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I feel fat when I am with you
Not some pasty morbidity!
No, I'm talking like Rubens
Or that bloke Botero
with a touch of Beryl Cooke
Harty, plump, ripe and ruddy
fertile and abundant
voluptuous, juicy even
Without you I am like skimmed milk
Without you I am thin
****** chic thats out of fashion
On an emotional diet
X-ray thin, bloke-lite
Catabolism of my heart and soul
Having fed so well, to now starve
Cravings in the night...
should that be phat!  Oh the relative contentment of a nice codependant relationship!
How she shines mischevious bright
Lighting a way almost
Her light touches me, but I cannot remain
Heavenly body in the dark of night
Outshines the stars
But spoilt by this day
Cool elegance to the eye
Yet burns bright to my soul
Transient, but ever there
Dependable as the tide
Ephemeral as the night
Mysterious universe so close at hand
Written for a woman
The madness, the darkness has come seeping in,
once again I am burdened with my sin,
The thoughts, they swirl in a crazed tempo,
beating against my skull with the desperate fury of a dying heart.

I am drowning under a tide of pensive dispair,
Struggling to even gasp for air,
Oh! I lament my own awareness,
my jealousy is reserved for the blind.

Surely, I must be mad!
How could I not be with such anguish I am clad,
One true question remains.
Will I fade, implode, or explode with such force as to devastate my own?

Run! My darkness is no longer a flame lazing,
but an inferno blazing,
We all have our afflictions, mine is thought.
I feel little of anything
The stars are pinpricks to the sky
And the moon is so cold
She is a glacier in that darkness
I would be an iceberg too
But even now I cannot find
Any desire to be anything but empty
This hollow shell isn't cold
Nor does it burn with sorrow
It simply is. And you are too bright
You are too golden and warm
To let yourself be dulled by me
Go gently, please
Find stars and suns that will not
Reduce your night sky
To undending black
The title means 'I am too tired to be lovable'
 Dec 2015 KarmaPolice
Tina ford
Time
 Dec 2015 KarmaPolice
Tina ford
Time don't matter to me,
I've been all I ever could be,
I've finished the end of the book,
It's my life, take a look,

Because time is but a space in our universe,
That has to be filled in so right,
And time well spent is a blessing,
That's given with our birthright,

So try to use it wisely and true,
Coz after all it's the best you can do,
Live your life well, be good, be kind,
Then time won't be lost, it'll all be fine,

Because time is but a space in our universe,
That has to be filled in so right,
And time well spent is a blessing,
That's given with our birthright.
Taking an excursion in my mind
can get boring given time.
You see I have been there before,
oh so many times.

Seeing the same old thoughts,
memories I thought I had forgot.
Remembering now that time
back when.

But as I age and view again
the memories of past,
they seem to take on
a different hue.

Then one more time
I view that thought
with a joyous heart,
of that moment in my past.
this was a personal test to see if I could get my brain to use past and not passed. It was a draw as I corrected the one's in error. Thank you for playing todays game. A winner has already be selected and notified.
A tide pool of a swirling heart,
A smoky room with vision lost.
The loud muses play their part,
Money bleeding, whatever the cost.

Love is not a slave that’s bought,
That age is standing silent still.
If I could command it to be caught,
I’d force it, bend him to my will.

I’d wrap my hands around his throat,
Careful not to put out love’s spark,
Threaten to throw him from my boat,
And into loveless waters dark.

“Make her love me!” is what I’d shout,
My tantrums would echo off the moon.
“End this dry and lonely drought,
Command my love, make her swoon.”

But I am not a man in power,
Nor am I one to beg to the stars.
I see the sunrise from this tower,
I see the weakening prison bars.
I am discovering
That my history
Does not sit comfortably

I wonder
Why good things
Don’t always prevail

I search
I travel

This way
That way

Gathering morsels
Of information

To try to weave a crown
For my own head

I am working
Always working
Reaching out
For meaning

And yet I am restless
Anxious

Unhappy with
My partially formed thoughts

Worried that my crown
Will be false

What is it about a human
That makes them great?

Living with the past?
Living with oneself?

Learning to live with others?
Written 12th December 2015
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