•••
It is the way your love speaks
In the way blushes flourish on your cheeks
Made an encomiast suddenly went meek
Made me believe our love doth speaks
•••

Time is tragically still
and the air is frigid.

I've now begun to settle from my past state
of pure livid,
anger I can't live with.

With the mastering of calm and meditative breathing
the stress melts away.
I'm constantly watching it slowly decay.

Control back on my side
as I suddenly feel
the odd sensation of content inside.

Coping and alive,
and somehow,
still,
I thrive.

my arms are tired
because of dancing with the air
your shoulders are invisible
and i can t feel the heat
i just imagine you
your lips. your eyes.
please come!
i can t be anymore
a lonely dancer

I always
fall in love
with people
I don't want to
love.

we were in love with each other,
but we were not made for each other

you get a call
it’s too early
but too late all at once

you get a call
it is after midnight
he has the bottle in hand

you get a call
it is early morning
the pills are down his throat

you get a call
it’s one am
he tells you not to worry

you get a call
you don’t know how to feel
he says he’s done the bottle
(you don’t know if he means the pills or the water)

you get a call
you don’t know what to do

you get a call
it ends too soon