I miss the feeling
The head on my heart as we lay
Is my heart so torn
I feel like my heart needs be reborn
Can you fix me?
I miss the random texts
The kind words that stuck to my soul
A thought of hope, but always crushed with the past
A battle that seems that can't be won
i am just man with few words lost in todays world

Nice guys finish last
I loss hope on love
I miss nights of holding you close
A heart beat to feel.such warmth
I look  & I wounder
Where is my queen
I am so far gone
Is my heart too broken
I can't live in past
I look for today
My pain over takes me
I wounder where is warm my hand to hold with endless walks under the stars

You  are darkness  
In my sky.
The words cut threw my soul
All  you see is bad
The love so gone
A man alone with his thoughts
I look for change but just see smoke
I can't  bend
Something that is all ready broken.
I wish you knew and saw the pain
The thoughts of the past always stay with you
I live for today
I aim for the stars
I battle dark  with the light
This thought is just another  complex puzzle
In my heart.

I'm not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I'm one of those people.
John Lennon

A walk thousands miles
Just show me love
The day is far
I can see the sun threw my pain
As this story unwinds
My heart will go on
i am torn apart
the idea of what could
The hurt replace the flows threw my blood
i wish you saw good
You  just walk by
I am man alone
The thoughts of the past
The words shot like bullet to the head
I hope looking at the sky
I think to myself and wounded why.

The time is now
A chnage is need
My heart is bleeding
Where is the path
My mask so broken
I fallen but keep getting back up
i want be better
i want see the sun threw the dark clouds
I can't  give up
I been threw too much
A man alone on his path lost  but still looking for change.