i can't keep desiring to want to be yours.
looking back at all those moments when i needed you,
i didn't need anyone else. only you.
and now you're happy, and i'm confused.
you told me that it was going to be alright in the end,
yet i'm still ****** up and it's the end of us.
you liar.
how dare you keep the truth away from me?
*******. **** your happiness. **** your new victim.
do you know that i can't do this without you?
you're the reason why i continue to breathe in and out,
i don't know what i'm doing, i don't know what to do.
but i like seeing you enjoying life,
i'm sure it's as beautiful as you.
but until i can see your amount of endless beauty compared to life,
i'll just remind myself that you're my infinity.
this is just little random thoughts that go through my head that drive me crazy. more just of a rant than a poem, but i needed to get them out