in to be with you, but I guess you will make me see it though. Just for you I must give it a try. Then again with your soul I can never die. We will mind-**** the people of this world today, and leave an impression that will never go away. Let's hold hands and dance on the dead. Cut off tongues and speak the words never said. Eat from the silver plate, drink from the golden cup. Drown on the blood, we can never have enough. Live like rock-stars, we will become rich. Let's make this planet our little *****! Rise from our knees and fight for our dreams. Pollute the lies of the unclean. **** death, **** life. Slit mother-Earth's wrist with a knife. Never die young, never get old. We have yet a story to be told!
Mar 2015 · 541
Infected God (2015)
Dustin Goodman Mar 2015
These animals in my head
Clawing to be set free
The void of sanity broken
Thy demons worship me
Counting souls like sheep
The river of life flows
Through the valley of death
Take a moment to
Inhale the serphent's breath
Dreaming to wake
Dying to sleep
The spiders of this world
I can not shake
Perfect torture
****** and unclean
Look into the abyss
I am what is seen
On your knees to pray
I do not forgive
To once sin
You have to live
All the stars in space
I have a selective taste
Complex puzzle 
This is not a race
No war among
Good and evil
Property of life
You made nightmares
Now drop the knife
Flawed from birth
Closed and dead
Did you hear
What I said?
Humans ****
God they steal
Tombs they fill
Hate is their pill
***** and worthless
Waste of flesh
End yourselves
Destroy what is left
Dec 2014 · 630
The Otherside (2013)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
The last poem I am wasting on you.

After all the **** the world has put me through.

I will never die, no matter what your eyes may see.

Within your mind there is no decay, believe and it will set you free.

Death and Life are one in the same.

There is nobody else that I can blame.

I give my flesh so you can win.

I lost everything all my friends.

I opened so many doors that a normal life could not be anymore

I broke so many hearts so I could not escape it ******* tears me apart.

Just want to be happy but it is too late.

Wish I could start over but this is faith.

I love all but it wasn't enough.

If I listened would I know what I do and be who I am?

Sorry if I am different and a ******* to you, but if you only knew.

I have learned and seen so much you have no clue.

Please forgive me for I appear and open your mind to the unclear.
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
I am tangled in your web, help, I can't get out!

Your drag me deeper the more I shout.

I want my innocence back, you ***** me against my will.

Just can't begin to explain the way your art makes me feel.

I would sell my soul for your drawings my friend.

**** myself, end it all, commit the greatest sin.

Thoughts of your lustful breathtaking works.

Haunts me in the dead of the night, stalks me, and lurks.

There is something more than just pictures on paper I see.

It is the encrypted visions of the things to be.

Something speaks through you reflected be your heart.

Hopefully within time it reveals before it tears me apart.

Portraits of the goddesses, veins of life.

Cuts my spirit out of my pale skin like a knife.

I am blessed to know you, your creations pulled me in.

I will always be here for you no matter what, forever until the end!
Dec 2014 · 423
Falling Forever (2014)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
I am falling, I am dying, don't you ******* hear me crying?

You can't come, fill, leave, take everything and ****!

I bash my skull, bled you in my pores, gave you the keys to all my doors.

Memories of the otherside drown the void in this empty corpse, has me relasping on the remorse.

I am a maggot feeding on your soul, I have no other place to go.

Endless death, trying to live, there is not much more I can give.

I sufficated, you gave me breath, there is nothing left

Your the end of it all, believed that I could never fall.

This illusion of this black hole will fade, and you shall come to terms with what you have made.

I pray to my grave awaiting your return, sitting here alone I will yearn....
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
Should I give In and commit this act of Insanity? Or be a victim of this planet and only dream to be free? If I lose my body It shlll be a shame. But the energy Inside of me will forever stain. You **** me off, you could be so much more. Yet you seem to have lost the key to your door. I forgive everybody that I must. Wish you understood the truth, give Into lust. Why are you scared of the morbid so called fantasy? When the lie is right there and forever will be. Now go believe In Satan and your thought of hell. Destroy crime with wars and ******* rebel. To learn nothing about what Is real. And wonder why people get off to ****. The apple of life, forest of paradise. Demons In your weak mind, grlmm poltergeist, Fading away, hiding from your ****** self. To be nothing the same as always, head on the shelf. You can be everything just have to believe. Blessed be to everybody and farewell if I leave.
Dec 2014 · 415
Open Your Eyes (2012)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
Thy animal kingdom, eyes of the stars, will watch over you, Heavens not that far. Open your heart true love beyond the skin, forget about this decaying world of sin. Life is so simple, flesh is so dead, just for once use your head. Focus on yourself, the energy within, stop being lost on pitty stuff my friend. Earthly things all soon will come to a end, it is your spirit you need to mend. Drama, money, and lust all will fade, but with the right mind set, you will have it made.

