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Louise Dec 2023
A sober rockstar, not even a puff of cigarette
A man who's actually one
A cowboy making the sign of the cross before a rodeo show
A ******* singing songs of love
A murderer in an old church's confessional
A white guy in Manila who's actually here for work
A cool guy having hot flashes and constant fever
A deadbeat father writing poetry
A ped*phile making the sign of the cross out of habit
A hot guy having regular hypothermia
A politician smiling warmly
A poet
A poem
A poet and their poems.
An Oxymoron Poem.
Louise Oct 2024
๐‘บ๐’‚ ๐’๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚, ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’Œ, ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’†๐’”๐’‘๐’Š๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’– ๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’,
๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’ ๐’Œ๐’...

Maybe our definition of friends differ.
Maybe its meaning changes
from the far east, to the wild west.
Maybe yours are parties and music fests,
while mine means safe space and rest.
Maybe your friends are just good
for fun and vacation,
while my friendship weathers
bad, hell, and even oblivion.

๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’, ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‚๐’“๐’“๐’†๐’‘๐’Š๐’†๐’๐’•๐’ ๐’…๐’† ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’” ๐’‘๐’†๐’„๐’‚๐’…๐’๐’”
๐’…๐’† ๐’•๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’„๐’๐’“๐’‚๐’›๐’๐’.
๐‘ท๐’๐’“ ๐’†๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’‚๐’“๐’Ž๐’† ๐’…๐’† ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’†๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“๐’Š๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’‘๐’๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’† ๐’๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’.
๐‘ฏ๐’† ๐’‘๐’†๐’„๐’‚๐’…๐’ ๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’“๐’‚ ๐’†๐’, ๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’“๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’Š ๐’„๐’๐’“๐’‚๐’›๐’๐’,
๐’š ๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’“๐’‚ ๐‘ป๐’Š,
๐’‚ ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’†๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“๐’Š๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“ ๐’”๐’๐’ƒ๐’“๐’† ๐’•๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’” ๐’๐’‚๐’” ๐’„๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’”.
๐‘ต๐’ ๐’†๐’, ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’†๐’ ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’„๐’† ๐’‘๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’“๐’๐’”๐’‚, ๐’„๐’†๐’๐’๐’”๐’‚ ๐’š ๐’†๐’๐’—๐’Š๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’‚.

Maybe how we understand friendship
is rather different, indeed.
Maybe you see it as a comical joke,
while I see it as intimate poetry.
Maybe you hear it like another song,
while I listen to it like symphony.
Maybe you think itโ€™s something to be bent,
Iโ€™m treating it like something heaven-sent.
Maybe youโ€™re really set on being friends,
Iโ€™m already falling down a cliff with no end.

๐‘ด๐’† ๐’‘๐’“๐’๐’‘๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’ ๐’‡๐’Š๐’“๐’Ž๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’†, ๐’„๐’๐’ ๐‘ป๐’– ๐’‚๐’š๐’–๐’…๐’‚,
๐’‰๐’‚๐’„๐’†๐’“ ๐’‘๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’†๐’๐’„๐’Š๐’‚, ๐’…๐’†๐’‹๐’‚๐’“ ๐’…๐’† ๐’‘๐’†๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’“ ๐’†๐’ ๐’”๐’–๐’” ๐’๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’”๐’๐’ƒ๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’๐’” ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’”,
๐’๐’ ๐’‘๐’†๐’„๐’‚๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’” ๐’š ๐’†๐’—๐’Š๐’•๐’‚๐’“, ๐’•๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’๐’ ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’๐’†๐’—๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’†๐’„๐’‚๐’“.
๐’€ ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’–๐’” ๐’๐’‹๐’Š๐’•๐’๐’” ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’๐’”.
๐‘ซ๐’†๐’‹๐’‚๐’“ ๐’…๐’† ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’“๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’ ๐’„๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‹๐’๐’” ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’
๐’‚๐’๐’†๐’‹๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’ ๐’…๐’† ๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’† ๐’Ž๐’–๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’๐’“๐’…๐’†๐’๐’‚๐’…๐’.
๐‘ต๐’–๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’“๐’ ๐‘บ๐’‚๐’๐’—๐’‚๐’…๐’๐’“ ๐‘ฑ๐’†๐’”๐’–๐’„๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’•๐’
๐’”๐’–๐’‡๐’“๐’Š๐’ ๐’š ๐’Ž๐’–๐’“๐’Š๐’ ๐’‘๐’๐’“ ๐’๐’๐’”๐’๐’•๐’“๐’๐’”.
๐‘ฌ๐’ ๐’”๐’– ๐’๐’๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’“๐’†, ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’, ๐’•๐’†๐’ ๐’‘๐’Š๐’†๐’…๐’‚๐’….
๐‘ธ๐’–๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’” ๐’š ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’Š๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’–๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’“๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’….

Basbasan niyo po ang aming pagkakaibigan.
Iwaksi niyo po ito sa kapahamakan,
nawaโ€™y wag sanang mauwi sa pag-iibigan,
lalong lalo na sa sakitan at iyakan.

Siya nawa.

Amen.
"Baler" series, part six
Louise Jan 2024
What's the use of my hand,
if your skin is not under its touch?
What good is my skin,
if yours is not under its heat?

What's the use of my lips,
if yours are not locked with it?
What's the use of my eyes,
if yours are not looking at them?

What's the use of my body heat,
if it's not overlapping with yours?
What good is my body,
if yours is not over it every hour?

What's the use of your body,
if mine is not on top of it?
If it's not me you're sharing the heat with?
If I am not carressing it?
If I am not the one beside it?
What good is it,
if you never really knew what good is?
You would never know what good is
until I show you and give it.

Let's study anatomy. All night long.
Louise Jun 2024
๐‘จ๐’š ๐’Š๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’“๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’,
๐’Ž๐’‚๐’‚๐’‚๐’“๐’Š ๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’”๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’.
๐‘ท๐’‚๐’“๐’‚ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ,
๐’Š๐’”๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’†๐’‹๐’๐’“๐’†๐’” ๐’Š๐’๐’—๐’†๐’๐’•๐’๐’”!
ยก๐‘จ๐’š! ๐‘จ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’Œ๐’...
๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’…๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’Œ๐’ ๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’‚,
๐’”๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’Š๐’”๐’•๐’‚, ๐’‘๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ...
๐‘จ๐’• ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’‚๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’‚,
๐’”๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’†๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’”, ๐’‘๐’–๐’ˆ๐’๐’‚๐’”...

๐‘ฐ๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’–๐’“๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’…๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚,
๐’Œ๐’–๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚
๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’Œ๐’,
๐’„๐’๐’ ๐’†๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’…๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’„๐’๐’“๐’...
๐‘บ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’ˆ, ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’Š,
๐’„๐’–๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’„๐’๐’’๐’–๐’†๐’•๐’†๐’‚,
๐’„๐’–๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’†๐’”๐’•รก ๐’†๐’ ๐’–๐’๐’‚ ๐’„๐’Š๐’•๐’‚...
๐‘ผ๐’๐’‚, ๐’Œ๐’–๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’š๐’‚๐’˜ ๐’Ž๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’†รฑ๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’,
๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’‘๐’‚๐’š๐’‘๐’‚๐’š.
๐‘ฐ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’˜๐’‚, ๐’Œ๐’–๐’๐’ˆ ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’”๐’•๐’ ๐’Ž๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’†รฑ๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’,
๐’“รก๐’‘๐’Š๐’…๐’ ๐’…๐’‚๐’‘๐’‚๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’‘๐’‚๐’š๐’‘๐’‚๐’š,
๐’‰๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’•๐’‚ ๐’๐’Š๐’š๐’‚'๐’š ๐’‘๐’‚๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’š-๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’š.
๐‘ฐ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’•๐’๐’, ๐’…๐’†๐’‹๐’‚ ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’†๐’ ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’„๐’ ๐’„๐’‚๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’‡๐’“๐’†๐’๐’•๐’† ๐’‚ รฉ๐’,
๐’Š๐’•๐’'๐’š ๐’Œ๐’–๐’Œ๐’–๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’š๐’‚ ๐’š ๐’Žรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’„๐’‚๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‚๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’Šรฉ๐’.
๐‘ท๐’‚๐’๐’๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’ ๐’”๐’Š๐’š๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’‰๐’–๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚'๐’š๐’.
๐‘บ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’•๐’Š ๐’Ž๐’, ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’•๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’.
๐‘ซ๐’–๐’…๐’‚ ๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’…๐’Š ๐’”๐’Š๐’š๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’‘๐’‚๐’‘๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’Š ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’.
๐‘ท๐’†๐’“๐’ ๐’Žรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’.
๐‘ดรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’Š๐’“๐’”๐’†.
๐‘ดรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’“๐’†.
๐‘ฒ๐’–๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’'๐’š ๐’•๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’–๐’๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’, ๐’Š๐’•๐’'๐’š ๐’Š๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ.

