I want break the norms of Universe!
I am the Universe… I am from Universe! I’m part of the Universe.
One day, my Body will rest with Earth…
One day, my Soul will dance with Air…
One day, what left of me will flow in Ocean…

Should I pray….I did long time ago!
Should I keep being small… I did long time ago!
Should I stay in pain… I master it for decades!

Now…No!
I’m taking off all those gowns of who I’m not!
I’m taking off what feared me and limited my spirit!

I’m Enough… I am more than what has been defined about me…
I am the Universe that need.
I won’t hide!
I won’t silence my true voice! …Even my silence will speak of me!

I’m just who I am with no intention to revise that version… I am the enough version of God’s creation… I am shining inside and I will shine outside…

That is the Promise to myself and no one else!

The Promise that it’s time to be restored now!

The Claim of ........“I’m Enough”! 23-9-2016

When the unspoken words are radiating from innocent eyes!
When the Deep Blue Sea can hid inside those eyes!
When Those eyes invite you to the maze of emotions!
When those eyes warm the cold being of you!
When the language of the other world is spoken through those eyes!
Those Eyes that can tell you... "You are Alive"!
Then......
The Wonderland is your destination that you will end up!
Then...
It is the smile that will end the chapter of that look!
Then...
It is the Silence in Shyness that will cover your being!
Then...
The Hero of that untold epic!.... Is you!

Although...I wasn't a man with life purpose! ... But
I lived by By Principles!

Although.... I was locked in my own world.... But
I kept my words alive, touching the soul of everyone outside the border of my world....

Although... I'm not the saint .... But
I kept angels wondering about me being on earth...

Tainting my lips with whisper in silence of dark nights!

Chanting the unheard prayers and bewildered by the gazed of demons around me!

Disconnected from spheres of those around, trying to put my hand on my pain!

Is it the time.... To Rest!!!

In my dark and silent room, Sleeping on the edge of my bed!
Staring outside my window and Sleeping on my side, turning back to the rest of king size bed!
Feeling i'm turning back to the world!
What else I'm turning my back from?
what is the cost of keeping silence and darkness  the component of my themes?
A point worth to ponder about!

I want to melt into a heart , to silently look someone in the eyes and say I dun wanna run anymore , and they know that..I want to feel safe and taken care of, to feel warmth and fulfillment!

I want to dissolve into the arms of success, without feeling the pain from the strength of the hug!

I want to fall in love and fall all over again with a best friend!

With a truly enjoyable company of a supporter , a backbone!

Like a small kitten I'd run and hide in the lap of my friend!

When kisses are wasted on someone you don't know!
When lips are united in the unfair moments of life!
When the Eager is burning your virginity!
When you end up ultimately alone in freezing bed!
When your beauty is no more than a represent from Medieval age!
Your belongings are no more than lethal rage that is blowing inside you!  
Hugging her, sensing the fragility between your rough hands!
Wondering... of A moment of happiness that lead to another visit to a hell of unrevealed emotions!
Wondering.... of what favour I'm doing to that child's feelings!
Becoming the atheist... who is losing the blesses of heaven!
She looked throughout a torn soul with unspoken words!...
"Say it" .....I said!
"I forgot the world with you!...I'm not worried"!
What a Blame i would receive from my burdened heart!
                                       What a Waste!!!!!

I miss her!
I miss the breath in my mouth!
I miss the fallen hair on floor!
I miss the smell in my bed!
Is it the begin of my fall!
Or am I in the middle of decending to inferno dark side of loneliness!
Here I will oblige my pen to step!
I will contain my heart beats within the chest that held years of secrets!
No further spell of words on those white tempting papers!
No more openness
No more me!
Sorry!