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Casey Nichol May 2014
I just want to be me
                                    again the old me
  May 2014 Casey Nichol
ilina286
do you know
how hard it is
to walk smiling
when all you feel is pain
sadness and tears on your face?
  May 2014 Casey Nichol
ilina286
:)
I used to be your favourite...
..
..
..
I am not anymore
  May 2014 Casey Nichol
kyla marie
I can't believe how amazing you are. You're the only person who's made me feel this special in a long time [delete]

are you sure you just want to be 'friends', I think I'm in love with you [delete]

can I have a goodbye kiss? I love your kisses, they taste like summer [delete]

I wish you would just say "Hi" to me in the hallways [delete]

that girl you always walk with is beautiful, I can understand why you didn't want me [delete]

when you told me I was beautiful and **** and all you would ever want, was that all a lie too? [delete]

I got a mosquito bite today and it reminded me of when we slept outside and were attacked by them [delete]

it smells like the nights we spent together [delete]

one, two, three...I've lost count of how many drinks are for you [delete]

I wish you thought about me as much as I think of you [delete]

why are your words stuck in my head [delete]

I was naive and young, I'm sorry I actually thought you loved me [delete]

it's been months since the summer nights we spent together. please tell me you miss me. [delete]

my chest hurts. my heart aches. everything about you from the way your lips tasted to how I got chills down my spine from just one touch makes me want to explode [delete]

the blood running down my wrist contains the words you said but never meant [delete]
  May 2014 Casey Nichol
Nameless
I'm meeting my mom today
What a shame to put on this day
I wait awhile
with a sign pinned to my shirt
But what I wish to do
Is crush it in the dirt
Time goes by
And
Time went
...
I went back home
With the charred remains of the sign
That I lit a fire in the parking lot
...
I walk into my room
Kick off my shoes
And I hear my dad at the door
Asking If I'm alright
...
I won't cry, or even talk about her.
...
It's not like she would actually come to see me.
I no longer matter to her...
Casey Nichol May 2014
It's not that easy
But it's not hard
It's in between
Life & death *
It's between
Wake & slumber
You call it your
"Happy place"
I call it hell
Because when you come
Out of that trance
You find reality
And reality is hell
My escape is through
His *smile

And that still is hell
Because he's not mine
And he can smile
To almost anyone
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