It was an ugly face you turned on me
It was a heartbreak in secrecy...

He painted his face each morning
In the most eccentric colors.
To make her forget the dullness
Of the world around her.

-Toska

Yes, I deserve spring.

I did not know I had a heart until you broke it

When she forgot my name, even the earth had trouble carrying my heavy heart.

I hate them for making me hate myself

At night as I lie awake I beg
To let me live as many lives
As there are stars in the sky

Clouds often make me wonder if I could suddenly disappear too

With bare hands
And nothing to lose
Into the air
I built a tower for two

Only lately it has just been me
My head it hurts
Where have you been?

The only thing that makes me cry is the time that keeps passing me by

If people were colors

You would be bright blue

And as a simple grey

I would probably get lost in you

The walls knew,
My pillow too,
How much I missed you

And this time when he screams tears from his throat he lets himself cry too.

In the eye of the storm
I found your glistening ones

And in the midst of the chaos
We sat hand in hand

And watched as
Destruction enveloped us

And when the lover of the stars
Found himself on the deepest pit of the ocean
He finally understood that all his life long
He had made the wrong choices

And, no,
I don’t want to forget
The talking
About everything and nothing,
The nights
Dancing under the moon and
The days
Laughing under the sun.
I don’t want to forget
But I can’t bring myself to remember.

I'm haunted by a life
Of what if's and could have beens

giving meaning to meaningless things is like drinking poison
it makes you hollow

I saw a man and his drowning dog walking in the rain
Teardrops on his cheeks and a storm raging in his brain

I threw myself into the deep. Little did I know it would scar me, climbing out.

The tide hit her forever unexpected
Loss and love took equal turns
The waves had always been a hard thing to face
Drowning terrifies her

I knew it because I was sure and I was sure because I knew it

the love in him it cries for you
yet you left him bare and blue

so he starts to build his walls
would not survive another fall

now stones have replaced his loving heart
and i can never forgive you for that

To feel, or not to feel, that’s the question.

He's like a sea I can't seem to navigate in
It's wind ever changing cours

I love the rain
I hate myself

'What is the greatest tragedy of life?'
The young girl asked curiously

'Forgetting' whispered the old lady

I wish my lungs were like the nightsky, with stars that light the whole thing up
I wish they were a mellow meadow, flowers blooming to the top
I wish my lungs were like a forest, vivid and evergreen as morning light sweeps in

But in my chest they found a hole. So black and starved of life, that tears formed in their eyes. So now when I breathe and feel nothing;

I think of nightskies and meadows and forests

Green of jealousy
Whereas instead we should be
Feeling sick of pride

Ask the ceiling then,
Ask the ceiling of my blank bedroom
How many times I have whispered your name at night

I took her name
Her smell
Her laugh
Her fame

I took her mind
Her touch
Her sense
Her shine

Should have known
It would never be enough to make you mine

On a sunny afternoon in the midst of june
You finally found the courage to tell me
What you had only told the moon

Sometimes I wish life to be
A little different than it is
I would rather run with stars
Collecting light instead of money
I would rather drown in minds
Exchanging words instead of worry
I would rather smell like life
Inhaling air instead of numbness
I would rather sound like music
Wander together not alone

lately the smoke in my head has been getting cloudier

i’m afraid i can’t keep up either

A cry for help will always be the echoes of your heart. It's a loneliness you don't even understand.

And then at once as sudden as he had left, he came back, and with him colour.

I inherited my mom's anger, and my dad's kind of laziness.

You could've turned heaven into hell
With just one burning yell

i had hopes as well as aspirations and dreams. but as the river still steadily flowed through the streams. i did nothing to make any come true. now i guess that the time is due. before i had realised, the river was dry and i don’t feel enough anymore to even let myself cry.

The smell of pine trees and the rain
Always makes me wonder
If I should have given us another chance
After that magical summer

A toast to life
Sad and confusing but beautiful at last

I grew up in safety
But sadly I can't shake of a fear
A wishing to be
Anywhere else but here

Your blood red dress
Twirling in eights

Like an age old contest
My heart still waits

Though not mine to possess
My bloodshot eyes will follow you

Till the night is just a blur
Stuck forever in this slur

Oh my love even the walls wheep for us, the ghosts cry too

Didn't mean for this to happen
Now my heart is feeling heavy

It’s winter and the snow embraces my already cold heart
And while I’m walking through white weeping woods
Where lust and laughter is forever doomed
I can’t help myself from thinking back to the time
When the sun lightened the world and you were still mine

I am in love with strangers and the unknown