How badly do you want Me?
Will you give Me your all?
If I asked you to serve Me,
Would you answer My call?


Lord, I do want to serve You,
I do hear Your call;
But I let the world pull me
In ways You don't want at all.


I wish you would listen
And give Me your time
Instead of wasting it daily,
Ignoring all My signs.


Lord...yes...I hear You...
I've opened up my eyes
I see where I'm going,
And now I realize

I'm nothing without You
Let Me be your all
I do want to serve You
Just answer My call.

I can't see where I'm going
I don't like seeing where I've been
And Lord, where I am tonight
Feels like falling on my knees again.

The past is a hurried grey blur
Except for certain moments
I'm trying hard just to move on
But I just don't know where I'm going.

I'm messed up, and I need you to change me
I am broken, humbled, hurt
You said You'd be my only One,
Oh, how I want to take you at Your word.

Drowning in sorrows
He flounders in the depths, gone
His chance over, gone.

Waiting for the hour
I look in expectation
For when you arrive.

I think that my brain
Decided it was too used
And took the day off.

I depend on it
It keeps my head together
Music is my glue.

You never see the world the way it is,
You've never felt cold, hard truth;
Your heart isn't whole, or close to it,
Though it's never been torn in two.