Beautifuly Broken: Poems

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Beautifuly Broken Oct 2015

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Smile for the
Camera
Cry on my
Pillows
Laugh out loud
Sob deep within in
Which is the true me
Am I happy
Am I sad
Am I both or
None
AM I NOTHING?

#sad #depression #cry #happy #smile

She

Beautifuly Broken Jan 2014

She

She* fourteen
I don’t know when
Now or then
Was she pretty
She was pretty
She not know
She was stupid
To not think so

Was she happy
No she not
I know her
Know her well

She fifteen
Who cares when
She pretty
Conceited to
Think so

Was she happy
Maybe so
I know her
Know her well

She was 16
Not Yet
She believes
In fairytales
Where’s her prince
To save her from
The evil queen

Was she happy
Yes of course
I know her
Her is me

~B.B.

Slowly fading

Beautifuly Broken Apr 2015

Slowly fading

When goodnight
Turned to
Goodbye

When sun
Turned to
Stars

When smiles
Fades

When laughter
Is lost

When tears
Turned to
Sobbing

When the eyes
Twinkle lost
Their luster

When pen
Turned to
Razor

When words
Turned to
Blood

When life
Became
A nightmare

When daisies
Turned to
Dead roses

I said
Goodbye

#suicide #cutting #sad #depression #death #fading #tragic #****** #over #done

The Blood Moon

Beautifuly Broken Apr 2015

The Blood Moon

When the moon howls
Thats when she talks
Loud, so loud
I can not think

All I do is
Listen
Listen
and Listen

Nothing more but
Follow her lead

Out of bed
On my feet
"Get the rope
and follow me"

I grab the
Knife
She gets
the blade

I slowly
Drift to my
Last breath

My final smile
Happened

Underneath the
Blood moon

#love #self #harm #sad #hate #moon #depressed #blood #**** #cut

Untitled

Beautifuly Broken Jul 2015

Untitled

Daddy,
wasn't there to dry my eye
Daddy,
wasn't there to kiss my wrists
Daddy,
was the reason for my tears
Daddy,
was the reason for the blood
Daddy,
I give up on you
Daddy,
Goodbye

#love #self #harm #depression #hate #alone #not #daddy #goodbye #divorce

Untitled

Beautifuly Broken May 2015

Untitled

You will feel
Worthless
You will want
To die
You will starve
You will hurt
Mentally and physically
You will hate
Yourself
And that's all thanks to me
Love,
Depression

Untitled

Beautifuly Broken Apr 2015

Untitled

I am a
Porcelain doll
Cracked and fragile

I am not a
Princess
Living in a castle

I am damaged
and imperfect

I am not happy
I don't have a tiara

I am sad
I have scars

#sad #depressed #fairy #magic #scars #mystical #fragile #princess #doll #dainty

Why?

Beautifuly Broken Jul 2015

Why?

Why smile
When pain is all you feel
Why cry
when there is no one to care
Why live
When there is no hope

#depression #pain #cry #die #smile #one #hopeless #no #live #cut

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