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Jandra Jun 2015
Oh how bittersweet it is
To look at you
To be beside you
To like you
When you don't feel the same way too

We're nothing but another what if
Nothing but a hopeless dream
And ever since we met
I have kept this as a secret
I want you to know but i guess it's better if you dont.
Jandra May 2016
For now, we sail the ferocious seas.
Tomorrow, we'll reach that eternal bliss.
You are the beginning of my happy ending
The prince I've been waiting.

I dont care what they say
Think what they may
I chose you yesterday
And I'd still choose you any day.
Jandra Jun 2015
i am imprisoned by my own delusions of you and me
Jandra May 2016
You're the reason why the dark remained in the shadows
And why the meadows are always green.
Jandra May 2016
You were my 3AM thoughts turned into reality.
Because it's 3AM and i'm beside you
Jandra Jun 2015
I dream about your eyes staring into mine
As if there is no world around us.
I dream about your lips pressed against mine
As if there is fire burning between us.
I dream about your fingers interlocked with mine
As if no one can ever stop this love between us.
I dream about you all the time
Because only in my dreams you are mine.
Jandra Jun 2015
Oh how foolish of you to deem
That i needed you
When all you can do is cage a bird
And grow flowers that you never watered.
Oh how foolish of me to deem
That i needed you
When all i want is to skip puddles then sail oceans
And fly beyond the heavens above.
Oh how foolish of us to not know
That you and me is an oxymoron
So as strong as the lion's roar,
And as soothing as the zephyr's breath
I let you go and left.
Jandra Jun 2015
My heart yearns for the days of yore
For my life went awry.
My heart yearns for the place I once lived
For I am astray and cannot find a new home.
My heart yearns to be heard
For I am muted by the cacophony of life.
My heart yearns to be found
For I am lost in the labyrinth of the unknown.
My heart yearns to be fixed
For I am ramshackle in every single way.
My heart yearns for solitude
For I know I will be safe and secure.
My heart yearns to be loved
For I had withered and now gone.
Jandra Jun 2015
There's no way I can go back
For I had lost track and broke my compass
One step and I'm lost
One turn and I'm stuck

There's no way I can be strong
For I am a tower of cards
One blow  and I fall
One shake and I break

Maybe someone could bring me light
Maybe a dint of love can help me get by
Maybe there's love in love
But there's no love in the love that I know
I need help. I am hopeless.
Jandra May 2016
I hope you hear my screams when I am filled with fears.
I hope you see that my scars are opening
And my heart is shattering.

I hope you know that
I am
Not
Okay.
Love, don't say you can read me
When you can't even notice the little changes I make.
Jandra Jun 2015
I only loved your presence
I didn't love you

Or maybe

I did fall in love with you
And I think I miss your presence

But maybe

I still  love you
And I miss everything about you

I have to stop lying to myself

I love you
I really do

And maybe

You feel the same way too
Jandra May 2016
Love, why do i feel that you were never actually mine? Why do i feel that you're still searching for another heart to love? Why do i feel that at night your thoughts are about her instead of me? Why do i feel that i am just someone who pulled you out from the pain and anger that drowned you for two years? Why do i feel that i don't have any purpose in your life anymore? Why? I want answers.
I saved you but i destroyed myself
Jandra May 2016
Even though you're a flower full of thorns
I will still hold you with my bare hands.
Because of all the things my hand has held
The best by far is you.

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