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Bluebird Jan 2015
I counted your steps,
while you were leaving,
i felt sorrow ,
didn't dare to dwell,
but after eight steps that you made,
i felt so happy when you fell.
9 lucky
Bluebird Mar 2015
i am meant to die in a heavy snow,
in a land of forever, never to be known.
Bluebird Dec 2014
my pride?
i have lost it
can't find it among my stuff
im better off without it
now my words are rough.
Bluebird Dec 2014
I stopped buying blades
i outgrew that phase
now i cut myself mentaly
now i am scared my own face.
Bluebird Dec 2014
i haven't told you a thing about the rain
she dent my lips a bit..
she kissed my lips s bit...
and she was gone away..
Bluebird Apr 2015
in a field of daisy bells ,
where the hopes are laid,
there has been a thunderstorm,
that abolished them all away.
Bluebird Dec 2014
I carry a few specks of love
in a depths of my pockets.
Those are only things she left me with.
Yet i can't find a reson not to love every bit of her
Bluebird Dec 2014
i'll give you a riddle,
but you have to guess:
you can solve your pain with it,
within you can drown your mess.
Bluebird Dec 2014
For a long time i believed i was alright,
Then i stared to talk myself into it,
i was telling those words to myself, until,
there was no one to believe in them.
Bluebird Dec 2014
you stayed the most beautiful medal
from the most beautiful war
where they amputated my hert.
Bluebird Oct 2016
I can't formulate:
what makes you think,
what makes you talk,
so i make you laugh,
by telling a joke!
I may not know,
how the muscles twich,
but that smile of yours,
is an awesome gltich!
Bluebird Dec 2014
I am the Atlantis,you are my sea,
i slowly sink into your depths,as you devour me.
Bluebird Nov 2016
It's been raining all night long,
washing away selvedges of the sky,
the dimly dawn still prolongues,
the arrival of the light.

People drink their morning coffee,
leaving their homes in a haste,
as much as they add in sugar,
still left with bitter aftertaste
Bluebird Jan 2015
I would let you live in my skin,
for the eternity if you wish,
but you could never carry my sin,
under the burden you'd be squished.

I would let you wear my shoes,
for miles if you find it sweet,
but you could never handle the screws,
they are built of concrete.
Bluebird Dec 2014
I go contantly in circles,
the past and the future addled together
making a bow,
my hands shake so desperately,
i don't know which way to go.
What awaits me in the end,
i can't help but to fear,
deeper in hell i descend,
with every falling tear.
Which way to select,
so my heart won't ache ,
i can't help but to suspect,
the past makes me fly into a rage.
No back ,no forth,
when i said to myself "i'm fine", i've lied,
my compass shows no south or north.
                   Can't you see that i am terrified?
choosing my path.
Bluebird Dec 2014
She hits me,
i fight her until we are  blue and red
our bruised body ache for each other
we have gotten mad
hit bruised body mad fight
Bluebird Apr 2015
i've been denieing my emotions,
telling my heart that it's for you,
it seems easier to hurt myself,
instead of hurting you.
Bluebird Dec 2014
I wish that my memory could be erased.
what would you like to be eraced from your life?
Bluebird Sep 2016
I am trying to make a plum jam
because you said you hate it,
because it makes me happy,
but last few days
i keep finding your cigarrete stashes
in unusaul places.

my mind is filled with smoke
leave me and my plums alone
Bluebird Feb 2015
you can't hurt me,
no, you can't hurt me,
you can not hurt me,
say,why would you hurt me?
I knew it...you wouldn't hurt me,
you never thought of hurting me..
Do not hurt me.
No,no you can not hurt me.

