when the dawn flirty flicker on the horizon of the hill ..
feels cool breeze wash the bitter wounds ...

when the blazing sun dancing on the head burn jealous ..
so graceful way you speak ..

when the sun pull over and hide the east stretch of ocean ..
so light up the dim dark brushed off behavior ..

when the evening wading longing raft ..
so beautiful the way you steal sank deep trough ..*


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cara karammu

saat sang fajar mengerlip genit diufuk bukit..
terasa sejuk  hembusan angin membasuh luka yang pahit...

saat sang mentari menari terik diatas kepala membakar cemburu..
begitu anggun bertutur caramu..

saat sang surya menepi dan bersembunyi ditimur hamparan samudra..
begitu terang perilakumu menepis gelapnya temaram asa..

saat rakit kerinduan mengarungi malam..
begitu indah cara karammu menyuri palung yang dalam..

Waktu aku kecil
Dunia adalah kubus empat belas inci
Yang menayangkan gambar warna-warni
Penuh imajinasi
Waktu aku kecil
Dunia adalah permen loli warna pelangi
Merah jingga kuning hijau biru nila ungu menari
Rasanya manis seperti senyum mentari
Waktu aku kecil
Dunia adalah bulir-bulir air hujan
Yang jatuh mengaliri selokan
Disambut riang tawa kawan-kawan
Waktu aku kecil
Dunia adalah daun-daun kering
Tertiup angin ketika fajar menyingsing
Lalu berputar seperti gasing
Waktu aku kecil
Apalah arti politik dan ekonomi
Tak mengerti sengketa dan perang sana-sini
Yang aku mau boneka Barbie!
Sekarang..
Waktu dan Aku sudah tidak kecil lagi
Waktu tambah berisi
Aku bertambah tinggi
Harus lalui gejolak emosi
Tak bisa bicara seenak hati
Harus menyadari
Banyak tanggung jawab masih menanti
Waktu..
maukah berputar bersamaku?
Biarkan angin bertiup
Kembali ke masa itu

It seems as though,
I am forever saying
Sorry

Sorry this
Sorry that

I have even said sorry
For saying sorry
Too much

I wish I could say,
I don't care anymore,
You won't hear 'sorry'
From me again

But that will never happen

So here's another sorry
For everyone

I'm sorry
If I'm annoying

I'm sorry
If I'm naive

I'm sorry
If I write too much

I'm sorry
If I am pessimistic

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I swear,
I'm sorry

But now,
I'm done apologizing

No,
You did not hurt me
Not physically

You did not draw
The blood

You did not make
The cuts

You did not
Hurt me
Not physically

All you did was
Hand me the knife
And give me a reason to use it

Before I met you,
My world was black and white.

When we met,
You showed me the in between,
The gray of life.

When we became friends,
You showed me that there is even more.
There are oranges, red, and greens.

Peace, happiness, and life

When I left,
You taught me more,
Although you were gone.

You taught me of
Blues, yellows, and purples.
Darker, colder colors

Sadness, bitterness, and anxiety

You taught me so much
About the colors of this world

Am I okay?

I cry every night,
And can't breathe most days.

I sometimes want to die,
And feel buried by all the lies.

I have a broken heart,
And trust issues.

But also,

I smile at the little things,
And laugh for no reason.

I have hope in my heart,
And light in my eyes.

I am getting stronger,
And I will keep trying.

So:
Am I okay?
No.

Will I be okay?
**Yes

I love how easy
It is
To fake a smile
Online.

Put :),
And suddenly,
You are smiling.

Put lol,
And suddenly,
You are laughing.

Who cares if it is real,
It's so much easier to be fake.
So go ahead,
Put :)
Or lol,
Tell me when this makes you
Truly happy