๐‘ต๐’ˆ๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’–๐’“๐’ ๐’Œ๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’Š
๐’Œ๐’–๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’
๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’Œ๐’,
๐’”๐’Š๐’ ๐’†๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’…๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’„๐’๐’“๐’...
๐‘บ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Œ๐’Š๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’, ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Œ๐’Š๐’…๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’Ž๐’‚,
๐’„๐’–๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’ ๐’†๐’”๐’‘๐’‚๐’…๐’‚๐’”,
๐’„๐’–๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’๐’š ๐’†๐’ ๐’–๐’๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’๐’‚...
๐‘ผ๐’๐’‚, ๐’Œ๐’–๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’š๐’‚๐’˜ ๐’Ž๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’”๐’๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’…๐’,
๐’“รก๐’‘๐’Š๐’…๐’ ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’‘๐’‚๐’š๐’‘๐’‚๐’š ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’†๐’”๐’‘๐’‚๐’…๐’‚.
๐‘ฐ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’˜๐’‚, ๐’Œ๐’–๐’๐’ˆ ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’”๐’•๐’ ๐’Ž๐’ ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ ๐’Š๐’•๐’,
๐’•๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐’Ž๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’‘๐’‚๐’š๐’‘๐’‚๐’š ๐’‚๐’• ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’”๐’‚๐’š๐’‚๐’˜,
๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’š๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚๐’š๐’‚๐’˜.
๐‘ฐ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’•๐’๐’, ๐’…๐’†๐’‹๐’‚ ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’๐’‚ ๐’†๐’”๐’‘๐’‚๐’…๐’‚ ๐’„๐’‚๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’๐’ƒ๐’“๐’† ๐’”๐’– ๐’‘๐’†๐’„๐’‰๐’,
๐’Š๐’•๐’'๐’š ๐’•๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’š๐’‚, ๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’ ๐’”รณ๐’๐’ ๐’Žรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’.
ยฟ๐‘ดรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’“ ๐’†๐’ ๐’†๐’ ๐’Š๐’๐’•๐’†๐’๐’•๐’,
๐’‘๐’๐’“ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’๐’“? ยฟ๐‘ท๐’๐’“ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’”?
๐‘ซ๐’–๐’…๐’ ๐’’๐’–๐’† รฉ๐’ ๐’•๐’‚๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’Šรฉ๐’ ๐’”๐’–๐’‘๐’Š๐’†๐’“๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’๐’“ ๐’’๐’–รฉ ๐’Ž๐’–๐’“๐’Šรณ.
๐‘ท๐’†๐’“๐’ ๐’Žรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’.
๐‘ดรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’Š๐’“๐’”๐’†.
๐‘ดรญ๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’“๐’†.
๐‘บ๐’Š ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’ˆ๐’–๐’๐’•๐’‚๐’”, ๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’ ๐’†๐’” ๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’†.
๐‘ฌ๐’ ๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’† ๐’…๐’† ๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’„๐’,
๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’ƒ๐’“๐’‚ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’†๐’”๐’‘๐’‚๐’…๐’‚.
"All is fair in love and war"

"La Filibustera" series, parte dos
Louise Jun 2024
๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’“๐’”๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’†๐’Ž๐’๐’”๐’•, ๐’‚ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’…
๐’Š๐’”๐’'๐’• ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’๐’๐’†;
๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’•๐’๐’๐’.
๐‘จ ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’“๐’…๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’“ ๐’‡๐’‚๐’“๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’๐’๐’.
๐‘จ ๐’Ž๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’Œ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐’–๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’„๐’–๐’• ๐’„๐’“๐’๐’‘๐’”,
๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’—๐’†๐’”๐’• ๐’ˆ๐’“๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’˜๐’†๐’†๐’…๐’”.
๐‘ท๐’“๐’Š๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’š, ๐’‚ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’†๐’‚๐’‘๐’๐’;
๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚ ๐’•๐’๐’๐’ ๐’–๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’๐’‘ ๐’ƒ๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‡๐’๐’๐’…,
๐’•๐’ ๐’๐’–๐’“๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’š,
๐’๐’๐’–๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’‰ ๐’‚ ๐’•๐’๐’˜๐’.

๐‘จ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’Š๐’”๐’'๐’• ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’๐’๐’†...
๐‘ผ๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’‰๐’‚๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’๐’†.
๐‘ฐ๐’• ๐’˜๐’‚๐’” ๐’‚ ๐’‡๐’‚๐’“๐’Ž ๐’•๐’๐’๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’š
๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚ ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’• ๐’˜๐’†๐’‚๐’‘๐’๐’.

๐‘ต๐’๐’˜ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‡๐’Š๐’“๐’”๐’• ๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’†๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’๐’•๐’”,
๐’”๐’ ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’„๐’†๐’‡๐’–๐’๐’๐’š ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’•๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’๐’š,
๐’‚ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’๐’” ๐’Š๐’๐’•๐’ ๐’๐’๐’†;
๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’†๐’‚๐’‘๐’๐’.
๐‘จ ๐’„๐’๐’๐’”๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’๐’†.
๐‘ต๐’๐’˜ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚ ๐’Œ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐’˜๐’‚๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’†๐’๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’,
๐’•๐’ ๐’…๐’“๐’‚๐’˜ ๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’…๐’“๐’‚๐’˜ ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’†๐’๐’†๐’Ž๐’Š๐’†๐’”.
๐‘ผ๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’‚๐’•๐’†๐’๐’š, ๐’‚ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’†๐’‚๐’‘๐’๐’;
๐‘ฐ๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‚ ๐’•๐’๐’๐’ ๐’–๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’„๐’Œ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’…,
๐’•๐’ ๐’‘๐’“๐’๐’•๐’†๐’„๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’š,
๐’”๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’.