You went away,
or your were part od dream?
I forgot your name,
i forgot your 7 kind of smiles.
i never counted those 58 steps
we took holding each others heart,
you can not hurt me.
there is nothing to hurt.
i never loved the way you were.
Or did you hurt me..?
Bluebird Dec 2016
Ironically i wait for time,
to grab me and feed off of me,
taking my youth,innocence,smile,
my memories and people i love ,
so it can create new things out of me
like a playdough, it chushes and takes,
so it can make new things out off the same flesh.
Bluebird Dec 2014
she came to me with a song and smile
my feathers were black, hers in style...

she wanted to stay by my side
she put our differences away, like she was blind

she was nightingale announcing spring
i was a crow with broken wings

she sang beautiflly while i was crawing
she stayed until cold wind started blowing

when winter came she was gone
deep in snow,burried with her song.

that was the last spring that i know
it has passed a milenium,and in my heart stills snows.
Bluebird Oct 2016
we owned a tavern
in little town where i came from
i got used to people coming and passing by
hearing stories, laughs, fights, problems, drama
as a child i was amazed by that world full of drunks.

It became my job requirement,
to be with people who come and go...
feeding myself on their stories and smiles,
i am unable to love,staying in that cursed place
makes your heart became a tavern full of drunks..
Bluebird Dec 2014
why did you leave me in silence,for so ******* long
why did you leave my mind all scattered,now i dont know where i belong
why did you lock me in this room of memories
why when you didn't mean to return my call,
i'm sick of this,of your stories,
this time i won't take the fall...

why you bother to come back now,how long has it been?
i forgot to feel love i forgot the sun, the wind
why come now..oh god,you are so mean

why do i fall for you so easy,the moment i see your tears
all of this time,all off your flaws,all of you i've missed...
when will you visit this room of mine,where you let my body to rot
i'll start to hate you until you return...i'm lying..ofcourse i won't..
Bluebird Apr 2015
what would you do if i tell
your mind to take a rest,
because all of people that died before us
are now living in our chests.
Bluebird Dec 2014
the man who lost the fight
must endure the laws of the winner.
war fight winner loser
Bluebird Dec 2014
There is a child in the desert,
a child that never sleeps,
his eyes are always wide open,
for darkest secret that he keeps.

There is a child that knows everything,
a child,with pockets that are full of sand,
eaven if you find him somewhere,
he speaks a lanuage that you can't understand.

There is a child that walks slowly,
a child,who made people out of sand to play ,
built a playground,to play forever ,
parentless child ,and Time is his name.
Bluebird Feb 2015
hey jessy if you were here,
what would you say right now,
would you pat my back and stay,
until the dawn comes around?

hey jessy would you let a tear,
for all the nights i cried?
i think your story is as sad,
behind your broken smile.
Bluebird Mar 2016
If you start devouring,
please... devour all!
if pieces are left behind,
    they'll learn how to crawl.
Bluebird Dec 2014
I've traveled too much to get to nowhere,
I've been too many things before i became nothing,
I've done too many things before i became wothless,
I've known too many things before i became ingnorant,
And i loved and adored far too much before i became loveless.
Bluebird Dec 2014
if you want to love
you have to grow up
until you become a child again.
Bluebird Feb 2016
The echo in my chests is in a form of pain.
I say your name and it send chills down my spine.
Bluebird Dec 2014
i grasp  for air
ih lungs                               ... void
i reach for water
in glass                                ... void
i try to scream
in voice                                  ... void
i try to cry
in tears                                ...void
interior of your heart
clamors of                           ...void
you left me with nothing
    just                                                 ­                     ...void
Bluebird Dec 2014
i wanted to commit romantic suicide
by hanging myself with your fake hair
i wanted to commit romanic suicide
by cutting my wrists with your hair clips
i wanted to commit a romantic suicide
by drinking your beauty pills.
but as fake as you are i will just commit a fake siucide.
Bluebird Apr 2015
I wish i was one of your stars,
just to revolve around you.
Bluebird Mar 2016
Have you ever had someone
that could sweep you off your feet,
and you cannot help yourself
but feel captivated about their everything?
Bluebird Jan 2015
Five against the one,
in this hollowed night,
i couldn't stand this feeling,
it wasn't alright.

Five against the one,
try and see my might,
i have 12 broken bones,
as souvenirs from fight.

Five against the one,
i fought for you this time,
i broke someones nose,
i've fracture their spine.

