I cannot wait for the day
when I come across a picture of you..
when I hear your name..
when I think about you..
and
feel absolutely nothing

When I'm gone,  
When I'm finally done,
At least attend my funeral,  
Where all left from me is skull,

Maybe then you'd know I waited too long,  
All this time listened to every sad song,  
I lived all this time when I was dead inside,
While I watched you walk front with pride,

Pride that you have broken a heart,
And you are glad that we are finally apart,  

I can imagine people standing by my grave,  
Talking ear to ear saying he wasn't brave,  
They say their prayers bid farewell,  
And mark the end of this Novel,

And at last you arrive,  
But darling it's too late,  
It's nine forty - five,  
My funeral was at eight,  

Again darling again you're late!!!

That's it, that's it ,
I'm done, I really am ,
I didn't want to quit,
The door I'm gonna slam,  

With excitement I wrote to you everyday,
You didn't reply not even one of them,  
The months went on from April to May,  
I'm left alone with memories that hem,

Having you in my life,
I was the happiest in the world,  
Your absence was as sharp as knife,  
Cutting through my body which is cold,  

But believe me  I can't do this anymore,  
For this ache of mine I've  got another cure,  
Obviously you don't want me at all,  
It's hard at first but I'll stand tall,

You read all this , now you can go ,
Don't bother talking , not even hello ,  
Keep up your pace don't be slow ,
From my eyes no tears will flow,  

Have a great life!! Best of luck!!

If only you could break this silence and tell me ,
what's keeping you away from me ,

My thoughts hunt me everyday, every moment,
Every second ,

If only you could step right in front of me, and tell me what's my mistake right in my face,  

I do have enough courage to listen , tell me you hate me it's okay, tell me " I hate you for this for that "

Some say you don't speak because you don't want to hurt me, but dear I'm hurt through your silence more than any other hurtful thing that you might ever say......

I write about you, I rhyme, I think about you,
Because I love you , so much,  maybe more than I should.......

As I sleep I dream of you,  
While I'm awake I wanna see you,  
You are my wish you are my hope,  
Our minds are connected like a rope,  

I wonder if you feel the same ,
I wonder if you want me too,
Maybe my feeling is vain,
And I don't have a clue,  

The one you love is always the best,  
Best hair, best face, best smile than the rest,  
Someone like you I can never find,  
Unsure I am as love is blind,  

I still don't know if you are right or wrong،
Me and you together we belong?