๐‘จ๐’๐’… ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’†๐’ ๐’Š๐’”๐’'๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’…...
๐‘ผ๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’„๐’‚๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’๐’† ๐’‚๐’” ๐’˜๐’†๐’๐’.
๐‘ต๐’๐’˜ ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ ๐’„๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’…๐’”,
๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’„๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’†๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’‚๐’›๐’† ๐’…๐’๐’˜๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’๐’.
"La Filibustera" series, parte seis
Louise Jul 2024
Ang letrang matapang.
Ang unang letra ng mga tao
na pinakamatatapang daw.
Ang unang letra ng salitang "laban",
ng "laot"
ng "lami"
ng "laya",
libro.
libertad.
lagrima.
Otra vez, libertad.
La palabra, "La"
La Union.
La Reina.
LA MANILEร‘A.
La poeta.
La escritora maxima.
Lakambini.
Learning.
Laughing.
Loving.
Living.
Life.
Live­. Laugh. Love.
I got inspired to write this after my surf instructor in La Union, kuya Larry, told me that I shouldn't be afraid of anything, because people whose name starts with the letter "L" are brave people. I can't argue with that. ๐Ÿ„๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
Louise Nov 2023
Ang masalimuot na pag-aalboroto.
Hindi na sana muli.
Ang nakakapuwing na mumunting bato.
Maging ang huli na sana ang pinakahuli.
Aasahan pa ba natin?
Ang nakakabulag, nakakaiyak na abo.
Hihintayin pa bang dumating?
Hindi na sana muli.
Ang natuyong lahar ang aking kapatawaran.
Ang iyong kapaligiran ang sa iyo naman.
Tuwing Nobyembre at Enero
Ipagdarasal ko ang hindi na muling pagputok, pagsabog
at pagbulusok ng Pinatubo.
Hindi na sana muli.
Maging ang huli na sana ang pinakahuli.
Isang panalangin. Metung a pangadi.
Louise Jun 2024
๐‘ด๐’‚๐’š๐’“๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’š ๐’…๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’–๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’”
๐’๐’‚ ๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’˜๐’‚๐’
๐’๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’” ๐’๐’Š ๐‘ฌ๐’ƒ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’–๐’๐’‚ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’–๐’๐’.
๐‘ด๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’š ๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’‚ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’,
๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’”๐’–๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’š๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’–๐’ƒ๐’–๐’•๐’Š,
๐’๐’ˆ๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’…๐’‚๐’…๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’–๐’๐’๐’”
๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’‘๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’.
๐‘ด๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’š ๐’๐’‚ ๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’๐’‚,
๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’Š๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’‚ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’†๐’”๐’‚,
๐’๐’ˆ๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’•๐’Š'๐’š ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’”๐’๐’
๐’‚๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’Š๐’š๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’Œ๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’‰๐’‚๐’š ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’.
๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’” ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š ๐‘ฌ๐’ƒ๐’‚.
๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’“๐’–๐’†๐’ƒ๐’‚.
๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’…๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‰๐’–๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’….
๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’š ๐’‚๐’”๐’‚๐’˜๐’‚.
๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’“๐’†.
๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’ˆ.
๐‘ด๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’š ๐’๐’‚ ๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’š๐’‚๐’…, ๐’”๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’“๐’‚๐’…๐’, ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’,
๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’–๐’ƒ๐’–๐’•๐’Š ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’,
๐’๐’ˆ๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‘๐’๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’…๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’ˆ
๐’‚๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’Š๐’š๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’‘๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’š ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’.
๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’†๐’“๐’Ž๐’๐’ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‡๐’“๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’†.
๐’‚๐’• ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’‚ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’„๐’–๐’“๐’‚.
"La Filibustera" series, parte cuatro
Louise May 2024
He cruzado los mares,
mientras cargaba mi propia cruz pesada.
He escalado los valles,
mientras cargo mis propias montaรฑas.
Todo esto y mรกs,
dudo que puedas hacerlo por tu cuenta.
Y es por eso que tรบ y yo somos diferentes.
No puedes ganar una guerra,
sin ser tu propio paraรญso e isla.
No se puede saborear la victoria
sin lamer los terrenos del Gรณlgota.
Todo esto y mรกs,
seguro de que no lo sabrรญas si no te lo dijera.
Y es por eso que tรบ y yo no somos iguales.
He surcado mares de fuego,
mis dientes salieron mรกs fuertes
que cien coronas.
He cavado mi propia tumba,
y regresรฉ mรกs poderosa
que mil mesรญas.
Y por eso soy reina, una eterna.
Y por quรฉ eres sรณlo un hombre, un mortal.
"Santa Cruz de Siquijor" trilogy, 3 of 3
Louise Aug 2024
Ang wikang nanlaban,
ay ang wikang nanatili.
Ang wikang di nag-atubili,
ay ang wikang nagwagi.
Ang wika ng mga matatapang,
ay ang wikang di maaagawan.
Ang wikang awitin ng araw
at ang wikang tula ng buwan.
Ang wikang harana ng habagat
at ang wikang isinulat ng dagat.
Ang wikang ibinaybay ng alon
at ang wikang di aanurin ng baybay.
Ang wikang sinambit ng mga ninuno
na kailanman ay di mamamatay.
Ang wikang ginamit ng mga bayani
na habambuhay nang mamamalagi.
Ang wikang matapang,
ang wika ko magpasawalang-hanggan.
Isang oda sa Tagalog, ang wikang matapang at ang wika ng mga matatapang. Para sa buwan ng wika.
Louise Nov 2024
Maaaring nagsisinungaling ang mga makata.
Nalilimutan ko na ang tunog ng iyong tawa.
Pinipilit maalala ang iyong tinig sa tuwina.
Tulungan mo akong maalala.
Baka nga sinungaling ang makata.
Inuukit sa isip ang mga salitang binitawan.
Binabaybay sa tula, binubuo sa iyong wika.
Tulungan mo akong gunitain ka.
Baka nga isang krimen ang sumulat ng tula.
Kada letra ay lenggwaheng naglalakbay,
Kada pahina ay anod na di matatangay.
Tulungan mo akong lumutang.
Baka nga kriminal ang maging makata.
Nalulunod sa tinta ng pagkalumbay,
sa ilalim ng alon ng paghihintay.
Tulungan mo akong tumula.
Maligaya at mapagpalayang Pambansang Araw ng Pagtula! ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿชถ๐Ÿ“œ
Louise Jan 2024
Dear Reader,

If your winter becomes unbearably colder,
your summer a little less hot,
If your spring lacks flowers and colors,
and your next autumn full of drought,

remember that it's summer all year here,
yet my nights are colder since you left.
But I'll be waiting until you're back or near,
to go where or do what,
we'll just have to wonder and guess...
With love,
Your Philippine pearl
Louise Mar 2017
All those homilies are works of comedy;
the only sounds you'll need to hear are my moans and plea, praying for you to take me.
I would need no altar to make you kneel,
the sight of my bare back alone would send those sinful lips of yours into overkill.
And, please, put that bible away,
we'll have the best erotica written by the time this night is over anyway,
or perhaps until the sun becomes astray from the unforgiving light and day.
So come on now, your able hands
would make the saints envious
with all the unkind things you'll do to my equally unkind body,
Bring it on, your cunning tongue
could make even a skeptic curious
even the angels would be stripped off
their grace and glory.
Forget about your god when all he ever do
is make you bleed, cry and beg,
you know the only place you'll ever find eternal salvation is between my legs.

Your hot breath and hands against my neck,
amen.
Louise Aug 2024
But do you know that all of these takes time?
That you simply can't just wake up good?
That this is one thing you can't do online?
That this is more than wearing boots?
But do you know how much time is mine?
That you might wanna share perhaps?
But do you know how long must I ride?
Before you enter the arena and do laps?
But do you know that all of these takes time?
That even the greatest cowboy can fall?
That if you think it could be anywhere,
could it possibly be on my bed or hall?
Do you know that it takes hell of a practice?
But then if it's the art of cantering,
my body is but one masterpiece,
you are a renaissance artist.
But if a horse is poetry in motion,
your legs writes classic novels
I don't wish to ever end.
And if this little tryst is all but a play,
then we better make it worthwhile
do it best more than a playwright.
yee to the haw. ๐Ÿค 
Louise May 2022
I said,
"This is only gonna be a summer thing".
For six weeks, you can have me
as your shiny bling.
I would let myself get lost
in your ocean's blue,
but only until the first drop of rain in June.
I would let myself drown in joy,
be your new toy, but boy,
I never thought "summer"
would be our most favorite ploy.
"This is only gonna be a summer thing",
But then we live in far-flung distances,
stretching and bending from east to west.
Summer is here, spring is his,
when it's rainy where I am, he's at ease.
And when I'm feeling the summer breeze,
It's as if I could almost hear him sneeze.
And when summer comes where he is,
I am the one who's cold and about to freeze.
"This is only gonna be a summer thing",
but when my summer is over,
his summer is just beginning.
And when his summer is around the corner,
my summer is yet again just starting.
"This is only gonna be a summer thing",
says she who lives in the tropics,
where summer is all-year long.
"This is only gonna be a summer thing",
says he whose heart she has melted,
summer is forever and winter is long ago.
Seemingly unsure and shallow at the beginning, the writer writes of how she and her lover experiences summer at different times of the year because they live in far, different places from each other. The promise of a "summer love" type of relationship can be read repetitively, almost like a reminder to the writer herself... but the writer realizes by the end of the piece that this relationship has the potential to last a long time,
if not forever.
Louise Mar 2017
He softly touched her cheek
the same way cold touched
the first few mornings
of Februaryใ…กfrigid but somehow fleeting.
Full of adoration
yet full of uncertainties.
And like the whispers of warmth
on some mornings,
he's almost always anticipating to leave.
With those cold hands of his,
he softly touched her cheek
and like the fury between
the cold and warm,
he kissed her
while whispering goodbye
at the same time.
Louise Oct 2024
"I will not be apologetic.
I won't apologize for loving you the way I do
or for loving you the way you want me to.
For touching you in places I shouldn't have,
for touching you where you trail your hands.
I won't apologize for loving you until I burst,
I won't apologize even if everything hurts.
I will not be sorry that my kisses are stormy,
I will not be sorry that I'm always in a hurry.
I will not feel bad when everyone is mad,
I am glad to say that you're the best I've had.
I will not be apologetic
that I'm never decisive,
I will not be apologetic
that this love is destructive."