Five against the one,
for your lovely hand,
because they don't love you,
they all just pretend.
Bluebird Dec 2014
i have spent too many nights
connecting marks on your back
you have dreamt of flickering lights
we sleept soundly,not knowing that the world is wracked.

we played soundly inside of our world
there we could be what ever we wanted to be
inside our games and innocence i was swirled
so the time you transformed into a woman, i didn't see

now i spend to many nights
trying to bring our time back
do you still dream of our flickering lights
and sleep soundly,now when you know the world outside is wracked?
Bluebird Dec 2014
Her friends call her Nancy,
as long as it's not a name given by him..
He always called her Jeanny,
when he clipped away her wings.

He found Jeanny on the streat,
when she was just a child...
Nobody knew the painfull past
behind Jeannys broken smile.

He hurt Jeanny,and kept her locked,
never to get outside,
she made Jeanny beg for her life.
until he broke her mind.

Jeanny stabbed him 20 times,
then she cut away all off his limbs.
But late at night she still hears his voice,
"come Jeanny ,i need to cut your wings"
Bluebird Dec 2014
Be strong,
there is more of you inside then mere sadness,
so get a hold of yourself,you can do it!
I strongly believe that the desteny is something that we choose
so you just have to make it the way you want it to be!
andy
Bluebird Dec 2014
the pain is all that s left from you,
that is why i need to treasure it.
Bluebird Dec 2014
you are a gemston of my heart
beloved lady.
you are the tune and the verses
to my melody.

you are the prettiest of all the women
beloved lady
the grace you bring with your presence
noone can surpass

you put a shade over the whole world,
my lady.
Bluebird Dec 2014
adventure has started
you have to capture my heart,
i will be running ,
so begin the hunt.

adventure has started
be careful to choose the right path,
my forest is enchanted,
you might fall into a trap.

adventure has started
pick a weapon for this fight,
you must be cautios,
don't let me out of your sight.

adventure has started,
i'll be hiding somewhere far,
watch your moves,its dangerous,
i could leave you a scar.

adventure has started,
i think you have a chance to win,
just let your mind run wild
and keep your heart clean.
Bluebird Jan 2015
We were standing on the bus station,
and i wouldn't get to see you,
for so long,
you said that you couldn't stay longer,
and i knew why,
but i still hoped.

i expected a man inside you to come out,
to stand out
but that man eloped.
I needed a better way to remember you,
but you couldn't grasp
my hearts scope.

i walked away when you went in the bus,
because with my sadness,
i can never cope.
and eaven after the bus departed,
i turned around,
and i trully hoped,
to see my man running towards me,
but that man eloped...
Bluebird Dec 2014
i am sorry* :
for all the fairy tales
i won't read to you
for all the years
we won't be spending together
for all of your cries
i won't listen to
for all of the laughter
i won't capture in photos
for all of your fears
i won't chase away
for all of your tears
i won't wipe away
for all the good times
we won't be having
for all the false tales
you wont be scolded for
for all the hearts you'd break
and get in trouble
for all of your wrongs
that i won't fix
for your first words that you'd say
and i won't be able to hear
for your sticky fingers and figures of clay
i am going to miss

this would be the day you should have been born
**i am sorry i haven't find a way
i would have been happiest if i could hold your thiny hand
and wish you all of the happiness that is today
lost memories love birthday figures apologize sorry trouble mistakes words crying fears tears comforting smiles photoes memories fairytails
Bluebird Mar 2015
From the start,
...our love...
wasn't ment for
happy endings or,
for forevers.
But anyways you had my heart.
Bluebird Jan 2015
Would you dance with me,
somewhere far away,
in a small hotel room,
while kissing farewell the day?
kiss dance love
Bluebird Mar 2015
We should have known more,
we should have been prepared.
The man in you is gutteling,
the child in me that is scared.

We should have known better,
we should have known the facts.
The things that have died in our hands
are now living inside our chests.

We should have known to be silent
we should have know to make it through.
The stars that have dissapeared,
would help me find way back to you.
Bluebird Dec 2014
i feel my nose hitting the ceiling of a coffin,
am i already dead?
i heard her crying and a fer whispers,
sorry,our love was hangng by a thread.
Bluebird Apr 2015
i grew up beside you
we learned to walk together
our paths have been changed directions
but we will always carry small parts of eachother
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