If he says he's not sure, take that personal with every being
He is not sure about you, he doesn't want to choose you
The only reason he is not letting you go is because he is selfish
You are the stars around the moon
You will sparkle from a long distance away
Your presence is always so peaceful and endearing
It makes a difference with and without you
Just because he is not ready for you
It does not mean you stop shining
It does not mean the whole world won't stop staring at you in awee
It does not mean you aren't the most beautiful thing
You are hurting
But extraordinary things heal
By themselves or with the help of others, they heal regardless
Do not worry, you will heal and
See the light
You are Extraordinary
Just everything you need to be.
Everything you need to be for yourself.
Some rough writing after a very long time..
No matter how many times you go through it, it doesn't get easier.
It hurts the same each and every time
“I feel like someone after a deluge being asked to describe the way it was before the flood while I’m still plucking seaweed out of my hair.” —
We can't be together
But I love him
And the worst part is
He loves me too