when the dusk came
you still won't went home
you said you didn't want to leave me
and that's made me happy

i knew
you did that as a friend
or even a good friend?
but you didn't know how
how loud was my heart beating?
and you didn't know how
how loud was my throat screaming?

"hey, stupid he didn't love you, he called you 'friend' but you want more?! you know you can't do, but you still do."


and when the dawn came
sun was trying to rise
i was looking for you
hopping you were still here
but,
you no where
and that's broke my heart

and now,
you'll never know
you'll never hear
why did you do that?

i know,
people come and go
i hope you don't
but you still do.

you look happy with her,
while i am alone and no one cares
you look gentle standing there,
but i look like a fool sitting here
you look so in love when she lays her head on your shoulder,
and this poor girl's shoulders are empty without anyone to share

Someday i'll find someone who takes my hand and hold it with his heart, he's taking me to somewhere, to the place where he thinks i belong to. He takes me to a house. But after that i'll tell him. It's not a place where a girl like me belongs. "Come in and stay with me, we'll be happy," he says. But i take off my hand from him and say, "this is not a place where the broken hearts go, maybe i'll be happy with you, but my heart, it will always be a mess and still broke in pieces, and you don't deserve to stay here and having fun with me. I'm not happy as you see."

I turn my body, i am ready to go but he takes my hand and says "you're not happy as i am, and thats why i took you here. I want to make you happy and forget about everything that messed you up, about everything that broke you, about him. I want you to be happy. Because i love you, and i'll take every risk, i'll try to make you extra happy, just as extra as he made you this messed."