The water rains down on me
On my face, in my hair
Thoughts overwhelm me
I long to curl up at the bottom of the tub and cry
I could sit there forever so I don't even try
But I'll stand there and thing of you for a while

You're breaking my heart
Then you mend it again
It's a ruthless cycle  
But I'll endure it until the end
I love you so much
I'll never let you go
I know it's ****** up
But I need my soul

I miss the way things used to be
But I love how things have grown
Just wrap your arms around me and say something sweet
I've never felt like I do with you before
I'm so scared of losing you
I don't know what to do

My anxiety builds
My heart cries
I need you by my side
Please make my heart feel better

I stand in the shower and think of you
My thoughts overwhelm me
I don't know what to do
The water rains down on me
My thoughts are overwhelming
I'll stand and think of you
Until my lips turn blue

I can see us
Living in a small apartment
We don't know what we're doing
No plans
Figuring it out as we go along

I can see us
25 years old
Just ditched the club
Now we're sitting in the tub with a bottle of wine
Tell me all your fears and I'll tell you mine

I can see us
Graduated college
Finding jobs in our degreed careers
Just trying to get by

I can see us
We've got two kids now
Struggling to be the best we can be
Cause there are little eyes watching everything

I can see us
We're retired now
Resting happily
We still hold hands while making plans
Age doesn't mean a thing

I can see us
I don't know where we are now
In some other world
Nothing will separate us
Our love will be strong
We'll always find each other
For us there is no death do us part
Together forever
And forever is just the start

Dear willow tree
How you enchant me
You provide a place to hide
From all inquiring eyes
You are my secret place
My great escape
Wrap me in your leafy arms
Keep me safe from harm

My mother's tree
You were thee
With all your meloncholy beauty
You mean so much to me
Your leaves hang off your limbs like vines
A perfect place to hide
I wonder if they admire hour beauty like I

Oh the things you must have seen
To make you seem so meloncholy
I want you to know with all your sorrow
You're still beautiful to me

You stand tall and proud
Away from the crowd
You are a cherished sight
Eminating might
You're so graceful as you sway
the wind begins to play
You always beg it to stay
But one day all things go away

But I want you to know
You will always be sacred to me
My dear willow tree

I love my hour of wind and light,
   I love men’s faces and their eyes,
I love my spirit’s veering flight
   Like swallows under evening skies.

I have this feeling in my chest
I don't know how to make it rest
I need you near to  am my soul
Save me from this long, dark hole

Close my eyes and try to breathe
Picturing you near to me
Hold me in your arms again
Love me till the very end

Thoughts of you creep in my head
But sometimes still I see the end
I love you more than my hear can bear
You are my brightest dream and worst nightmare

My heart beats loud inside my chest
I need you near, help end my quest
Take me in your arms tonight
Love me tender, hold me tight

Only you can quell my mind
Help me take off my stupid disguise
I think of you throughout the day
You make me happy or very grey

Come hold me close, yes hold me tight
I need your strength to get through the night
Wrap me up in your arms of steel
Make me feel I need to be here

I thought that I was over this,
But still those evil lines I miss.
And in my head these thoughts come back
In a hungry, hateful pack.
I want to see my blood run red.
These thoughts returning of the end.

I wish, I wish, to stop for good,
Please break my heart and end the fued
And in my mind the war rages strong.
I'm still finding a way to carry on.

In my heart I know it's wrong.
It makes my lovers heart go numb.
But if I don't so something soon,
These thoughts of red will be my doom.

Why do we keep doing this?
Thinking of the past
Only a couple of years ago...
We need to learn to let it go
But some reason it stays on my mind
But only half of the time
All the what ifs in the world
Won't make it right

We didn't do wrong
No not this time
But the thoughts were there
Trying to hide
Failing miserably to keep it inside

Every year it's the same old thing
It's not goof for us
It's not good for us

If the circumstances were different
But it's not meant to be
Maybe in abother world
You'll have me

I'm happy without you
I promise I am
My lI've lights up my world
So I don't understand
Why once a year
I think of you
And know you think of me too

Talking is to much
Next time I'll keep my mouth shut
It would be nice
To give it a try
But not in this world
Maybe just not in this life
In another time and place
We can be happy this way
But I love my love more than the chances we'd have to take

So for now I'll think
Then shut it down
Leave it alone until next year rolls around