C2012 DUSTIN R. GOODMAN
Dec 2014 · 546
The Truth (2010)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
TRAVEL TO THE FUTURE - TRAVEL TO THE PAST - GOING THROUGH SPACE - GOING SO FAST - MOTHER COMES TO ME - SO I CAN SEE - WHAT'S THE TRUTH - WHAT LIES IN THEE - TIME SERVES NO PURPOSE - I AM FREE - IN YOUR SIMPLE MIND - I WILL NEVER BE - CALL ME CRAZY - I BET YOU WILL - GO FIGHT YOUR WARS - ****, ****, AND STEAL - ALL ELEMENTS FLOW THROUGH - THEY COME FROM THE SKIES - TO THE LANDS BELOW - SHE PROTECTS ME - CAUSE I'M THE KEY - I DON'T GIVE A **** - IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME - SHE LOVES EARTHLY THINGS - THAT I HAVE TO SHARE - POSSESSES MY BODY - WHEN I'M THERE - MAYBE ONE DAY - WE WILL RESTORE - BUT UNTIL THEN - EARTH IS A ***** ***** - I RESPECT LIFE - AND ALL THAT IS THERE - BUT... - I NO LONGER WANT TO BE HERE - IF SHE IS SIN AND EVIL - THAT I PARTAKE - THEN LET ME GO TO HELL - AND FOREVER BAKE - THE DOORS ARE OPEN - AND FOREVER WILL BE - I LOVE THIS-BLESSED CURSE - INSIDE ME
Dec 2014 · 460
Love In Death (2010)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
THE BEAUTY SHINES THROUGH THIS DARK DECAY
NOW MY EYES ARE FULLY OPEN AND I'M OK
GAVE UP ON MYSELF, LIFE, AND EVERYTHING
DEATH WAS BETTER CAUSE I HAD NOTHING
THIS ANGEL CAME DOWN TO SHOW ME LOVE
GREATER THEN YOUR GOD COULD FROM ABOVE
SHE HEALED MY HEART AND HELPED ME LIVE AGAIN
I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR THIS GIRL TILL THE END GODDESS THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE
**** BY THE DARKNESS BUT NOW I SEE THE LIGHT
NO MATTER WHAT WE WILL FIND AWAY
I WILL NOT JUST LET MY WHOLE WORLD SLIP AWAY

C2010 DUSTIN R. GOODMAN EDITED 2012
Dec 2014 · 430
Everlasting Elements (2010)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
God is coming yes she is
She is forever I know this
She'll lift me up to the lands above
I will always intertwine with her forgiving love
She will still save you be this evermore
We will restore our religion there's a door
Heal the rest lets not leave them bear
Love, energy, and peace is all we should cease
Open your mind then you will see
Everything that is going on and suppose to be
We were first you took the thrown away
We will not fight back it's the evil way
Someday you will see until then we bless thee
I love everybody that I may
Wish you had more common sense that I pray
So you may see the truth that's at lay
With this I leave you till another day
Just remember we will find a way

