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Dec 2016 · 922
Merry go round
Bluebird Dec 2016
I go in cicles but never get closer,
alway behind you watcing your back,
and if someday this ride stops,
it will keep on spinning in my head.
Dec 2016 · 611
Creation
Bluebird Dec 2016
Ironically i wait for time,
to grab me and feed off of me,
taking my youth,innocence,smile,
my memories and people i love ,
so it can create new things out of me
like a playdough, it chushes and takes,
so it can make new things out off the same flesh.
Nov 2016 · 1.3k
Autumn mornings
Bluebird Nov 2016
It's been raining all night long,
washing away selvedges of the sky,
the dimly dawn still prolongues,
the arrival of the light.

People drink their morning coffee,
leaving their homes in a haste,
as much as they add in sugar,
still left with bitter aftertaste
Nov 2016 · 922
Tempest
Bluebird Nov 2016
The dawn is stuck in the rain,
sky got bruised in the storm,
hollow wind lulls my pain,
makes my torment feel so warm.

The rain patters on the ground,
it sings softly into my ear,
and all my screms won't make a sound,
as your whispers sooth my fears.
Nov 2016 · 392
Put asleep
Bluebird Nov 2016
He declared without asking,
that i became his loyal pet,
i was faithfull to my master.
I loved him,
until my very last breath.
Nov 2016 · 452
Lack of sleep
Bluebird Nov 2016
And again my company keep people who wash and cleen the streets,
i talk about their children and wives, i ask for cigarette or a drink,
they don't ask why i roam,they only pitty my lack of sleep.
My head keeps pounding like a hammer on the wall,
you've gone too long in search for your dreams.
Everyone knows why i take long stroles,
and why i do not dare to even wink.
What if you decided to come back,
and  you passed me over,
just because i
  blinked
?
Nov 2016 · 790
You loved me i know
Bluebird Nov 2016
A season of cold winds and ice
is aproaching while you sleep...
You won't even feel it coming,
in your slumber six feet deep.

Seasons will change but you won't come,
no matter how much i wait.
Maby i'll bide here just a little bit more,
cause you always used to be late.
Bluebird Nov 2016
A sad little lady once said to me
that what ever i may do
to take in a count everyones feelings
carefully trough and trough

A dog left alone on the street barked
that kindness will pay off
it is only free thing in life
and you can never give enough

A child climbing on the tree told me
courage is what you need
for it is the only thing that makes you
help those who are in need

the young gentlemen cried
and said you must appriciate what you have
i had a lady fair and true
that i wish i have treated well

i am kind, i won't hurt anyones feelings ,
i help, and i'm not afraid,
but i still spend all nights thinking,
why my love is never repayed.
Oct 2016 · 385
Cursed old tavern
Bluebird Oct 2016
we owned a tavern
in little town where i came from
i got used to people coming and passing by
hearing stories, laughs, fights, problems, drama
as a child i was amazed by that world full of drunks.

It became my job requirement,
to be with people who come and go...
feeding myself on their stories and smiles,
i am unable to love,staying in that cursed place
makes your heart became a tavern full of drunks..
Oct 2016 · 481
Things you deserve
Bluebird Oct 2016
We lived by the expectations,
we lived by the laws.
To make others happy,
we built ourselves strong.

In our little minds,
we created worlds,
where we could have anything,
that we thought we deserved.

*Now we are who we are,
thanks to things that were.
So don't let the past
take the present you deserve!
Bluebird Oct 2016
I can't formulate:
what makes you think,
what makes you talk,
so i make you laugh,
by telling a joke!
I may not know,
how the muscles twich,
but that smile of yours,
is an awesome gltich!
Oct 2016 · 689
My guy
Bluebird Oct 2016
my eyes were burning with desire
as he talked ***** and slow
thats why i let the fire
cosume me to the bones

his voice was low and husky
his skin was hot and sweet
with kisses intoxicating like whiskey
pleasured till i forgot to breath

so seductivly charming
with eyes emerald green
so handsome that's alarming
a guy worthy of a queen.
Bluebird Oct 2016
when  did  you  stop  being  cheerful
why are your hands soaked with tears
where are your ends and your beginings
don't let yourself drown within sillly fears
Sep 2016 · 987
cigarettes and plums
Bluebird Sep 2016
I am trying to make a plum jam
because you said you hate it,
because it makes me happy,
but last few days
i keep finding your cigarrete stashes
in unusaul places.

my mind is filled with smoke
leave me and my plums alone
Sep 2016 · 766
When she found him
Bluebird Sep 2016
He left the trail of kisses
down my neck and spine,
this was his farewell,
our last goodbye.

