He said I'm beautiful and his number one
How was I supposed to know that next he would say "we're done!"

He said he loved me more than anyone he's ever met
I saw him staring at her and he began to sweat

He said he cared
But he now he says I meant nothing which is something I can hardly bear

I gave him my heart
Still he continues to tear it apart

To him I could never say no
But today all he says is "you're a ***!"

He was the best guy I ever met
And although he is ashamed of the thought of ever liking me, he is someone I will never be able to forget

They expect me to be as smart as Einstein

To have the body of an Olympic athlete

Show kindness to everyone even if they have hurt me

Deal with my own problems

To shut the hell up when I curse

They say THEIR world doesn't revolve around me

But they don't understand that right now MY world revolves around them

I hate secrets
They play games with my emotions and remain undefeated
Jumping on top of my heart forcing it to beat faster

Eating away at my soul
Making my hands shake with fear
Trying to push the words out of my mouth

Secrets use a wrecking ball to destroy all my sense of right and wrong
They raise my blood pressure
**** the goodness out of me like leeches
Steal from my bank of judgement until there is an empty vault
I hate secrets....especially when they are my own

Life is like a bowl of lemons, sickly sour

Life is like a boat ride, breezy and beautiful

Life is like a test, searching to destroy you

Life is like a star, shining bright in the dark

Life is like a collapsing building, unstable and broken

Life is like a field of flowers, pleasant and pretty

A loved one to hold close to you

It's a shoulder to cry on when your feeing sad

Loyal because its with you the whole night and will be there when you wake up in the morning

Listens to you talk about your fears and thoughts

What if men were like pillows?

Let me fly away from my mistakes

Let me fly away from the people I've hurt

Let me fly away from the people who want to hurt me

Let me fly away from the prison in my mind

Let me fly away from my thoughts

Let me fly away from my fears

Let me break the chains that tie me to my past

Let me be free

I hear your voice
One tear falls

I see you in the halls
A stream forms on my cheeks

I see your hand clutching hers
A River starts to flow

I see you kiss her on the cheek
An ocean of tears engulfs my face

I see you look at me and then away
I drown in sorrow