It’s 3 am and I’m writing poetry.
Not my usual go to love poem though.
(I promised multiple people I wouldn’t write anymore about that one person)
(You know that one guy.)
I’m writing poetry at 3 am.
(Not love poetry,)
Just poetry poetry.
I can’t write anymore poems about (missing) you,
(Wanting you,)( or even still loving you.)
(Yes, I remember my promise.)
So, I’ll write this—
My 3 am poem.
My poetry comes alive in the nighttime.
(Or should I say unreasonable hours of the day when I really should be asleep, but I think I might have borderline insomnia.)
My mind runs at a million miles per hour,
I think of everything at once.
Metaphors, onomatopoeia, and allusions.
And you know me,
I just can’t resist the perfect stanza.
I become fixated on it.
I tell myself no,
No, no, no,
You need to sleep.
But here I am,
Writing, writing, writing.
And guess what?
I even write in my sleep.
My dreams create prose better than I ever could.
It’s a tragedy that I’m sure even Shakespeare was a victim of.
Writers don’t sleep,
Poets don’t sleep,
No one does.
Or else everything falls apart.
You forget how commas work,
You forget how to spell the word ‘Apricot’,
And you forget the meaning of it all.
You forget the reason for writing,
You forget the passion of spoken word.
The only sleep that a poet will ever receive is when they are truly immortalized in their work.
And as you can see,
That is not happening anytime soon for me.
So, I’ll stay up every night.
Trying to remember the meaning of oxymoron,
With the word eulogy on the tip of my tongue.
You’ll never understand me,
And that’s alright.
Other poets will never understand me,
And that’s just fine.
All we’ll ever understand about each other is that words don’t sleep,
And it seems that neither will we.
(-The Poetic Insomniacs, 3:12 am)