As he said "see you",
i said "come around",
but we both knew the feeling,
of  beeing  lost  and  found .
Mar 2016 · 1.1k
Don't destroy just a part
Bluebird Mar 2016
If you start devouring,
please... devour all!
if pieces are left behind,
    they'll learn how to crawl.
Mar 2016 · 307
Tell me what you see
Bluebird Mar 2016
Colours were added
to black and white,
a spark you  made
was enough to ignite.
Mar 2016 · 432
First
Bluebird Mar 2016
Have you ever had someone
that could sweep you off your feet,
and you cannot help yourself
but feel captivated about their everything?
Feb 2016 · 559
PC service
Bluebird Feb 2016
I called the service,
told them about the malfunction,
they say switch it off and turn back on.
Didn't do much.
I sent them to replace it,
they said that don't deal with hearts.
Feb 2016 · 356
Too much
Bluebird Feb 2016
She is like a song,
That wawers your heart,
a bit sad and happy at the same time.
she dances her dance,
she gives me her speech,
she agrees and dissagrees with me,
although i haven't said a thing.
She tells me about her favourite movie,
she changes topics freequently,
she randomly looks at me
to see if i am listening,
and i listen,
and i watch,
her movements,
her eyes get bigger as she
gets in the story,
she moves her hands a lot while talking,
the curl on top of her head is out if place
and it bounces while she speaks,
she scolds me for staying up late,
eaven if she is the one keeping me up,
and i don't mind,
i silently listen,
but what could i simply say,
when she already knows
my answers.
And if anybody loved me,
only the third of what i love her,
they would go crazy in a second.
Feb 2016 · 377
Look at me
Bluebird Feb 2016
When we were little ,
i hid, you seeked.
You could  find me...
     without a peek.

Now you look,
but cannot find,
you grew up,
and turned blind.
Feb 2016 · 293
Echo
Bluebird Feb 2016
The echo in my chests is in a form of pain.
I say your name and it send chills down my spine.
Dec 2015 · 842
Sad HOUSE
Bluebird Dec 2015
My pillow was weeping  until it fell asleep
that was such a sad pillow lying on my bed..

My floor was bleeding under me,
i have the floor dyed in deep colour red..

The woman in my mirror was looking at me,
it was such a pitiful human that i saw...

And i have some strange feeling in my heart
that she is someone that i know..
sad lonely
Dec 2015 · 269
missing things
Bluebird Dec 2015
i see perfect skin,perfect lips, perfect teeth, perfect tan,perfect smile, unusual yet perfect colour in your eyes, but i can't find any inperfection to fall in love with..
Dec 2015 · 599
oxymorone
Bluebird Dec 2015
You make an intelligent fool out of me.
Dec 2015 · 2.9k
Mother by the hospital bed
Bluebird Dec 2015
i'll cuddle you longer,
i'll answer you faster,
i'll hold your hand,
i won't pester.

i'll speak softer,
i'll laugh sweeter,
i'll make candy for dinner,
i'll cover you in glitter.

i'll tell you more stories,
and hug you tighter,
i'll scare all of the monsters ,
for you i'm a fighter.

i'll break all the things,
that make you sad,
let's play hide and seek,
get up already from that bed.
Dec 2015 · 290
New town
Bluebird Dec 2015
Millions of thiny,shiny
lights illuminate this town.
the air smells of snow.
Preparations for christmas
are seen in windows.
My heart feels very cold.
I am walking in this windy
town far away from home.
with hands  in my pockets
in a place where i am
          alone.
winter new cold windy alone sad lights
Apr 2015 · 954
Death
Bluebird Apr 2015
what would you do if i tell
your mind to take a rest,
because all of people that died before us
are now living in our chests.
Apr 2015 · 903
choice
Bluebird Apr 2015
i've been denieing my emotions,
telling my heart that it's for you,
it seems easier to hurt myself,
instead of hurting you.
Apr 2015 · 776
Then i grew up
Bluebird Apr 2015
i could speak louder,
i could move faster,
my eyes would sparkle,
in a colour of an aster,
my hands were steady,
my teeth were sharper,
always was ready,
to make a disaster,
my dreams were bigger
my smile was brigther,
i was lot more vigor,
and i was a fighter.
Apr 2015 · 687
A field
Bluebird Apr 2015
in a field of daisy bells ,
where the hopes are laid,
there has been a thunderstorm,
that abolished them all away.
Apr 2015 · 606
Love is a tricky thing
Bluebird Apr 2015
?

Will i be properly loved?
like i wish i would?
Would i be able to properly love,
like a maiden should?
Apr 2015 · 867
Growing up
Bluebird Apr 2015
i grew up beside you
we learned to walk together
our paths have been changed directions
but we will always carry small parts of eachother
Apr 2015 · 517
Today
Bluebird Apr 2015
it is not about the choise,
you are going to make,
it's not about her,
who's voce you're gonna take.
Today is all about me
Apr 2015 · 429
Fault in our stars
Bluebird Apr 2015
I wish i was one of your stars,
just to revolve around you.
Mar 2015 · 497
about death
Bluebird Mar 2015
i am meant to die in a heavy snow,
in a land of forever, never to be known.
Mar 2015 · 563
Go back
Bluebird Mar 2015
We should have known more,
we should have been prepared.
The man in you is gutteling,
the child in me that is scared.

