I didn't know "calling you beautiful" was considered invective.
"worshiping your body" was considered  abusive.
"smiling in your direction" was considered repulsive.
"telling you the truth" was considered deceptive.
"saying I love you" was considered offensive.
"holding your hand" was considered aggressive.
"agreeing with you" was considered preemptive.
"my love for you" was considered subjective.
But...
I know now "your level of ignorance" is excessive.
"Your personality" is unimpressive.
"Your actions" are irrespective.
"Your feelings" are insensitive.
"Your loyalty" is selective.
"Your presence" is oppressive.
Also...
"Realizing, letting go and moving on" is redemptive, progressive and effective.

drown me into your mind,
i want to fall deeper.

hide me inside your heart,
i will be your beating heart to make you feel alive.

sway me to your soul,
cause i yearn to kiss all your pains away.

prowl me to your darkest door,
i promise to shatter all your insecurities.

they told me i need to get over you

they told me to distract my heart from you by doing the things i love

but how on Earth can i do that when everything i love involves you

i love hearing your voice, and seeing your big brown eyes beam with light when you're doing what you love to do

"there are other boys, not just him"

but please show me another boy who laughs with the same amount of life as a toddler on Christmas morning
show me another boy who loves with his entire heart
show me another boy who genuinely cares for everyone he meets, and never expects anything in return

"move on."

but how can i move on when in every boys' eyes i meet, i see you

i cannot keep pretending that they're you

they aren't you
they'll never be you
and you'll never be with me