Is that what you're expecting me to say?
Is that what you wanted me to write?
To try to turn the night into day?
To try to turn the wrongs into rights?
Did you want to rob the sun off its rays?
Did you want the moon to lose its tides?
Were you wishing I'd surf your waves?
Were you praying I'd love you after the lies?
I hate to say it, I hate to break it to you,
I couldn't, no I won't do it, it just won't do.
"Baler" series, part two
Louise Jul 2016
(A tagalog poem)

ใ…ก

Tyaka na lang kita papansinin,
kapag kaya na kitang bigyan ng isang
matamis na ngiti gamit ang bibig na hindi
nangangamoy usok ng sigarilyo.
Tyaka na lang kita kikilalanin,
kapag kaya ko na ring kilalanin ang sariling tinig at hindi ang sigaw ng mga demonyong nangungupahan sa aking isip.
Tyaka na lang kita tatawagan,
kapag kaya ko nang alagaan ang aking katawan at muli na akong natutulog
bago pa magpalitan ang araw at buwan.
Tyaka na lang kita iisipin,
kapag ang tanging kinakatakutan ko na lamang ay ang pagkakawalay sayo
at hindi ang maaari kong gawin sa sarili
oras na maiwan nang mag-isa sa kwarto.
Tyaka na lang kita papakatitigan,
kapag ang aking mga mata'y hindi na pagod, namumugto, namumula.
Tyaka na lang kita kakausapin,
sa araw na pag-ibig na ang aking bukambibig,
sa oras na kasiyahan na ang nasa isip
at hindi kung paanong tali ba ang gagawin sa gagamiting "lubid".
Tyaka ko na lang hahawakan ang iyong kamay,
kapag naghilom na ang mga hiwa at sugat na ginuhit, inukit sa pulso,
kapag ang isip at kalooban ko'y
muli nang nagkasundo.
Tyaka na lang kita hahalikan,
kapag kaya ko nang talikuran ang mga bote ng alak kapalit ng dampi ng iyong labi.
Tyaka na lang kita yayakapin,
tyaka ko na lang hahayaan ang sariling
maranasan na iyong mahagkan,
kapag muli na akong nakakakain ng tama, sa tamang oras.
Kakayanin mo kaya ang maghintay kahit magpa-hanggang kailan?

At patawarin mo ako. Patawarin mo kung ano ako. Patawarin **** ito ako.
Patawarin mo ang kototohanan na
binubuo ako
ng kalungkutan at kaguluhan.
Patawarin **** kung minsan
kapag bumuhos ang luha
ko'y mas malakas pa sa ulan.
Isang araw, aawit ako
ng awit ng pananalig at katiyakan.
Susulat ng tula na naglalaman ng kasiyahan.
Ngunit sa ngayon,
dasal ko'y patawarin mo muna ako.

Giliw, tyaka na lang kita iibigin...
kapag kaya ko na ring ibigin ang aking sarili.
Louise Jul 2024
Maybe I don't wanna be better?
If your definition of "better" is to risk
this spark of joy and trade it
for pangs of burn and bouts of pain,
then maybe I don't wanna be better.
My darling dear,
life is already painful as it is.
Maybe I wanna surf where it wouldn't hurt?
And if being around
other hurt surfers would,
I'd very much fancy riding the waves alone,
catch a break or break down on my own,
so I wanna surf where it wouldn't hurt.
My north wind,
reality cuts deeper than reefs.
Maybe I wanna stay in the shallow?
If your depth is where I could lose myself,
yet again, and break my back,
skin and bones
and swim back to shore
or drift lifeless alone,
then maybe I just wanna stay in the shallow.
My grand sea,
love should not hurt and bleed.
I understand you now. Why you'd rather surf the smaller, shallow waves and enjoy anyway.
Louise Jun 2024
But times are different now.
You may still have a kingdom,
yet you're here in mine and yours is far away,
you're here looking for food, like some stray.
But the tides have turned now.
Your kind used to be stronger,
yet now I have you wrapped around my finger,
you're there looking for me, who's now bigger.
But this is a newer world now.
You are right here in my kingdom and land,
you're nowhere to be found
if not for the golden touch of my hand.
But this is my world now.
You are right here in my abundant islands
and under my crimson red skies.
You'll be all but buried down to the ground
if not for my songs, lies, jokes and fire.
You're reduced to ashes among the sand
if not for me coming right into your life.
Yo no ruego
pero tu eres el que esta rogando.
Soy la reina de la isla del fuego,
este es mi juego y tu solo estas jugando.

"Reyna" trilogy, 2 of 3
Louise Oct 2024
Ang awitin ng mga armas,
ang katahimikan ng kampana,
ang tinig ng mga bala,
ang kawalan ng himno ng misa.

Balikan mo ang kwento ng nayon,
bilhin mo ang bawat minuto at oras,
mag-baliktanaw sa kahapon at ngayon
nang โ€˜di ma-balewala ang bukas at wakas.

Ang himig ng mga nagliliparang pana,
bulong ng mga dasal at adhikain,
ang ungol ng mga sundalong sugatan,
bitbit ko sa aking kasal sa kanluranin.

Balikan mo ang kwento ng nayon,
bilhin mo ang bawat minuto at oras,
mag-baliktanaw sa kahapon at ngayon
nang โ€˜di ma-balewala ang bukas at wakas.
"Baler" series, part four
Louise Oct 2024
Poetry is when you built me
only to break me down into words.
Art is when you ran to me
when you were breaking on your own.
I was a winning manuscript,
but you reduced me to bamboos and shells.
I was a renowned masterpiece,
but now I am one with my sands as I fell.
Poetry is when you wanted me
only to wash and wipe me out as I rose up.
Art is when you loved me
only to turn my back, letting you down.
Symphony is when you cried
only for me to cry harder, bow, and howl.
History is when we heard the gunshots
only did they replace our jokes and songs.
Revolution is the sound of the bombs
when I was asking for the truth for so long.

