Kung sakaling mabasa mo ito,
Gusto kong sabihin sa iyo,
Na sa tuwing kasama mo siya ay hindi maintindihan ang nararamdaman,
Tinatanong ang sarili kung ano ang pagkukulang.

Bakit siya? Bakit hindi nalang ako?
Ako na karamay mo,
Ako na laging nandito,
Ako na nakikinig sa lahat ng iyong problema,
Kahit na akoy magmukhang tanga,
Dahil alam kong hinding-hindi kita makukuha.

Mahal na mahal kita,
pero bakit sa lahat ng tao
Bestfriend ko pa.

I'll only be away for awhile.
Please, my dear, wipe your tears and smile.

I promise you that,
no matter how far, I will be back.

My love, with you, I'll leave my care.
Just know that you will always have my heart and
in your heart, I'm always there.

-a.o.

She asked me “Was it painful to die?”

I didn’t say anything.

She asked me again, “was it painful to die?”

I answered “yes, and then nothing but calmness,
But i lived and it was painful again.”

How can it be?
I didn’t know that i was already falling.

Gravity pulled me back to the ground like it never touched me before.

Oblivion is you. I fell unconciously, filled with innocence of how im going to feel after the fall.