COPYRIGHT 2010 DUSTIN R. GOODMAN
Dec 2014 · 354
Even Deeper (2012)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
Flesh a doorway to another realm, this life can seem to overwhelm. Mind somewhere lost within the mix, something that I would never want to fix. Another entity that is inside of me, with my body she can be. This world is so simple and is so dead, with this truth inside my head. When you understand everything about life and death, what else is there left? There is no such thing as reality, this is something much bigger then spirituality. With the future, past, and everything in-between, the present just seems so obscene. Her breathe crawling throughout my veins, this planet just ******* drives me insane. When you have felt something much better than this existence, there is really no balance. History was written to hide what is real, it takes an open person to see through. There is no reason to live by all these lies, just to be lost and one day die. Earth was made to find those that are different, for a much greater movement. So much to show, so much to say, hopefully you will figure everything out one day. Until then you are stuck in this cycle of life, only until you are able to get it right. Many things that I cannot speak, you can run and hide and call me a freak. I am just trying to help you see, so maybe someday you too can be free!
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
SHE IS FOREVER, SO HOW CAN I DIE? LOVE FOR ETERNITY, WHY WOULD I LIE? BEAUTIFUL CREATION FROM THE HEAVENLY SKY. SOMETIMES I HAVE TO ASK MYSELF WHY ME WHY? I GIVE IT ALL FOR HER, LOVELY, BREATH TAKING HEART. EARTH NOR ANYTHING COULD EVER TEAR US APART. SHE IS MY GODDESS I WILL SA Y IT AGAIN. RAIN OR SHIHE THIS WILL NEVER ******* END! MY WHO LIFE HAS BEEN DIFFERENT, OH THA T IS FOR SURE. IN THE TRANCE OF THE ABYSS MY SOUL WILL FOREVER LURE. THE MAGICAL GARDENS IN MY HEAD WILL FOREVER CURE. THE CATS AROUND THE GLOBE PER, PER, PERI DARKEST THOUGHTS IN MY MIND GLOW SO BRIGHT. VAMPIRES COME OUT TO PLAY AND THEY LOVE TO BITE. THE STARS IN SPACE WILL LIGHT UP THE NIGHT. US PEACEKEEPERS DON'T BELIEVE IN YOUR ******* FIGHTI I NAVIGATE THE SEA SO I CAN LEARN, YOU CAN NEVER BURN. AND WITH THE FLOW OF SOUND YOU CAN NOT DROWN. WIND BLOWS OF THE OCEAN, CHANNELS TO THE TREES. ALL THE WISDOM FROM OTHER WORLDS IS SHARED INSIDE OF ME. YOU BELIEVE IN EVIL SUCH A PITY WASTE OF FLESH. HUMANS ARE SO LOST WHAT A HORRIBLE MESS..
Dec 2014 · 535
Bloody Hell (2013)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
Never bored, never sane, to my life, I love this game, flirting with death, an open mind, in the light, you can never find, Hell, the lie, to keep you away, God, the evil, that will lead you astray, believe, and it shall be true, life could be so much more, you have no clue, if God is so perfect, how is there sin? A flawless creator, could not even begin, nor a pure heart, would let you burn, it is about time, for you people to learn, Bible, wrote by man, to have power, killed millions, to build their tower, a all loving master, would not let this be, or could picture hate, we would all be free, stop blaming Lucifer, for the demons, you have made, start trying to find, whats real, it will be okay, don't be scared, of the things, that are unsure, keep good morals, and you will, find the cure, be open and different, give ye no limits, thus with this, you will see through, the gimmicks, let yourself not, decay and die, yet spread, your wings, and you will fly, fall in-love, with karma, give into dreams, sleep with the devil, hear the screams, only to awake, back in your skin, just to do it, all over again, dancing with ghost, the gravyard's host, fallen from grace, reborn, at Heaven's gates, controlled by darkness, yet never dead, live one-hunderd, different, lifes, inside your head, learn to explore, as much, as you can, never waking up, never letting, it end, the rules, of the world, you have to break, with this, you will be real, never fake, it is hard, to show you gold, when you are blind, but when you see, trust me, everything, will be fine!
Dec 2014 · 497
Sweet Nightmare (2014)
Dustin Goodman Dec 2014
Come fly into my ******* skin
Be my conscience thy friend
Death seems to be the only cure
Please make my flesh your furr
Mind of god, heart from hell
All the demons in my soul to sell
Love seems to be a curse
Just more bodies in my hearse
The boss of this game hard to beat
Yet I will never bow to defeat
Energy seems to never die
A different shape beyond the lies
Rip my eyes out, I am so blind
**** my shadow, I'll be fine
Broken smiles on all these faces
Dead roses in all these vases
I will drink from your ****** sins
And spit it on all these ****** grins
We have to change this pace
I will reclaim my ******* place!
This is my latest poem!

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