you broke me.

i cried for days & nights

& then one day
i said no more.

no more checking your social media
to see the new girl you followed
no more sending you paragraphs
explaining my love for you
no more calling & leaving voice mails.

most importantly,
no more crying over someone
who doesn’t love me the way i love them.

goodbye, i wish you the best

the beginning,
sounds so sweet.

but the end

oh sweetie,

just remember to protect your heart.
& know your worth

do not be scared to fail

your goal is to succeed right?

the only way to succeed

is getting back up every time
you
    fall
       down

the only reason you are not happy

is because you choose not to be.

so pick yourself up & keep moving
life gets better
everything will be okay

trust the process.

from the beginning
i kept an open mind

and when the days went by
i fell in love with who you are
but as the days went by

you only wanted me to
conform to who you wanted me to be

but i am not a puppy dog
i am a queen
and i change for no one

feelings are okay.
it is apart of being human.

we feel things.
and if no one told you,
your feelings are always valid

rule number one:

never fall in love unless the feeling is mutual.

the phrase, "right people wrong time"
is completely
*******.

timing will never be right.
we cannot just keep waiting for the right moment

if someone is worth it, then trust me
go for it & do not look back

because one day, even if it is years from now
you do not want to look back & feel the regret
of pushing away the person you wish you kept.

you said goodbye
and i swear in that moment,
every part of me wanted to scream
"come back"
but i couldn't
we are not meant to be
we are on different paths
how sad is that?
two people who love each other
& the universe is making it hard

so goodbye my love
find your way in this world
& never forget me.
never forget the girl that loved you
in your darkest times.

love does not hurt
it should not make you cry everyday
or make you feel worthless
it should motivate you
inspire you
make you want more for yourself
and build you up

so darling please
stop letting a silly boy
let you think that is love
because love does not hurt
and you deserve so much more

you saved me
and for that i love you

now
later
tomorrow
until the end of this life

and every life time after this

i will find a way to you
i owe it to you

you could love someone
fully and selflessly
give them your all
be there in life's roughest moments
you could even give them everything you can
and one day
someone will come along
and will bring better
and all of a sudden
your efforts
never
mattered.