last night
last night was the night
the night that i realized
i realized that you didn't feel for me
i really never meant to fall for you
it just happened
i didn't even realize it until you said
"this means nothing to me"
i wanted to cry
but instead i hid it
i laughed like it was nothing
but to me it was everything
you could see through my laughter
i could tell
i could tell by the way you looked at me
the way you looked into my eyes and said you feel like an *******
but really its my fault
its my fault for even thinking for one second that we could be together
but even though you said it meant nothing you continued to make me think that it was something
you continued to kiss me
you continued to tell me in beautiful
and fell for you the more you played me

I am falling in love with you, C.J.
Here are 23 reasons why:


You are the smartest person I have ever met.

Everything you do is impressive I am always amazed by how much you've been able to accomplish.

You have come so far in your life. I hope that one day I will be as strong as you.

When you laugh, it sounds like a bubble popping at the surface, and fills me with joy.

I love it when you get so shy and excited when I call you cute.

I absolutely love the way you call me baby.

I enjoy being snuggled up with you on the couch,

just as much as I enjoy going out with you.

I love that we have our own diner and are always on the lookout for even more.

I enjoy our traditional date nights of take out, snuggling, and watching an animated movie.

I love when you dance at me. Your dance moves are the sweetest moves I have ever seen.

Your smile is the sun that brightens my day.

I love the way you twirl slightly before and after we kiss.

I love the way you touch me, careful and steady. One touch from you and I melt on the spot.

I love the way you always check to make sure I am ok.

You are superwoman! I see you using your x-ray vision to see through whether or not I'm doing alright before I even feel it.

I adore the fact you make me so many playlists.

Everytime you say "phone" your Minnesotan accent comes out, and it's the cutest thing I have ever heard.

You are always so kind to people even without knowing them that well.

I love the way you make me feel important in your life.

You are so supportive in everything I do or am interested in.

I love it when you trace your thumbs across my hand.

I love that you prefer things to be in odd increments, for example, 23 minutes past the hour.


You are the sun in my life. I am so lucky to be entangled in your orbit.