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Make her laugh
Make her smile
Make her feel safe
Make her feel like she's everything
Don't make her cry
Unless it's tears of joy
Because her father, brother or friends that are guys will hurt you if you do.
All are gone,
I only, left alone,
sadness deep inside,
slowly filling my soul,
eating me alive,
left with no life
left with no heart,
ruining my own life,
Killing me deep inside!

Unable to control it...
fighting my own soul,
Dieing to find myself,
playing me everytime,
Thinking I won my war!
loosing myself everytime,
holding myself...
unable to stand the pain...
ruining my life...
feeling lost.
Insane!
 Oct 2015 Phoenix
MC
A Child
 Oct 2015 Phoenix
MC
a child
So small and fragile
So innocent and strong
So delicate and alive
So wanting to belong

you*
So cold and unforgiving
So weak and towering
So uninhibited and fumbling
So dead and crumbling

You turned the child into you
You made **** sure of that
You turned the child against the world
You made its foundation crack

The child wanted to breathe
The child wanted to laugh
The child needed love
The child got none back
 Oct 2015 Phoenix
GvSparx
I loved you
Like a ring holds a finger
Like a desert yearns for water
Like a planet orbits a star,
far but near, far but near

I told you
With my eyes sensing your body
With my lips licking your soul
With my arms holding you up close,
bit more, bit more

You could have
When our lips met
When those fears began to melt
When I knew you loved me ******
You did not, you did not

Now you want me
but my heart has forgotten its beat
but my wounds have ceased to bleed
but my ego has killed your need
I love you, I love you...

...but I don't want you back
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 Oct 2015 Phoenix
Kambry Wilson
She sits in the room,
It's dark and it's quiet.
Above her, though,
It sounds like a riot.
Chairs are moved,
Sounds are made.
But if she's to whisper,
The price would be paid.
They call it a prison,
They call it Hell.
But only she knows,
The pain this well.
They'll pick,
and they'll tease,
and watch her,
As she falls to her knees.
She tries not to let them,
But they come anyway.
The tears, they fall,
As her head does in shame.
She doesn't want,
To face another day.
Alone in her room,
She'd much rather stay.
She's sick of the torture,
Sick of the pain.
But she goes to the bus stop,
And stands in the rain.
The bus ride *****,
And the picking won't end.
So a text to her mother,
She knows she must send.
"Hey mom, come get me,
I know you're at work.
I'm sick from dinner,
Last night's pulled pork."
She knows it's wrong,
To lie and deceive.
But she needed an excuse,
To get out and leave.
She's back in her room,
It's a safe place to think.
"I don't want to live anymore,"
She says with one final blink.
I wrote this a while ago....finally decided to post it.
I can't even write anymore
They took away my brilliance and wit
All imagination that swept me away from this earth
With the prescriptions and tossing of heads to begin and end a day
The days not exceeding any sort of progress or regression
Idle
Stationary
And never moving
They said they would rid me of the thoughts
I did not know they meant all thoughts
Shallow
Flat
Numb
Until I have a moment of clearness
When I know I never would have wanted it the way it was now
But, instead
I can't even write anymore
 Oct 2015 Phoenix
Mel Little
Tantrum
 Oct 2015 Phoenix
Mel Little
I miss you, okay? Even though it was my fault it ended and even though I want to punch you in your stupid face,
I also want to kiss your stupid face.
I'm so mad at everything and you and myself and fate and God
I just want to wrap myself in blankets
Or all of your stolen clothes..
And I want to not want to cry and I want to cry and **** I just.
Just ****.
Where are the words I need to explain what I'm feeling so that I can just deal with it?
Why can't I ******* deal with it?
I hate everything about this, every ******* moment I wish I could talk to you, every moment I know I can't. I can't.
Why can't I?
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