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 May 2017 Soulace
Mark Lecuona
I'm not rebuilding
I'm growing
I'm not failing
I'm changing
I'm not running
I'm arriving
I'm not healing
I'm becoming
Every time he hit me
or called me names,
he would bring me flowers days later.
And I would forgive him.
What I didn't realize is
that flowers die.
Just like his sorry's.
 May 2017 Soulace
Tsaa
gravity
 May 2017 Soulace
Tsaa
You may never understand
How much I love the way
You laugh at the simplest things
How you wear nothing but
The color black
How you scream
Instead of sing
How much I loved you more
Than anyone else could
 May 2017 Soulace
Tsaa
I'm drowning into that void again
I'm screaming, but no one's there
I reach out, but there's nothing to hold on to
I've found myself in this pit of misery

It's ganging up on me
The monsters and my demons
They've come to torture me
And there's no escape

I see no light, yet I feel the tears running down
I hear nothing, but my own cries
I'm ripping my hair off, feeling no pain at all
I'm used to it anyway

Don't you just hate it when you go into this state
Where you're not sure if anyone cares
Or gives the slightest **** about you?
Yeah, I hate it too

I'll claw on to what's not even there
Counting off for no reason
I just want to feel better
When does it all get better?
another poem i found in my tab. kinda dark, but why not.
 May 2017 Soulace
Tsaa
2:43 AM
 May 2017 Soulace
Tsaa
You made the words "I love you" flow out of your lips like a simple waltz
It resonated as symphonic pleasure to my ears
You looked into my eyes and I discovered the hidden beauty of the color brown
I dove into those Earthy orbs and you suddenly felt like gravity
You were still, but I was continuously falling for you
I realized what kept me on my feet
Of course, it was your embrace, where I've never felt more at home
You pulled me in, taking my breath away
How I've never felt the sweetest irony of suffocation

I could go on forever retelling how much I adore you
But I'd rather spend that period of time enjoying every second with you

**t.s.
I have exams but I wrote this anyway. I have no regrets~
 May 2017 Soulace
Tsaa
Fool.
 May 2017 Soulace
Tsaa
He pulled her in whispering words that seemed like incantations
Sure enough, they worked the same way, for she fell under his spell
She brushed the taste of sin on his lips, but kissed him anyway
At this point, she knew there was no escaping
So she held on with all her might
She looked deep in herself before losing it in his eyes, muttering words of apology
She knows she's lost, and began to slowly accept it
There was no one else to blame
She fully embraced the dried up traces forming on her cheeks
Just as she embraced the scars and the bruises that adorned the rest of her body
Her voice was too broken to call for help
She clenched her eyes tight as she desperately recited a prayer
But at this point, she was at the lowest of the low to even think of the divine
The man who was to high struck on pleasure and power took full advantage
Indeed he was a skilled artist, painting a face that would fool the untrained eye
Well, he did learn from a few artists himself
It just took him a while to pick up on their tricks
Was he merely granting the woman to free access to an unwanted class?
Or, was it an implication of hurt and its continuous cycle?
I wrote this while I was waiting in line. So uh, this piece goes out to those who have been fooled and those who played the fool. We all get hurt, it's just that some people get blinded by the urge of revenge. That's... That's how it works I guess.
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