I slammed my phone into the wall
why do I have one, you never calls
yeah, you hit me up when you wanna put it down
other than that, you're never around
why have doors you never use em
had feeling for you,
now am about to lose em.
what you do or wont do
tell me more about you than you ever could
so send me a letter
when you're feeling better
heard you got the flu
****, I  know that aint true
yeah you're sick
but its more with the mind
cause you always be out there ******* and lying
and you wonder why you're depressed
home boy, your life's a mess
trying to be five steps ahead,
must be mad tired keeping that pace,
look around, only you and  yourself in that race.

All food has lost its taste
and wine its buzz
Empty
there is no comfort in the sounds
no familiarity in the smiles
Empty
empty is how I feel inside
an important part of my soul is missing
I do not sleep, I do not dream
the emptiness yawns to swallow everything
return and take the missing part of my soul with you
come back and anchor me
for I am empty without you.

What am i doing wrong
what
what am i saying wrong
wrong
what am i seeing wrong
what
Not fat enough, not tall enough
not slim enough, not thick enough
wrong face, wrong hair, wrong skin
wrong smile.
what is so wrong with me
what
Not smart enough, not funny enough
not rich enough, not poor enough
laugh too hard, dont laugh enough
not too coy, not bold enough, not old enough
not witty enough, not pretty enough,
too much curves, too much emotion
wrong everything and anything
wrong
what am i doping wrong?
never, never good enough
what?!