We should have known better,
we should have known the facts.
The things that have died in our hands
are now living inside our chests.

We should have known to be silent
we should have know to make it through.
The stars that have dissapeared,
would help me find way back to you.
Mar 2015 · 791
From the start
Bluebird Mar 2015
From the start,
...our love...
wasn't ment for
happy endings or,
for forevers.
But anyways you had my heart.
Mar 2015 · 549
"happy tears" (10w)
Bluebird Mar 2015
I am so happy now that you have left me.
Mar 2015 · 637
Voyage
Bluebird Mar 2015
You travel the world
to collect souvenirs.
You sleep and wake
with habbits from
a far away land.
You wish to bring me
but you just can't...
To this journey
i would only be
a part of your collection
a part of strange things.
Mar 2015 · 531
story of us
Bluebird Mar 2015
you and i?
or me and you?
how should i put
this lovely two?
in a world of my own,
with a feeling i'll never show (:
Bluebird Mar 2015
Heart was bruised
...a little...
on the sides.

I tried to hold it in
...at least...
i have tried.

Body was denying,
...a thing....
you've left inside.

Thought i'll forget
...if i...
knew how to hide.

i finaly understood,
...the wound...
has been opened wide.
a little poem about a heart break and pain that follows it. hope you'll enjoy it!
Mar 2015 · 1.4k
Things
Bluebird Mar 2015
I am not sorry for the things i said.
I can't be sorry for the things i feel.
With pain i know i am not dead,
And i get hurt because i am real.
Feb 2015 · 537
Poems
Bluebird Feb 2015
Poems are made of sadness and pain.
of heavy down pours of hate and rain,
Poems are made when world gets wide
from a pain that cuts from side to side.
Poems are made of you and i,
of broken promises and rusty smiles.
Poems are made to **** my hate,
to **** the  ***** who carries my fate.
Poems are way to shut my rage,
to scribble and cry on an empty page.
Poems are made to keep me in place,
with a smile and a crown, living with grace.
Feb 2015 · 1.0k
could you hurt me
Bluebird Feb 2015
you can't hurt me,
no, you can't hurt me,
you can not hurt me,
say,why would you hurt me?
I knew it...you wouldn't hurt me,
you never thought of hurting me..
Do not hurt me.
No,no you can not hurt me.

You went away,
or your were part od dream?
I forgot your name,
i forgot your 7 kind of smiles.
i never counted those 58 steps
we took holding each others heart,
you can not hurt me.
there is nothing to hurt.
i never loved the way you were.
Or did you hurt me..?
Feb 2015 · 531
diary
Bluebird Feb 2015
hey jessy if you were here,
what would you say right now,
would you pat my back and stay,
until the dawn comes around?

hey jessy would you let a tear,
for all the nights i cried?
i think your story is as sad,
behind your broken smile.
Feb 2015 · 531
synagogue
Bluebird Feb 2015
you are the synagogue,
the jewish temple.
You are a home of their god,
which people believe into,
almost torn down by war,
but you never lost hope,
i wish i could be you.
can;
Feb 2015 · 1.1k
Past life
Bluebird Feb 2015
in sleep i speak
language forgotten,
to the one who'll never hear,
to man once important
to the man i held so dear.

in sleep i remember
my people,
and the land from where
i come,
all the things i left unsaid,
the things i
could have done.

But i forget all when awake
it dissapears behind my eye,
all except a word Manah,
a word wich means "life".
Feb 2015 · 996
Mistake
Bluebird Feb 2015
i layed in my room on my bed,
i only wished to die in my sleep
fallen appart,i was nearly dead
cause of a promisse i didn't keep.

i couldn't eat i couldn't talk,
i was hunted by my past,
barely having stenght to walk,
i've put my all to the test.

i couldn't smile with pain in my chests,
then came fears, i became paranoid,
followed by the darkest fleshbacks,
until the gap in heart became a void.

i fell as low as person can fall,
there was only up i could go,
missed the death, had to crawl,
decided never to let myself fall so low.

it's been a year i'm alright,
i still recover,my heart needs some rest,
i know my strenght and learning to fight,
a crule deamon called ''my past''.
true story
Feb 2015 · 698
LoVe
Bluebird Feb 2015
A bite of finest chocholate,
tingling sensation wrapping your tongue,
dopamine overflow,happyness released,
pleasuring sweetness and the bitter aftertaste.
LoVe
valentine  love sensation happyness sweetness bitterness
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