I can see it now
The crowd a mix of strangers and friends
The stark white or rather the crisp lacy soft white all around me
The loud talking among such soft sweet music
The touch of your skin on mine each time our hands meet
The soft click of heels on the floor
The warm look in your eyes as they met mine
The contrast of the petals against the ground
The tenderness in your voice
The love in the air

You are so very far away
And I know they say out of sight out of mind
But the farther you are the more I think

I want to know everything
But mostly I want to know if you are alright

One two
Well look at you
Three Four
Always begging for more
Five six
But I'm all out of tricks
Seven Eight
So full of hate
Nine Ten
So I just wont breathe again

Love is such a funny thing
Or at least it is when it comes from you
In my eyes you were a king
I didn't have a clue

I will never forget the pain
Caught in your web of lies
Playing your games with my brain
While my hope dies

Stabbing me in the back only to come and save me
Ripping me apart
And the silence in my plea
The dying in my heart

I hope I never see you again, that you're **** alone
Rot in your misery while I rebuild my throne

Its been
6 months since I saw your smile in my presence
5 months since I was able to call you my own
4 months since I stopped crying
3 months since I tried to reach out
2 months since I moved on
1 month since I realized I have to face you again

...and yet last night I dreamt of you

It was where I met you
And you were sitting right where I left you
And you smiled
It as slow at first as if you were uneasy
Then all at once with the warmth and happiness I used to know

And your arms were around me again
They way they always used to be
And you weren't so cold  
And just as I began to settle I was awake again

I opened my eyes to the darkness