I used to be a place of worship,
my body used to be a temple
of what you used to call God;
remember when you prayed to him?
Now I am all but rubbles,
a ruin after a year of shambles.
I used to be where the choir sings,
I used to be the center, facing the town hall
of the place you used to control and reign;
remember how cold it feels like every fall?
Now in silence I will succumb,
Iโ€™d bury myself for an eternity of hush.
Now in secrets I am downed and numb,
Iโ€™d drown myself in waves of delayed rush.
Baler Church's Concerto (The Song of San Luis Obispo de Tolosa Parish)

"Baler" series, part three
Louise Jul 2024
At kung napapagal ka na sa haba ng lakbay,
nababagot sa buhay o kawalan nitong taglay,
kung hapong-hapo ka na sa alon ng lumbay,
hayaan **** hayaan kitang dumaong,
pumarito ka sa aking baybay,
pumarada ka at pumatong.
๐˜  ๐˜ฅ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ,
๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ.
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ณรฉ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ช, ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณรฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ
๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด.
Kung napapagod ka na sa tagal ng byahe,
mananatili ba o muling mag-iimpake?
Kung nalilito saan nga ba patungo,
sa dako kaya rito, o dako roon?
Hayaan **** hayaan kitang huminto.
Pumara ka, papalapit, pumarito.
๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ข ๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ข ๐˜ต๐˜ถ ๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฆรณ๐˜ฏ,
๐˜บ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ข ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด
๐˜บ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ข ๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ข.
๐˜š๐˜ฐ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ถ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ป๐˜ข,
๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณรฉ ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด.
Louise Jul 2024
If the green waves in Siargao
and the blue swells in La Union
could meet somewhere and speak,
what would they talk about?
In what language, even?
Ilocano? Bisaya? Tagalog? Espaรฑol?
Or perhaps the better question is;
what would they ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต talk about?
If the waters of Siargao could introduce itself
to the northwest wind of La Union,
I think,
they would create waves more gigantic
than Bondi or Nazare.
And if the eastern Pacific wind of Siargao
kiss the West Philippine Sea beside La Union,
I believe,
they would cause tsunami bigger than Japan's.
The waves would be bigger than anywhere else,
together they would be the best.
Or they could be the worst.
And so God willed La Union in the northwest,
and Siargao further down south in Mindanao.
And so they could not speak, meet and kiss...
Louise Sep 2016
Before despair takes my heart and scream "mine",

Before the flowers planted from pain rots away with time,

Before the birds faint and fall from the dark grey skies,

Before the music shuts through the angst of the chimes,

Before they tell us no, we weren't meant to be tomorrow and lie,

Before the daylight howls and before the sunset cries,

take me by the tip of your tongue and spill your sadness in me.

Take me in every corner of your room until I run out of fears to bleed.

Take me. Take me anywhere.
Louise Jul 2016
The band is where I need to be
When I buzz and splash
and when
I roll,
My weary soul's finally set free.
The moment I undressed
for the snare,
I knew
the last thing I ever wanted
to be is sane.
My tired limb pitched in for the bass,
I got afraid
my music is bound to be
an unsolved case.


Silence...

Then here they come again.

Then I shall be beating and playing again.
Louise May 2022
A line from a favorite movie of mine goes;
"Marriage isn't romantic,
that's why God invented poetry."
And I could not get it out of my mind.
So much that it kept me up for two nights.
That what if I am to become a wife,
life would be a never ending strife?
What if I can only sit still with a book,
but as soon as I am someone's woman,
I am a runaway and a crook?
What if I can only well rhyme my poems,
but affection for my husband
is something I would always owe him?
What if I am only clever with my riddles,
but fall short with my duties as a maiden?
What if I am only a good artist,
but bad in marriage?
What if I am ideal in theory,
but repulsive in practice?
What if I am a better lover,
but only in my letters?
What if only in fantasy am I a good writer,
but in reality as a foe am I better?
Louise 7d
โ€œ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’–, ๐‘ฐ ๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’–โ€™๐’—๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰.โ€

So Iโ€™ll take and blow a birthday candle.
But Iโ€™d rather wish for your healing.
Instead of wishing to touch
your hand again...

โ€œ๐‘ฐ ๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ฐ ๐’–๐’๐’…๐’†๐’“๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’…. ๐‘ฏ๐’†๐’“๐’†, ๐’•๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’…โ€

And Iโ€™ll make and keep a birthday wish.
But Iโ€™d wish youโ€™ll not meet another *****.
Instead of wishing that Iโ€™d feel
your kiss and your lips...
Dahil ang tunay na pag-ibig ay mapagpalaya.
Louise Jul 2022
I study and read about it
Sing songs in the glory of it
Carve it on your tongue
and lips
Tattoo, etch and kiss it
on my hips

Interpreter of dreams,
you see the future
once a cynic but it seems
with you I am sure.
So I kneel and crawl
slowly towards your temple,
I am a broken statue
that only you could reassamble.

I pray, please do not humble
yourself before any god,
for you know your words
are worth more than gold.
I praise and worship you
as my one and only king,
even your sins are the
absolute truth I'm praying.

For you I would blindlessly
find a new Babylon,
for in your holy name
I saw eternal salvation.
Darling, there is no more
unbearable exile
than being far away
from you in miles.

Still I exalt you and in you
I put all my faith,
for you are the beast
my demons see as bait.
Yet you call on me
like an angel from your dream,
my songs are whisper,
while my poems are screams.

I found you one fateful,
raging night in the lion's den
we ran away with the wolves,
never returned again.
My religion is loving you
and blessing your name.
One touch and forgetting you
is a losing game.

In your quiet I found my
passing repentance,
yet our love is a loud,
deafening covenant.
On my knees,
I cast away your burdens,
in your name
I can move mountains.
๐‘ฐ๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’‰๐’๐’๐’š ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’†, ๐‘ฐ ๐’‡๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’†๐’•๐’†๐’“๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’—๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’.

boldog nรฉvnapot, szerelmem โ™ก
Louise Oct 2024
Look, I'm not even bothered.
I'm not bothered that you're riding
another woman's bed as if they're waves,
and well, your body is the board.
I'm not bothered that you're exchanging
****** fluids all night long,
like when seawater mixes with your sweat
from catching waves all afternoon.
I'm not bothered.
Now listen, I'm not at all bothered.
I'm not bothered that you're dancing,
like her body is a wave you're surfing,
in some bar whose name I can't pronounce,
or I could, but you'll find it funny.
I'm not bothered that you're all over her,
moving it like you wanna get barreled in,
like she is just your dream surf trip
and that I just feel like a pool... or a fool,
I might be crying, but it's sunny.
But I'm not bothered.
Not at all.
But
I'm bothered...
I'm actually, really, totally bothered
by the jokes you'll share,
by the new jokes you'll make,
the ones I can't hear,
over the sound of the waves.
I'm bothered that you're not near,
'cause lately, you're all I ever crave.
I'm bothered...
by the sound of your laughters together,
or does it sound different in winter?
I'm bothered that she knows
how your laugh sounds in every season
and how your smile looks all year long.
Now I'm bothered.
I'm absolutely hot and bothered.
"Baler" series, part eight
Louise Jan 1
I hate to be the one to break it to you,
right on the first day of the year anew,
but hereโ€™s the breaking news:
I am the one for you.

Yet the ball is no longer in my court.
This is not a game, but love burns and hurts.
Love is not a war, but a kingdom has a court.
And every king needs his queen of hearts.

And if I am the one, you would see my heart is not easily won.
You can try, but you canโ€™t find another of my kind among the ton.
And if you even dare, you would come closer and get out of your phone.
You can fly, sway, cry, swing, but you canโ€™t avoid me, Iโ€™m your new bone.

And if you wanna play, youโ€™d win a prize youโ€™ve never had before.
Yes youโ€™d feel every emotion youโ€™ve never known, except bored.
And if you wanna fight, youโ€™d bring a castle facing the sea, along the shores.
But no, the ball is no longer in my court,
and I am sure as day, thatโ€™s for sure.
Your move. โ™Ÿ๏ธ
Louise Jan 14
When I am out and about with my friends,
I am the best lover.
When I am alone and sitting in the dark,
I try to be a stardust.
Whenever I feel happy and content,
I am a little girl.
Whenever I feel down and worried,
I am an old woman.
Whenever I want something,
I am a *****.
Whenever somethingโ€™s after me,
I am a witch.
Whenever I am free and light,
I am actually sad inside.
Whenever I look frail and in fright,
I actually need someone by my side.
When I am walking at night in the city,
I am guarded.
When I am in the confines of my room,
I am discarded.
When I am sitting in a cafe,
I am the sugar that I didnโ€™t ask for.
When I am stirring my chocolate at home,
I am the salt I mistakenly sprinkled over.
Because I have always been alone,
I am a cold mountain.
But when I felt your touch,
I am but a flower.
Because all I heard are my own cries,
I am a sharp, hot rock.
But when I heard the sound of your voice,
I am but tiny petals under the sun.
Louise Aug 2022
Marahil walang isang salita
ang makakapag-bigay linaw
Sa kadilimang taglay ng tuwina,
sa aking labi, tila nawawala ang ilaw

