In the darkness of the first night, I saw nothing except the mysterious energy around that bed!
I saw her gold hair, and I said what I'm into now!
I couldn't sleep!
I was sensitive to every single movement of me so I won't disturb the mysterious sleep of her!
I heard the fight between her pen and paper... A battle of proving a point of view that no one won't understand!
"It is raining" a voice i won't forget!  
A voice of caring!!!
Beneath her bed, I was playing a game of guessing!!!
Is she writing!
Is she drawing!
Is she fighting!
Is she in pain!
The question I keep asking myself!
Is it my business to be so sensitive about the energy around me!
What I am made of!

I don´t know who invited me here!
I don´t know what message I´ll be recieving in coming days here!
I know nothing except I lost the language I know I became Plain!
I became somewhere lost in space of nature and creatures living their own  lives!
I doubted my knowedge!
I questioned my beliefs!
I despute what I´ve recieved throughout those years!
Being with Nature is the bless that my spirit is longing to!
In silence with Nature I can find more words than with human!
In Silence with Nature I connected to my heart!
In Silence I felt the strangeness I have around me!
I thanked heaven for who I am!
I thanked for being Me!

When you are sharing your plate with yourself.....
When you are alone,  eating no spoon is shared with someone you care about!
When you are waiting for that smile, when you get that bite from her share!
When you loOK and you find the chair next to you..... empty!
Then you realise you miss something!
You ask..... what am missing!
                            A question with no answer on the horizon!

I still be the fountain of Peace and Trust....
My Garden is open for others... Open without noticing I'm the owner!
I felt their eager, their pain and I took it so deeply inside me and gave them peace in return...
Gave them "Love" out of fable imagination...
I gave with being hurt unintentionally...
I gave with the blessing of a spirit lost in the human world!
I gave piece of me!

Saying my last prayers, obliged to end a chapter in painful epic!
My prayers are blasphemous, painted with wonder!
My prayers are not shared and closed inside me! It would burn those eyes who can't see!
I read them with closed eyes!
Read them with silent heart, unheard beats that won't scare the universe!
"You are a Star"! .... No I'm not!? I'm the Darkest  Sky that hides Stars, Shooting Stars and Rains!
Don't come near me!
I'm carrying packages inside me!
I'm surrounded with unseen halos!

That is why my prayers are not heard!
I'll keep them posted on sphere!
Let them be voiced out but not comprehend!
Let them be free from being part of little talks!
Let them be ****** and blasphemous!
             Let them be just a last prayer

I'm fallen in love with the darkness of night
Its obscurity, invites me to walk in its silence!
In it, I go wild in being unknown!
In it, I got friends from heaven looking after me!
In it, I ask myself "why I can't sleep in her arms?"
There where night sends its sign, dude wake up "it is the darkness of night, where you are not seen!"