In depths of despair
I can find some joy
In knowing
He, who loves
And cares so deeply
Means a lot to me
Seems to have something
A light, a star
That makes him happy
Although, I wish to be
The one who shines
Who makes his days brighter
Who's strong enough
To carry through for both of us
And he's a fighter
But that's not always enough
I find comfort
I have some peace
Believing that, just maybe
There's a reason
A fate, a destiny
Something else for me
Or maybe it's a crossroad
A bridge
And getting to the other side
Will bring clarity
Peace of mind
And we'll fulfill
A path that we created
Lessons to be learned
Or that 'just friends'
Isn't necessarily
A bad thing
Just push forward
Think of where I'm going
Who I'm being
And that he has another path
To walk, to cut branches
For something unplanned
A fate not yet claimed
Or just maybe
That's what destiny is
Struggling through the pain
To learn from your mistakes
And find a new path to take
But I really gotta say
It all makes me stronger
It's something I can't regret
Cause his happiness
Makes me smile
With tears of sadness
Streaming down my face
And the depths of my emotions
I may just take to my grave
Cause my conscience
Is a terrible truth to take
But that's what life is
Going through heartache
After heartache
With more heartache
Until destiny reveals its self
And no amount of wealth
Can add up to the value
Or weight in gold
Of the happiness you'll find
That's so true
He may not be mine
But he'll forever be in my life
And that'll be just fine
Cause you can't rewind
Or turn around the path you take
But you can accept
Move forward
On the beaten path of fate
Finding peace on earth
As you walk towards
That **heavenly gate
Some lines may not depict all I meant to say, this is a stream of consciousness but I really meant that...
I'm happy for you. <3