Mga mata'y malayo ang tanaw
ngunit hindi nito saklaw ang pagitan
Higit na malawak at binabalot ng panglaw,
sa paggising ay salat sa iyong galaw

At oo, tila nagkakaiba ang wika
na kilala ng ating mga dila,
kaya't iaalay na lamang ang buwan at araw
sa'yo, aking mahal, pati na rin aking diwa

Mula sa sulok ng aking silid
at sa isip na puspos ng suliranin,
isinusulat itong munting tula
sa buwan ng aking wikang kilala

Mga kamay ko'y ipinagdiriwang
na mayroong ikaw at ikaw ay akin,
ipinagbubunyi ang buwan ng ikaw
puso'y tatangis hangga't ika'y makapiling
Isang tula para sa buwan ng wika.
Louise Jan 2019
It was 3 A.M. in the heart of the metro,
although by the crossroads of Katipunan,
Aurora Blvd and CP Garcia,
the music of time seems to sigh to a stop.
And there by the corner, an orchestra.
Our hearts, on the other hand,
were out in the open
but the cold weather got the best of us.
Our sleepy eyes were giving us away.
You had to pull me closer
and I had to warm up your hands.
Have I told you before?
You have the hands that could unsettle
but your eyes tells a whole different story.
A tale I was too terrified to start reading, perhaps.
But a favorite of mine it has become in time.
Moments with you are as raw and surreal
as moments can be;
they were just once imaginations and inspirations for
those bad poems I used to write years ago.
Not that my poems now are good but the ideas I can now grasp,
they're inside my realm, within my reach.
Your far-fetched dreams are statement patches
on my denim jacket while my craziest of hopes
are tucked safely inside every pocket of your dad's
hand-me-down vintage jeans.
"He got this from Vietnam in the 80's",
you uttered between a puff of smoke
and before I could start talking about the war yet again,
just like in the movies,
you started asking me about my dad, his whereabouts,
'just anything' about him;
something a lover has never done before,
something a friend wouldn't even bother hearing about.
You were waiting intently yet so patiently
for my response as you threw away the **** of your cigarette.
Right then and there,
I swear I was in rock bottom in love with you.
Should I reach for your lips first then proceed to tell you?
Or should I tell you first and then stop to stare at your lips longingly before finally reaching
out to kiss you, like in the movies, too?
For the very first time, I was in rendezvous with the story
and the abiding pain that comes with its telling.
I almost liked the melancholy lying in its very idea.
I was at peace talking about it,
almost as if it wasn't my own story to tell.
You made everything so easy, like throwing up acid
after about twelve celebratory shots of Stolichnaya.
You listened, you didn't just hear me out but you listened
like no one did before
and right then and there,
I swear I could give you the world.
And I started doing so by giving you the bricks
from the ruins of the walls around my heart.
The same bricks that I shattered
and played my own heart with.
I even had the faint chance to understand myself,
but not as much as you did.
I saw some things I've never seen before
but not as clearly as you did.
I stopped mid-sentence, first to catch my breath,
second to recollect myself
and I wasn't very sure about the third
if I wanted to break down
or if I wanted to reach for your lips,
finally pull you in for a kiss but to hell, you knew
what I needed better.
You took my hand, kissed it tenderly before pulling me in.
You let my head rest on your lap like I would have with my dad, should he stayed.
And I told myself "there's no turning back".
You found me by the crossroads
and you made me tiptoe happily through
the speeding vehicles that once killed me
and destroyed parts of me that I could never take back
but I would do it all over again.
I would live only to die again.
For half the time, you were waiting for me on the
other side of the road but for the latter,
you impatiently crossed the other half of the road
to meet me in the middle,
so we could cross back to safety together.
I could double whatever price I had to pay
when I saw your face getting closer
and when you finally touched me,
I was willing to embrace the glory of bankruptcy.
Right then and there I swear I could do everything for you
and I started doing so by forcing my heart
with all its might to try beating once more
and it did, to my surprise, the loudest it ever has.
I didn't have to hold the shards for too long
with my already bleeding and wary hands
because you held them with me.
You held me.
And just like that, I am whole again.
We were singing along to Strawberry Fields Forever,
exchanging soft, contented sighs while wishing
Walrus didn't have to close so soon as 2 A.M.
Louise Dec 2024
Am I naughty or am I nice?
An angel or a *****?
Will I be your victory or vice?
A cherub or a siren?
Am I a dream come true or the color blue?
Am I a gift or a piece of wood adrift?
And if I make a wish, would it be for you?
Would I be the fundamental keys, like Ctrl+Shift?
And if I set the tone, will you follow through?
Would I be a letter you'll burn or a masterpiece you'll keep?
And if we see this through, to whom do we say thanks to?
Late christmas entry??? ๐Ÿ˜š

Who?
When?
Where?
What now then?
Louise Jul 2022
I finally understand why renaissance artists
took their sweet time with their paintings
and why it took them decades to even dare
to begin working on a new one again.

I finally understand why my rock heroes
wasted years of their lives waiting for lyrics,
no matter how many hours they pour
and drink, creating melodies and music.

I finally understand why poets and beaus
would rather leave when words run dry
when artworks are new and songs are due,
that is the cue poems must bleed and cry.

Because like our love, a rare shade of blue,
like a ballad only played by the lucky few;
A love like ours is not the everyday kind,
because a love like this is rare to find.
"And just like a folk song, our love will be passed on"
Louise Nov 2016
How sweet it is to relive the years of young over and over!

How lovely it is to recall the good old days and remember!

The candies, the soft songs, the bliss of innocence, the tinge of rainbow at every sight!
Oh, bring me back to my childhood!

โ€ฆbut this is their story.

my childhood had been what life is to me all along and now;

Everything and everyone comes and then goes.

There are but few things that haven't changed from when I was four;

the longing I can never outgrow.

the house I can never really call home.

the constant nightmares, cries and screams.

nothing a child would ever imagine nor dream.

The scars, the beaten-down rhymes, the blame beneath the chastise, the fading of every color from the light.
Oh, I am finally kissing my childhood goodbye!

*...and this is mine.
First poem of my life as music (series)
Louise Oct 2024
With your eyes that lights up as you smile,
you could stretch a beach by another mile...
With your hair that falls like the forest light,
you make a nocturnal excited for sunrise...
You are a prize without a price!

Your dreams are a promised destination,
with your warmth that heals
under the island sky...
Your skin is a timeless celebration,
with your cheeks that redden
under the summer's touch...
You are a revelation and a surprise!

๐˜—๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜”๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ข;
๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ รฉ๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ,
๐˜ช ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ดรณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด.
๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ด ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ดรณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜น ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ด,
๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ณ-๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎรณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜‹รฉ๐˜ถ.
๐˜Š๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜น๐˜ฐ๐˜ด
๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ช ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ด
๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ถ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ช ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ด,
๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ด ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ช ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ดรณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ด!
โ˜†
From Baler and Badian to Barcelona,
Happy birthday Mireia! ๐Ÿ’‹
Feliรง aniversari Mireia! ๐Ÿ’‹
Louise Apr 2024
What of languages, if you only need a few words to ask how a friend is today?

What of learning dialects, if you only need a single sentence to ask a vendor how much their goods are?

What use are the multiple languages you speak, when you can't use a single one of them to say what you feel?

What about the new language you taught me, if you only speak to me when I do? What good is it, if I were to become mute?

So what of languages, if you can't use them to ask me how I am today?

So what of your dialects, if I couldn't ask you how much your attention is,
or if I could even buy it?

So what use are the multiple languages we speak, if we can't use a single word, a sentence, not a single language to say what we feel?

What about the new language you taught me? Do we let it die or make new jokes?
How good it will be, if they become true?
Kamustรก? ยฟCรณmo estรกs? Kรปmusta? Com estร s?
Louise May 2024
What of languages, if you only need a few words to tell me the truth?

What of learning dialects, if you only need a single sentence to ask the ocean to stay still for a moment?

What use are the multiple languages you speak, when you can't use a single one of them to say what you feel?

What about the new language you taught me, do I forget it and throw it to the sea? What good is it, if I'm slowly becoming mute?

So what of languages, if you only have to answer yes or no?

So what of dialects, if I couldn't even ask you to drown me in your ocean of lies, let your waves sink me, eat me alive?

So what use are the multiple languages we speak, if we can't use a single word, a sentence, not a single language to say
the multitudes of feelings we feel?

What about the new language you taught me?
Do I write about it, let it hurt and ****?
How bad will it be, if I were to die on this hill?
Pakiusap. Por favor. Palihug. Si us plau.
Louise Jun 2024
What of languages, if you only need one or two words to say you're sorry?

What of learning dialects, if you only need a single sentence to tell me why you think I deserved whatever **** you've put me in?

What use are the multiple languages you speak, when you can't use a single one of them to justify what you did?

What about the new language you taught me, is it even ours to begin with?
What good is it, if I'm now gagged, silenced and mute?

So what of languages, if you are to be exiled soon, with your tongue tied too?

So what of my dialects, if I couldn't even ask myself to forgive and forget, to let it go and give it a rest?

So what use are the multiple languages we speak, if we can't use a single word, a sentence, not a single language to say
the multitudes of feelings we feel?

What about the new language you taught me? I wanna write these words in scripts, only to light them in a fire.
How good will it be, if I were to be the bad guy this time?
Patawad. Perdรณname. Pasaylo-a ko. Perdona'm.
Louise Dec 2024
De enero a junio a diciembre,
no hay clima que no quiera volver.
Este aรฑo se sintiรณ como una puta pistola,
sintiรณ como una telenovela.
Montรฉ a caballo, tuve accidentes,
besรฉ cabrones, morรญ mil muertes.
Montรฉ olas y quedรฉ atrapado bajo el agua.
probรฉ amapolas y despertรฉ en Nicaragua.
Desde el verano hasta el invierno,
no hay mes que me haga decir โ€œยกLo probando!โ€
Este aรฑo es simplemente el peor,
Lleno de error pero tambiรฉn lleno de color.
Pero volverรฉ a montar,
como el mejor vaquero y rejoneador.
Pero lo volverรฉ a hacer,
como el mejor torero y matador.
Morirรฉ otra vez y vivirรฉ otra y otra vez,
como la protagonista de una telenovela.
Podrรญa hacer esto una y otra vez,
como una puta telenovela!
Louise Aug 2023
Five summers, four lovers
and three checkbooks ago,
I've been here, as I am today.
Same corner, same shade of gloomy day,
and about the same volume of falling rain,
still a one-call-away favorite friend of pain.
Only now I am much more
clever and conniving,
more calculating
and dare I say,
more frightening.
My approaching steps are the pitter-patter
of the storm starting,
the thundering warning of my arrival
is Manila's hour rushing.
Words from my lips
are news you'd rather miss,
however I can't say the same
about my infamous kiss.
I am older, and longer are my to-do lists.
My patience is longer,
but my heart no longer sighs or beats.
Quick cafe scribble
Louise Oct 2024
With your hair that glows golden
under the glimmering sun...
With your eyes that glistens
under summer heat's touch...
you are as soft as a cloud
on a weary traveler's mouth!

And with your skin that never burns,
but touch that makes the sun envy with red...
And with your laughter that glimmers,
the sands shall never again darken...
you are as sweet as day,
the morning sun at bay
after a night of gray!

๐˜—๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ก๐˜ฐรซ;
๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ดรณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ
๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ข ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข,
๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ดรณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ
๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ข.
๐˜Š๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜น ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ช ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ
๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ณ ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด,
๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ช ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ดรณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด... โ™ก
From Manila and Malapascua to Mar Mediterrani,
Happy birthday Zoรซ! ๐Ÿ’‹
Feliรง aniversari Zoรซ! ๐Ÿ’‹
Louise Jun 2022
They said you cannot pour
from an empty cup,
yet you fill me up, overflowing with feelings,
feelings that I have yet to feel,
let alone even believe.

They said you cannot pour
from an empty cup,
yet I find myself being able to give you more,
right when I thought
I could no longer give.

They said you cannot pour
from an empty cup,
so we throw away our old fragile mugs,
take out the fine, gold-rimmed glasses
and we began to clink.

They said you cannot pour
from an empty cup,
so we took out a bottle,
carefully tasting by drips,
and into the night we drink.

They said you cannot pour
from an empty cup,
So we threw a feast,
with only us two as guests,
until it's the dawn
and even then we still celebrate.

They said you cannot pour
from an empty cup,
yet we clink, drink and celebrate together,
finish one bottle after the other
because you know we have
a fair surplus of wine
down in our cellar
Our love is a testament that you can still love and give while you heal and grieve.
Louise Dec 2024
I am the earth.
I seek the sea,
occupy the ocean,
wish for the water.
While you,
yearn for the earth,
lead the lands,
savour the soil.
I am the earth
And I wish for you.
I wish for you.
Iโ€™ve been wishing for you...
Louise Jul 2019
Rain was pouring hard
when my cheap fastfood coffee was full,
my cold sweat does the same
as soon as I finished the cup.
Bringing an umbrella in Dapitan
is not necessary.
At least that's what I said
before I was all soaked and in dread.
Diyan Sa May Mga Nilad #3: Dapitan
Louise Nov 2023
My heart has had enough
My mind had its final run
But my body
Oh god, my body,
My poor body...
It remains unsullied, untouched

Years have passed
and the past have yearned,
spells were cast
and lessons are learned.
Still, my body remains hungry
It remains still, and it's still at rest
Still, it's been at rest painfully
I remain unfed, receiving only less
And it wants to run, climb and fly
it wants to bleed, shed and cry

My body;
not only does it ask me for more,
but it demands the most.
It asks me to tour down the earth's core,
commands me to find what's lost.

The exhaustion
The falling
The soreness
The failing
The bouts of pain
The flying...

Everything my heart has fought with,
everything my mind has battled with,
my body wants every taste,
craves every punch and hit.
It craves some kind of feigned balance,
it craves a round of some dangerous dance

Yet I wait
I wait for nature to grant me the green light.
I wait for the stars to lull me into the night.
I wait for the trees to give me some reason.
I wait for the moon to pull me into seasons.

Oh it's for sure a delicate time.

For me and you both.
I am dangerously insatiable.
Louise Jun 2024
๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚,
๐’†๐’ ๐’„๐’–๐’“๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’–๐’†๐’…๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’‚๐’“ ๐’š ๐’๐’‚๐’…๐’“๐’‚๐’“ ๐’•๐’๐’…๐’ ๐’๐’ ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’†๐’“๐’‚,
๐’”๐’–๐’” ๐’‘๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’“๐’‚๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’…๐’‚๐’…, ๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’•๐’“๐’ ๐’‰๐’๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’“๐’†;
๐’†๐’ ๐’†๐’ ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐’…๐’† ๐’•๐’๐’…๐’, รฉ๐’ ๐’๐’–๐’๐’„๐’‚ ๐’”๐’†๐’“รก ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’”.

๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚,
๐’๐’๐’” ๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’š๐’†๐’๐’•๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’ˆ๐’–๐’Š๐’…๐’๐’“๐’†๐’” ๐’„๐’Š๐’†๐’ˆ๐’๐’”,
๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚ ๐’๐’ ๐’†๐’” ๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’‡๐’†๐’„๐’•๐’‚, ๐’†๐’” ๐’–๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’•๐’–๐’„๐’Šรณ๐’;
๐‘จ ๐’—๐’†๐’„๐’†๐’” ๐’†๐’” ๐’Š๐’๐’„๐’๐’–๐’”๐’ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’–๐’“๐’Š๐’…๐’‚๐’… ๐’‚๐’ ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’ ๐’•รบ๐’๐’†๐’.

๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚,
๐’†๐’ ๐’‘๐’–๐’†๐’ƒ๐’๐’ ๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’–๐’” ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’”๐’„๐’๐’•๐’‚๐’” ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’‚ ๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’“,
ยก๐‘บ๐’๐’Ž๐’๐’” ๐’‰๐’Š๐’‹๐’๐’” ๐’…๐’† ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’”, ๐’๐’ ๐’†๐’”๐’„๐’๐’‚๐’—๐’๐’” ๐’…๐’† ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚!
ยก๐‘บ๐’Š ๐’๐’‚๐’” ๐’„๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’” ๐’†๐’Ž๐’‘๐’†๐’๐’“๐’‚๐’, ๐’†๐’” ๐’‘๐’๐’“ ๐’„๐’–๐’๐’‘๐’‚ ๐’…๐’† ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚!

ยก๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’†๐’” ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’”๐’๐’๐’–๐’•๐’, ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚ ๐’๐’!
ยก๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’†๐’” ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’š ๐’๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“๐’‚๐’…๐’๐’“, ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚ ๐’๐’!
๐‘ฌ๐’ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’๐’“ ๐’…๐’† ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’†๐’” ๐’Š๐’๐’„๐’๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’„๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’, ๐’„๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚, ยฟ๐’…รณ๐’๐’…๐’† ๐’†๐’”๐’•รก ๐’†๐’ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’๐’“?
ยก๐’€ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’†๐’” ๐’…๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’, ๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’…๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’š ๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’‡๐’†๐’„๐’•๐’, ๐’š ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚ ๐’๐’–๐’๐’„๐’‚ ๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’“รก!

๐‘ฌ๐’๐’•๐’๐’๐’„๐’†๐’” ๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚,
๐’‘๐’–๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’„๐’†๐’“ ๐’…๐’† ๐’Žรญ ๐’–๐’ ๐’†๐’๐’†๐’Ž๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’,
๐’’๐’–๐’†๐’Ž๐’‚๐’…๐’Ž๐’† ๐’†๐’ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’‰๐’๐’ˆ๐’–๐’†๐’“๐’‚ ๐’ ๐’‚๐’‰๐’๐’“๐’„๐’‚๐’…๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’‚ ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’“๐’†;
ยก๐‘จ๐’ ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’ ๐’…รญ๐’‚, ๐’‘๐’๐’“ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’๐’” ๐’•๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’—รญ๐’‚ ๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’“รญ๐’‚!

๐’€ ๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’‚,
๐’‘๐’–๐’†๐’…๐’†๐’ ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’๐’„๐’Š๐’‚๐’“๐’Ž๐’† ๐’ ๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’“๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’๐’” ๐’ƒ๐’“๐’‚๐’›๐’๐’”,
๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’‰๐’‚๐’›๐’•๐’† ๐’…๐’† ๐’Žรญ, ๐’„๐’๐’๐’—๐’Š๐’†๐’“๐’•๐’† ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’” ๐’‰๐’–๐’†๐’”๐’๐’” ๐’†๐’ ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’–๐’๐’†๐’•๐’๐’”;
ยก๐‘ฏ๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’‚ ๐’†๐’ ๐’‡๐’Š๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’ ๐’Ž๐’–๐’๐’…๐’, ๐’๐’ รบ๐’๐’Š๐’„๐’ ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’„๐’†๐’ ๐’†๐’” ๐’…๐’‚รฑ๐’‚๐’“!

๐‘ช๐’‚๐’š๐’‚'๐’• ๐’”๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’‰๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’;
ยก๐‘ฌ๐’ ๐’„๐’–๐’“๐’‚ ๐’๐’–๐’๐’„๐’‚ ๐’„๐’–๐’“๐’‚๐’“รก,
๐’‰๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’‚ ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’”๐’– ๐’‚๐’๐’Ž๐’‚ ๐’”๐’†๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’–๐’“๐’‚!

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๐‘จ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’„๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ƒรข๐’šรก๐’,

๐‘บ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’‰๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’,
๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’Š ๐’‚๐’š ๐’Ž๐’‚รข๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’…๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’…รก๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’‚๐’Š๐’”๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’š๐’‚,
๐’๐’ˆ๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’š๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’•รข ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’„๐’‚๐’•๐’๐’•๐’๐’‰รก๐’๐’‚๐’, ๐’…๐’‚๐’‰๐’Š๐’ ๐’”๐’Š๐’š๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’Š๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ;
๐’”๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’Œ๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’˜๐’Š๐’…, ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ-๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š ๐’”๐’Š๐’š๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’”.

๐‘บ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’‰๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’,
๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‘๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’•รข๐’š๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’•๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’”๐’–๐’๐’๐’… ๐’รก๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ,
๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š ๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’‘๐’†๐’Œ๐’•๐’, ๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’Š๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’•รป๐’”๐’š๐’๐’;
๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’ ๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’‘๐’‚ ๐’๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’…๐’–๐’๐’ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’–๐’”๐’‚๐’.

๐‘บ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’‰๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’,
๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’š๐’‚๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’š๐’๐’‘ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’‚รข๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’‚๐’…๐’‚,
๐’•๐’‚๐’š๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’Œ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’”, ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’‘๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’!
๐‘จ๐’• ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ ๐’๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚ ๐’๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’”๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚, ๐’Š๐’•๐’ ๐’“๐’Š๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’…๐’‚๐’‰๐’Š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’!

๐‘จ๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’” ๐’‚๐’š ๐’•๐’Š๐’š๐’‚๐’Œ, ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š!
๐‘จ๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’” ๐’‚๐’š ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‘๐’‚๐’‘๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’š๐’‚, ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š!
๐‘จ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’ˆ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’” ๐’‚๐’š ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Œ๐’–๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’”๐’š๐’๐’, ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’, ๐’๐’‚๐’”๐’‚๐’‚๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ-๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’ˆ?!
๐‘จ๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’” ๐’‚๐’š ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’, ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’Š๐’• ๐’‚๐’• ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’Š-๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’Š, ๐’‚๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’Š ๐’Œ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ!

๐‘ช๐’‚๐’š๐’‚'๐’• ๐’”๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’‰๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’,
๐’Ž๐’‚รข๐’‚๐’“๐’Š ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’‚ ๐’Š๐’”๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’,
๐’‚๐’Œ๐’'๐’š ๐’”๐’–๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’•๐’–๐’รด๐’” ๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’•๐’‚๐’š๐’Š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’†๐’๐’•๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’‚๐’…๐’,
๐’”๐’‚๐’Œ๐’”๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’…๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’Œ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’…๐’–๐’ˆ๐’ ๐’Œ๐’;
๐’‘๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’„๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’‘๐’๐’” ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Š๐’•๐’, ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’˜๐’‚๐’รก ๐’‘๐’‚ ๐’“๐’Š๐’ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’”!

๐‘จ๐’• ๐’”๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’‰๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’š๐’ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’‰รก๐’,
๐’Ž๐’‚รข๐’‚๐’“๐’Š ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž๐’Š๐’Œ๐’Š๐’ ๐’ ๐’Š๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’Š ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’“๐’‚๐’”๐’,
๐’Š๐’‘๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’‘๐’๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’, ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ-๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ
๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’•๐’;
๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’”๐’‚ ๐’„๐’‚๐’•รก๐’‘๐’–๐’”๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’–๐’๐’…๐’, ๐’๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’ˆ ๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’˜๐’‚ ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’‘๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’รก๐’Œ๐’Š๐’• ๐’‚๐’• ๐’‘๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ-๐’‚๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’–๐’”๐’!


๐‘บ๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚๐’”๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’š๐’,
๐‘ณ๐’‚ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’–๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’“๐’‚
"La Filibustera" series, parte uno
Louise Aug 2024
The more I ride, the more he fades away
and the more he blurs when it's a rainy day.
The more I trot, the less he catches on
and the lesser he gets my prized attention.
Because the more we run on the field,
the more I breathe, live and feel.
Because the more we canter out and about,
the less I feel the worries, fears and doubts.
But you are the vast lands that I will uphold,
you are the range of mountains with golds.
You are the trail that the champions follow,
you are where families will bloom and grow.
You are my Olympus and achilles' heel,
he's just the dirt on my boots.
You are my final will and death hill,
he's just another old saloon.
Another cowboy reference. ๐Ÿค ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ‘ข
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